
One morning...
The house bell rings... I opened the door... And I saw my two in-laws coming... I was very happy and immediately greeted him and told him to come in...
"Please sit, ma'am... I made drinks for my mom and dad... " Say me
" Thank you nduk... " Answer the father while unwinding...
I'm kedapur making warm tea and ginger coffee favorite of the father... And don't forget I made milk coffee for Riski mas ... I brought the drink to the living room... I saw my two in-laws were so exhausted...
" This is ma'am... Sir please have a drink... I call Rizki first... "My greeting while putting drinks on the table...
" Yes nduk... Thank ye.. "
I passed by smiling... And go upstairs... Wake Rizki mas who sleeps again after the dawn prayer ... Understand today is Sunday...
" Dear wake up... There was a mother and father brought.. " Say me while shaking the body of Rizki mas ...
" Father who is dear... "
" Your father's mother... Come awake... They are waiting for you... "
Mas Rizki was shocked.. Wake up to see the clock is still at 6..
"Tumben my parents came here in the morning2 once.. What's wrong baby "ask Rizki to me...
" I don't know, baby... I met you there first... I'm gonna take a shower... It's not good to meet my parents with my disheveled look... "Jawabku
Mas Rizki came down and I made the bed and took a shower...
In the living room
" Assalamualaikum mom... Sir... "Speak mas Rizki while greeting his father's mother..
" Waalaikum salam nak... You just woke up Riz" said his mother...
" Yes mom.. I slept again at dawn... "
" Ohh yes... Where's wife...Kog's not out... "
"She's taking a bath mom. Tumben mornings here what's wrong mom.. "
" Mom's here to ask if Difa's pregnant.. You've been married for almost 1 year.. "
" Not ma'am... Why emang.. "
" Mommy wants to have a grandchild with you... You have given me mother and father grandchildren... Cook you don't want... "Father
" Mom who doesn't want to have children... Me and Difa also want to have children... But what is power... God has not given us that gift... Lagian Difa is still in college... Let him have his easy time first... "
"Emang your wife KB??? "
" No ma'am... Difa gak KB kogh... But maybe you haven't had your sustenance yet, ma'am... "
" Maybe your wife is barren.. "Smoke of mother ketus..
" Mom please don't talk like that... She's my wife ma'am"
Behind the stairs.. I'm surprised why my mother-in-law talks like that.. As a woman my heart is like a prick... My head feels heavy... And my tears drip one by one... I actually want to go to the room but I'm not as good as my in-laws who came all the way... Just to ask about my pregnancy... I wiped my tears and tried to smile.. I walked as if nothing had happened...
" I'm sorry, ma'am... I'm out of the shower... My mom and dad had breakfast... If not, let me cook it... "
" No need, sweetheart... Let's just buy it... "Rizki pulled my hand and asked me to buy you a meal...
" I'll stay, ma'am... "
" What do you want to have breakfast with.??, "Many of you...
" It's up to you" my mother replied as if she was angry with me
I'm on a bonceng ride the same bike Rizki ... Along the way I still think about my in-laws... Until Rizki calls me not to listen...
" dear ... Dear... Kog bengong... It has arrived. "he said while trying to wake me up..
" Oh yes... What would you like to buy breakfast...?
" Nasi... Mother bought corn rice plus chicken.. And telor balado.. "
" Mom I ordered two packs of nasi uduk and two packs of corn rice added chicken and egg balado... "My word to the seller...
" Yes mbk... Please stop by first... Have seat... "
I sat dumb... I'm still thinking about my mother-in-law's words..
" Am I really barren" I murmured in my heart... Mas Rizki looked at me like something was wrong with me because I was staring...
" Dear why, baby,.. You're sick" he said to me
" No mas... I'm all right... " My words are soft...
" This is the message" said the rice seller.
" How much ma'am everything" replied Rizki because he saw me who was silent..
" 50 rb... "
" Oh yes this is ma'am thank you.. " She said while holding my hand.. I got on the bike and we drove at a slow pace..
" Why you, baby... Kogh from earlier was moody... You don't like mom and dad visiting... "His father broke my daydream..
" No, I like kogh... " Say me with the smile I made...
Mas Rizki looked at me like something was covered up... Because he's a psychologist so he easily sees my lies...
Arriving at home... I got off the bike and was hugged by Rizki ...
" I'm sorry.. If something goes wrong, baby... " She said softly and kissed my forehead... I was a little calmer and loved my husband's treatment...
We went in and I prepared the food..
In the living room..
" Mom please do not talk about pregnancy as Difa well ... Let me talk to him... I don't want him to be hurt... " Say mas Rizki
"Be careful if you don't talk to your wife... Mother wants to quickly have grandchildren from you... Mom and dad are getting older every day Riz ... "Mom's speech is firm
" Yes .. "
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" Let's mom.. Mr.. Mas... We eat... Everything is ready" I said to them...
" Yes "say them...
The four of us went to the dinner table... And we ate together... No words or talks... The atmosphere feels stiff...
Finish eating... Mom and Dad went home...
" Jaudah mother and father go home first "Mother's greeting
" Yes mom. let Rizki deliver mom and dad... "My grandfather
" yes come on ma'am" said mas Rizki preparing the car.
They're home... I rushed to the room... I've done everything I've felt since... Piqued.. Disillusioned... Helpless...
" O Allah, why do you keep a little soul in my womb... Why Allah "I said in tears...
I'm so sad... I berwudhuk and pray dhuha two rokaat and pray that I be given offspring quickly...
Suddenly my head was so dizzy... And I can't feel myself either... It's like I'm floating...
Mas Rizki was at home looking for me because the house looks empty... He went up to our bedroom and found me lying on a prayer mat...
" O dear God... Why you?? ... " Say Rizki while carrying me on the bed...
He put his hand on my forehead...
" O God, you are hot, baby... "
He took the water and the towel and compressed me... He also gave me eucalyptus oil on the nose of my hands and feet...
"Come to wake up, my dear... Quickly realize... Don't be like this.. I can't bear to see you like this.. " Say my husband by the bed..