My Little Friend My soul mate
Trying to open my heart
I woke up in the morning and I had my heart set back, I wanted to forget Leo and forget all the pain of my old heart.
I was getting ready to go to the office, I had to leave quickly for fear of missing the bus. As I walked towards the lobby I saw a man standing there and smiling at me.
"rayen? what are you doing here?" I asked when I was in front of Rayen
"pick you up. yuk we go to the office together" said Rayen then walked ahead of me.
I followed Rayen's steps towards his car. I boarded and along the way we just fell silent with each other.
dertt...
my phone shook and I saw Ferry calling.
"hallo fer" I said
"good morning, Vei. Are you in the office?" ask Ferry
"no, I'm still on the road" I replied
"oh well. be careful and always be excited.I miss you" said Ferry
"haha what's up, fer? why have you been teasing me lately with longing?" ask me while laughing
"can't I if I'm trying to get your heart vei?" ask Ferry
I was speechless at Ferry's question, how could Ferry have misinterpreted our friendship all along.
"well vei. I already want to walk to the office. not answered now is also okay. take care of health yes. bye" said Ferry then ended his call.
"who's vei, your boyfriend?" rayen surprised me
"eh.. that's.. anu.. he's my office friend first" I replied nervously.
"hehe means you're single dong?" ask rayen again
"that's how" I answered briefly
"waw a good opportunity" said Rayen in his heart
after a few minutes we reached the office. Rayen opened the door for me and it made me even more awkward.
we walked together into the office and Rayen drove me to my room.
"thank you rayen" I said
"sama, later we go home together again yes" said Rayen then left me in my work room.
"is Rayen trying to get my heart? but yasudah there is no harm in trying to open the heart" I said in my heart.
the more the day Rayen gives me attention every once in a while he takes me on vacation to the beach to throw tired.
Days changed Sunday, Sunday changed months. time passed so quickly did not feel I had worked for 2 months in this city.
during these 2 months, rayen and I got closer. Rayen's attitude made me slowly forget the bitter memories with Leo first and Ferry somehow how he was. I never communicated with her again after I refused to be her lover 1 month ago.
<~ flashback 1 month ago ~>
Today I'm on leave and I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to be in the apartment and get some rest.
dertt...
my phone shook and a message from Ferry came in.
"What's leo suddenly coming here?" I said in my heart
I immediately rushed down to the lobby and it turned out that Ferry was right there.
"Ferry" I said to him
"hai vei" he replied
"what are you here for?" much
"i miss you" he answered with a smile
"what the heck. yaudah yuk us to my apartment only" took me and Ferry followed me
"Welcome to my house" I said acting like a restaurant waiter
"wow your apartment is good" said Ferry and then sat on the sofa
"want to drink what fer?" much
"i don't want to drink vei. we walk aja yuk" he asked
"maybe, I am also on leave today" I replied enthusiastically
"i change clothes first ya. bentar" I said then I walked into the room to change clothes and dress modestly
After we finished getting ready, we went to watch and have lunch outside and went to the beach to enjoy the twilight.
"it's beautiful" I said
"do you like dusk vei?" ask Ferry
"very, I always enjoyed dusk with Leo since we were Junior High" I said, recalling fond memories with Leo
"do you still like her?" ask Ferry
"who? Leo or twilight?" I asked back
"Leo" he answered briefly
"whether fer. I was confused, it felt like my heart was brought by Leo. I missed him so much but I did not want to meet him" I said
"vey don't I have a special place in your heart?" tanya Ferry held my hand
"do you like me fer?" I asked back again
"very.even I love you so much" said Ferry who surprised me and I took my hand from his grasp
"why vei? what's wrong if I love you?" ask Ferry in a weak voice
"it's not wrong fer. it's just that we can't be together. I consider you like my older brother" I said
"however I would like to have you as my lover vei" said Ferry staring at me
"i don't want to be separated from you fer. if we date later in the future we may not understand each other anymore and then finally we separate. but if we are friends we may not be separated because of differences of views, we will support each other, so please remain my friend, I don't want to lose another best friend like my best friend Leo" I said with tears that I couldn't hold anymore
"forgive me vei, don't cry anymore.I understand what you're saying.I'm sorry if I misinterpreted your affection for me" Ferry said and hugged me
after the incident on the beach, Ferry and I did not communicate as often as they used to. I don't know if he doesn't want to know me anymore.
