My love for you

Chapter 52 The Cruel Memory

A faint sound of wind covered his face with hair that did not stop moving. The male whistles formed an unusual melody under the dim sunlight. The figure of the beautiful girl allowed herself to be pensive while walking. His steps stopped leading to the backyard. There he sat, just as he had twenty years ago.

The longer, his exploding heart became calmer. Fading memories, slowly visible though not completely. Accidentally, a woman saw him with a smile. He didn't think he could see the figure he knew.

"Anna!" call Merlyn.

"Me..Merlyn?"He saw Merlyn's stomach growling.

"Yes it's me. I've been wanting to see you for a long time."

"What brings you here?" ask Anna.

"This place reminds me of my old school" replied Merlyn.

"You ever go to school here?"

"No. But I've been here a few times, just because it's similar" said Merlyn.

"Ooo..."

"Then what about you?"

"I've been here. I want to think back to what happened in the past."

"Past time?"

"It has to do with Jonathan. I know you're in touch with him" Anna said.

"That was. But not now."

"Why? Did Jonathan betray you?"

"No. The opposite is true."

"You got a problem with him?" ask Anna.

"I realized he was just using me."

"He often hurts people and uses them for his own purposes" Anna said.

"You're right. But you're lucky. You are surrounded by people you love. While me? My parents died from the first two. I try so hard to support myself. And that's when I met Jonathan. In the past, he was a warm, kind man, and cared a lot about me."

"No, you're wrong. I'm not that lucky. I used to live with pain and my parents didn't think I existed. They love Jonathan more than I do. I don't know what he did to them," Anna was sad to remember all that.

"He's a sneaky. He was good at deceiving everyone with his rotten heart. He has always arranged plans for all his enemies to deceive them all" Merlyn said.

"You seem to know a lot about Jonathan" Anna said. "How long have you known him?"

"Since I was 17 until now. About 6 years. But it's nothing like you, is it?"

"6 years is long enough. You deserve to know her so well" Anna said. Merlyn smiled.

"But often I can't guess the plan. He's unpredictable. You are his sister. You must know better."

"I'm not his real sister. He's asking my family for his revenge that I don't know what it is."

"Sometimes I feel sorry to see it. He has no dreams, other than the desire to take revenge" Merlyn said.

"You know why she's so vengeful for my family?"

"Eitherway. I don't really understand. I asked him that time, but he wouldn't answer."

"Therefore I came here. Maybe I know if I remember this place" said Anna.

"Can you and Jonathan meet here?"

"I think so. But unfortunately I don't remember anything" Anna's face was sad. He breathed for a moment.

"Maybe there's something you remember a little bit about Jonathan?"

"I'm not sure. I just remember, I was bullied by a bunch of people."

"Then?"

"Then do you suspect Jonathan is behind all this?"

"really. If only I knew who that person was."

"I can help you."

"You sure?"

"of course. Let alone to restore a lost memory, I can also change someone's memory" said Merlyn. Anna gulped. "But don't worry! I can't possibly do that for you. I'm purely helping you" said Merlyn. Anna was doubtful.

"I'm..."

"You don't believe it? Our enemies are the same now. Why am I trying to get in your way?"

"You're right. There's no reason you want to fuck me. But..."

"Why? Is it because I'm pregnant? Just chill. My ability won't wear off because of that."

"Not that. If Jonathan knows what you're doing, he won't let you go."

"I know and I'm ready to accept the consequences. So, hows? You want?"

"alright. If that's the only thing that can help me" Anna said.

"Now sit down in this chair!" merlyn. Anna followed what she was told.

"Is there something that triggers your memory? To help you remember sooner."

"Ah.. That's.. Looks like the instrument's song."

"What's the instrument like? There are so many instruments for my hypnotic medium."

"The music is quiet, but not so sad. The sound is very fitting. That's all I remember."

"What is this?" Merlyn played one of the music that she thought was similar.

"No. Not the violin sound. But the piano."

"Ah, piano. Waita minute!"Merlyn was looking for a suitable instrument. "What about this one?"

"good anyway. But this is a little faster. Less is less."

"Ah, I know what you mean now. Maybe this music is what you mean, huh?" Merlyn plays music that she rarely wears. Although rare, but the square is very beautiful and quiet.

"really. It's so similar even if it's just a slightly different start."

"alright. Let's just use this" Merlyn played back the music. "Now, focus and relax! Close eyes! Follow this rhythm without thinking about anything else. Just follow it!" merlyn whisper. Anna closed her eyes. His heart, mind and hearing are only for the rhythm of music. The longer, the deeper he entered his subconscious.

Anna seems to be returning to the past, where she first entered the children's garden. At that time, the girl was so happy to meet friends her age. At first, he played with them, enjoyed being together, and had many friends at his school. Gradually, Anna showed signs of weakness in her body. From dizziness to frequent fainting.

Anna's friends slowly began to drift apart. Even many parents stay away from their children because they do not want to hang out with Anna. Anna is uncomfortable at first, but as time passes, the girl begins to get used to being treated unfairly at her School. He never fought back, always accepted what they did to him.

Anna also vividly remembered how their faces were one by one. Until he meets a boy who comforts him. The boy had a strong charm, yet Anna was no stranger to seeing the aura of his eyes. Anna's memory is slightly starting to find a bright spot. Moreover, he remembered himself fighting against his friends.

They are all little girls. But when he began to fall, a pair of shoes pushed his hand. And he felt, that person was different from the girls who bullied him. When he recalled the boy's face, Anna's body trembled. Merlyn sighed, she helped Anna relax for a moment. Merlyn turned off the rhythm of the music. Before long, Anna opened her eyes.

"How are you feeling now?"

"Much better, though it's hard."

"Now do you remember who it is?"

"I'm stupid I don't see his face."

"Huh?"

"But there's something I remember."

"What's that?"

"Sports shoes."