My Little Friend My soul mate

my honesty

I sat right next to Rayen and enjoyed the beautiful twilight, but somehow Leo filled my mind even though Rayen was next to me right now.

"are you enjoying it too?" I said in my heart and without realizing my tears had fallen

"sad..what's wrong? why are you crying?" ask rayen

"it's okay, baby, I just remember my best friend first" I said

"did you miss her? what if tomorrow we go to your city and meet your parents and your best friend" Rayen said, rubbing my cheek

"no need, baby" I said briefly

"what's up, honey? is there a problem? I'm ready to listen to your story" he said

"actually I don't want to see him again.he used to be my best friend but after the incident a few months ago we are not friends anymore" I said with tears

"what caused it?" ask rayen

"i have a best friend since childhood.we always spend time together.I love him so much as Leo.he was always by my side when I was down and when I was happy, he was always by my side, even back in High School I was almost raped by my ex-lover and Leo who saved me. until finally I Leo expressed his feelings for me and I was very happy at that time and we dated up to 1 year 4 months. initially all was so beautiful, until one day Leo went to work in New York for 6 months. After 4 months he was there, I was sent to the office for a task to New York for 2 weeks. indeed I did not tell him my arrival because I wanted to give a surprise, but after a week of work there all my work was done and I intended to visit him to his apartment but when I was having lunch I saw him with a woman who used to go to the same school we and the woman were crazy about Leo. I burned the flames of jealousy back then and went straight to their table and you knew Ray what I got after waiting for Leo's long return, my heart breaking to pieces back then...." my words with Isak cried my heart was again hurt considering the incident that afternoon

"more than that, the woman was pregnant with a child from Leo and it really broke my heart. Long time I shut myself up, she said, many times I tried to forget about Leo but the wound was still so severe in my heart" I explained with a sob

"is that why you have trouble opening your heart to others?" asked rayen and I replied with a nod.

rayen hugged me who was sobbing, I don't know why it still made my heart ache even though it had been so long.

"cry dear, wash it all here. Let your cry carry all the pain away from the bottom of your heart" said Rayen while rubbing my back

"thank you Rayen, you have made my heart improve again since I was close to you it feels like the wound in my heart is getting healed" I said

"honey together. Don't be sad again I promise I won't hurt you like your ex-boyfriend did. I love you" he said and let him softly kiss my forehead

rayen's embrace made me feel very comfortable, even now slowly the position of leo in my heart has been replaced by rayen.

"thank God for sending Rayen to me. I love her so much" I said in my heart