My husband's Mother's Doll

Momentary Curse

Bima briefly told everything to Milka without any hesitation at all. He told me that he was really stupid and regretted coming to the hospital late.

"I'm very sorry, but this regret of mine is useless. Because my son is gone and this is what keeps me in a state of guilt and sin."

"I couldn't get an apology door from Kiara either because my apology won't bring Alvaro back to life."

"Maybe I will forever be haunted by guilt and guilt, not just to Alvaro but especially to Kiara who I have been hurting so much since I married me first."

Unknowingly Bima continued to cry bitterly in front of Milka, without any shame. Because he really regretted everything he did in the past. But the rice has become porridge and will no longer be able to become rice. Regret is just an endless regret stay at all because the regret that Bima currently feels is useless.

Milka who saw the sadness that is currently being felt by Bima, she also felt pity.

"I see Mas Bima has really realized all his mistakes in the past. If indeed he was just playing a show, it would be impossible for him to cry to such a sniffle," Milka said.

"It is Bima, which has passed, let it pass. Now is the time for you to organize your life for your future. If Allah wills, Kiara will one day forgive you. Rest assured and believe that someday your desire to get sorry from Kiara will be realized."

Milka continued to try to provide comfort to Bima, who was currently really feeling a deep sadness considering all her mistakes and sins in her past.

"Thank you Milka, you've been so kind to me. At first I thought if you found out I work in your office, I'd be fired by you. That's why I was so scared the first time I saw you in this office." Bima said while wiping her tears with a tissue given by Milka.

"I'm not the vengeful kind of person, Mas Bima. Even though we were together once and you let me down with your lies doesn't mean I'm a grudge against you."

"I'm not going to fire you from this office at all. Work well, and I'll see your performance in my office. If indeed your performance is good, I will definitely give you a more worthy position, mas."

"I don't know if you work in my office, either. I'm sorry I just found out today."

"Because I'm too busy taking care of two companies at once. This company is also the company that I met you at that time."

"Until I'm not so thorough with every single one of my personal assistants accepting new employees, I've never checked myself. I always believe."

Hearing what Milka had just said at length made Bima's heart a little relieved, "thank you Milka, even though I have hurt you with all my lies, but you still want to keep me in your company. I promise you, I will do my best and will not disappoint you. I apologize to you for all my past mistakes and sins."

"Mas Bima, didn't I tell you the past let it pass. No need to be pushed back, it will only open old wounds. Look ahead because I have forgiven you too, there is no hate in my heart" said Milka.

In Bima's heart there is a little regret, why used to have lied to Milka about her past with Kiara. But it had passed, and now their status was completely different. Bima has now become an employee of Milka.

For a moment they chatted about the company Milka who used to be the current body. And even Bima had asked whether Milka was married or still alone.

"Will you have a lover or are you married? sorry don't misunderstand me if I ask about personal matters."

Bima smiled shyly while cupping both her hands on her chest. Actually he hesitated to ask that but in his heart was filled with curiosity.

For a moment Milka chuckled when she saw the look on Bima's face that looked very panicked," Mas Bima, just ordinary times. I will not be angry, for now I am still alone and there is no intention to be close or dating a man. Although there are some who try to approach me."

Bima just ber hooh ria. Tala said something else. And he asked permission to return to his study because it was not nice with other employees if too long chatting with Milka. He also did not want to upset the director in the office.

Milka allowed Bima to return to her room. He also continued his work again.

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Since then Bima became more enthusiastic in working. Because he really wanted to prove to Milka, if he could work well. What's more he was a former chief director at his company first.

Bima is not desperate anymore, instead he can now really organize his life better. He never used to worship. He never left his worship.

Positive changes that occur in Bima also had seen by Milka. Where he accidentally saw Bima was performing dhuhur prayers at the musholla near the office.

"Oh Allah, Bima really has changed. I'm sure it's not just a tasting. Let's just hope his future life gets better" Milka said.

Even when Milka was at home he had told his parents about Bima. Her parents don't even like to hear it.

"What's? so Bima is currently working in your new office? don't tell me if you have any intention of going back to him" said his Papa.

"Yes, Milka. Mamah also will not agree if it turns out you are back to Bima. Why don't you just try to open your heart to Joni. He is better than Bima" said Mamahnya.

"Mah-pah, I told you about Mas Bima does not mean I have the intention to return to him. I also have no thoughts of being in a relationship with a man. That's why I'm used to it, Joni. I don't want to give her false hope" Milka said.