My husband's Mother's Doll

Suicide Temptation

Tomorrow the condition of Bima is not healthy right, but Mamah Nindy continues to nag.

"Mom, when will you get sick, huh? if you keep lying down like that, then who will be looking for money for our daily living expenses? moreover, Arisan Mamah must also be paid less!"

Hearing what Mamah Nindy said made Bima's heart even sadder.

"Well, I don't know if I'm sick right now. Even Mamah herself has taken me to the hospital. If I'm not sick, I'll work soon. Please be patient and please understand my current condition. Mama should care and care and take care of me who is sick, not even nagging and not even care at all about me."

Mamah Nindy did not respond to the words just spoken by Bima, he just passed away from the doorway of Bima's room while continuing to grumble his mouth muttered indistinctly.

Bima can only stare with sadness at the departure of Mamah Nindy. As long as he was sick, Mamah Nindy did not take care of himself at all, but in a time when life was still rich, Mamah Nindy always cared and cared for him.

"God, why is this my life. Did I get sick like this and have to take care of myself? if I don't feed myself, I'll never eat. Though I must still consume food regularly to sustain taking medicine," inner Bima.

He was so sad and disappointed in his own mother who did not have the slightest pity on him, even though his current condition was sick. Desperation is always growing inside him. He was not more eager to recover, but he was even less eager to live his life.

Until his mind was short and he decided to kill himself with a knife to one of his wrists, because it happened to be in his room there was a knife to peel the fruit.

The knife that had been used to slice his pulse just fell to the floor and happened to be when Mamah Nindy passed through the doorway of his room, because he was discharged from the courtyard of the house. He was also curious about the sound of falling objects and decided to go into Bima's room again.

how shocked Mamah Nindy when she saw one of Bima's arms bleed fresh and dripping on the floor

"Should I just end my life so that I would be calm and not dizzy thinking about my life with so many trials and problems? it seems like it's better that I end my life. Maybe that way I'll be able to meet my son."

Bima's mind is out of place. Because he felt his life was no use at all. No one loved her, including her mother, who only thought about her wealth.

Until he was short-sighted and wanted to kill himself. At that time Bima also grabbed a knife that is usually used to peel the fruit that happens to be on the table.

Bima scratched the knife into one of his wrists, after which his knife just fell to the floor.

The sound of a falling object was heard to the ears of Mamah Nindy who happened to be passing through the doorway of Bima's room back, because she happened to run out of the courtyard of the house.

Mamah Nindy also became curious about the sound of the falling object, until He decided to go back into the room Bima to check if it had fallen to the floor.

"Oh my God, what have you done, why do you act so recklessly?"

Mamah Nindy's face immediately also changed the hue of her face to panic. His body trembled, cold sweat came out in his body because he saw so much fresh blood rushing from one of Bima's wrists.

While Bima was not at all concerned with the terrified gaze of the mama Nindy, she wanted to catch up with her own son who had passed away. Mamah Nindy was increasingly upset and angry to see the look on Bima's face that was not emanated by fear at all.

Soon Mamah Nindy called the ambulance officer to come to her house. He just kept pacing back and forth to see the condition of Bima at that time.

While Bima just smiled cynically towards Mamah Nindy," why do Mamah look panicked, instead of Mamah happy if bad things happen in my life," he said.

A few minutes later the ambulance had reached the front of the rented house plate occupied by Mamah Nindy and Bima. The officers immediately ran around looking for the existence of Bima who is currently drowned with the condition of blood continues to flow from one of Bima's wrists.

One ambulance officer immediately closed the wound to Bima's wrist so that the daab did not continue to flow. After that he was helped by several ambulance officers lifted Bima's body and took her out of the room.

Bima was quickly put in an ambulance and immediately rushed to the nearest hospital to get medical help.

Coincidentally the doctor who was on guard at this time was the doctor who examined Bima at the time she was sick. This doctor was surprised to see Bima who was lying helplessly with one of her wrists covered in emergency bandages.

"Geez.mom. What else has happened to your son? it wasn't yesterday that he was from here, why is he now back here in this condition?"

Ask the doctor while removing the emergency bandage. And he immediately treated the wound on one of Bima's wrists.

"Come, doc. Suddenly I saw blood pouring so fast from Bima's left wrist. And I immediately called the ambulance, because I was worried about my child's condition," said Mamah Nindy still looks panicked and nervous.

"Oh my God, you want to try to kill yourself? why did you do that, Mas Bima? what makes you short-sighted and determined like this?"

Doctors continue to treat the wound on Bima's left wrist by first sewing the wrist that looks torn. Fortunately, the wound was not too deep to make his veins break.

Bima smiled cynically at the various questions that came from the doctor's mouth," for what I live, doc. No one cares about me, including me. When I was sick, my mother continued to be angry because I did not work immediately. He doesn't take care of me at all."