My husband's my God's Choice Husband

Episode 59's

Days change so fast...

I'm sitting in the room... Daydreamed... Staring at the window of the room that gave off a breeze..

Almost every day I dream of that child... I was so confused what exactly? Why is that child always in my dreams? Who is he, actually?

I was pensive with all the questions that kept rolling in my heart and mind... I always miss the laughter of a child in my household... I imagined how happy it would be to be a woman who could give birth to a little human being from inside her womb... I don't feel my tears dripping... I embrace my feet... I wondered why God had not yet placed a blood clot in my womb... A lump of blood that was getting more and more agile... Increasingly shaped... And more perfect for his power... Does God still not believe in me so that the little creature has not lodged in my womb... I kept crying...

Until I didn't hear Rizki's footsteps that were already beside me....

"Darling you why." she hugged me.

I just keep crying... My words seemed to be lost in my throat...

"Darling the same story... Is there anyone who has cursed you... Or your script is done... Or what dear... Please don't scare me. "he said, hugging me... He saw me very scared... Because of my frustrating situation... My eyes are swollen... My hair is so messy...

"Darling please... Listen me... Don't make me like this, baby... Answer... You why... "

"What reason am I not a good wife to you... Sorry I'm mas... "

"No dear... You are a perfect wife for me... You always accompany the mas. in times of distress.. You're always cheering the mas... You are very good for me... Why do you talk like that... "

"But the mas... I'm almost done with college... But I'm not pregnant yet... I'm afraid you're going... You will be forced to marry someone else and your family... If you marry again... I'm the same who you are. "my tears keep falling more and more.

"Astagfirstulloh... Don't you ever talk like that.... I don't want your talk just to be a prayer for me... I want to be with you always... For the rest of our lives I will not regret... But if God will bring us three... Foursome... I am thankful, darling... Three with my son... The four of us with our second child... " his baby...

"Are you sure... You sure talk like that baby. "my word...

" Sure ... I'm pretty sure inshaallah... May God make us a soul mate until the heaven is dear."

"May it be marked we will soon get baby... May dear. " said my husband smiling blooms...

I just smiled thinly...

"Not crying anymore... Don't be too thought out... "

Mas Rizki put me to bed... He kept kissing me... He hugged me and asked for permission to do so...Because I'm afraid I'm offended... I-i allowed it... I was so determined that I quickly had a child... Mas Rizki did it very gently... Very slowly... Enjoy every passion that flows... We are finally the same until... We also drowned...

"May Allah allow the liquid to be a sholeh child, dear." he said gasping in my ear...

"Amin... Hope so... I have waited too long for his presence... "My father kept tightly hugging my husband's body...

We took a break to gather energy... Then Rizki took me to the bath up... We shower together....

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