My husband's my God's Choice Husband

Episode 4

Not feeling these tears fall looking at Akmal mas writing ... I'm confused as to what to say... I can't possibly refuse this match... And I can't possibly continue this relationship because it's never going to be blessed... Instantly I remembered the memories of my past with mas Akmal ...

" Huft's... I have to be strong... I have to dare to make a decision... It's for the sake of my two "murm in the heart..

I tried to write the word, stringing it so that Akmal wouldn't hate me...

"Mas... I'm sorry... I love you the same... But my parents never approved of us... I realized long ago that we were never meant to be together.... I'm in this relationship because I love you even though we can't possibly be a couple... I beg you to understand... Maybe it's time we split up... Sorry mas 😢😢😢"....

I know it's hard for him.... Of course it's heavy for me... I try to wait for the answer... It seemed like a long time ago he did not answer me nor type anymore because it was already noon... I have to go back to the cottage...

" hc ... I hope you can accept it... I hope you won't hate me... I hope we can still be friends... Sorry mas... Sorry "...

I also finished my writing and turned off FB and turned off the computer and rushed to wipe my tears... So that my best friend will not worry...

I stood up and approached Nurul who was busy watching a Korean drama... And also Defi and Anis ...

" heey let's go it's noon the muhabbatein gate is closed you know" I said while patting Nurul's shoulder ... Defi and Anis one by one.... They were shocked and looked at the clock... And shut down the computer...

" Oh yes, the preoccupation of watching Korean drama sich so forget the time" they replied... I just smiled to relieve my sadness...

The night came after the early school... My room got a turn internetan in the cafe dormitory.... I hurried to reserve a place... To find out the answer to Akmal ... And also do the work..

I opened the computer while activating the clock.. I opened the fb... And I saw there was a paan from Akmal mas .. Dugs... Heart beating... As if I didn't want to see it, but I was curious... I finally saw it and started reading it

" Alright sweetheart... If this is the best... I'll take it with a chest... I'm gonna try to stop this love... Although it is very difficult... My tears are unstoppable... There's one thing I want to ask... What's-her-name... I'm trying to be what you want to be... I want to be your friend "he wrote feelingly...

I try to calm down so I don't shed tears... I don't want my surroundings to see me... I was moved and tried to reply with a heavy heart...

" His name is Rizki ... He's the son of my lek friend... Sorry y mas... May you have a better soul mate than me... Thank you for loving me with all your heart.. "..

I don't think my eyes are getting hot and painful... A tear fell out of place and rolled on my cheek... I don't think I'm strong enough to continue this fb... I turned off the fb and rushed to the cashier... I went straight to my room and held my bed and tried to cry while covering my pillow to my face so that no one would know... Before long I heard footsteps approaching me and asked

" Dif .. You why... You gpp right. "I peeked out from behind my pillow.. I saw a body that was none other than Nurul ...

" Gpp Rule ... I just had a headache... That's why I just want to go to sleep, "I replied...

"OKs.. Get well soon" he said and left me in the room...

I'm tired of crying and I don't feel like I'm asleep...

"Diff... Get up at 2 o'clock... You're not showering... I got a tuch place... Let's take a shower" Nurul said while shaking2kan arm...

It was so heavy for my head and eyes to wake up... But I don't want to take a shower too late... I immediately woke up with frivolous eyes because I cried last night... I rubbed my eyes and saw Nurul in front of me...

"Yes, "I answered briefly while taking a towel and soap in front of the room...

I started to step up and go down... There was a loud queue as if there was a night market... I also rushed to shower... After the bath I took the wuduk and the evening prayer.... I give my sorrow to God.. Which makes my heart calm and peaceful.... Waiting for the dawn... I'm lecturing.... Before long the dawn adhan also reverberated... We continued our activities as usual...

I went to school with sadness left.. But I have to be excited because the final school exam will start tomorrow Monday... I also said basmalah in order to be given peace of mind and mind.... Because today is a free day we go home rather early at 10 am we have come home... We plan to go eat meatballs to a cak yon tavern... While walking we joked...

I hid my sadness and joked with them.... Before long we arrived and as usual nurullah ordered our orders... We sit in the usual place... While opening the conversation Anis started asking me

" diff... I saw that you were just silent... You why... You mind test tomorrow yach.... Relax, you are smart... You are no longer sick... Ye.. "

"Duch sorry yach Nis I'm so dizzy today... I'm gpp kogh... Just a lot of thoughts" I replied while silencing Anis's mouth that nyerocos aja from earlier...

He just smiled amusedly

" Sorry "... I just looked back and returned his smile...

" This is mbak2 meatballa... Monggo" said cak Yon ...

I immediately took my meatballs and I poured the chili that lived half the bowl onto my meatballs making the sauce orange blush,

"Defm ... You gpp that's really bad... Later mag you relapse you know" said Defi coupled with a nod Nurul ...

I don't know what I'm doing... I just want my belly button gone and let it sweat... I ate the meatballs without hinting at them... I enjoyed it and it was hot... But it's powerful enough to make my belly button disappear... The three of them just gulped watching me eat meatballs.. I just laughed a little.....

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