
Bima continues to curse himself. In his room, he could not close his eyes. He remembered always and always what he had said, Arya.
Tears suddenly trickled down as he recalled Darwo's father carrying a tiny body covered by a shroud.
"Astaghfirullah aladzim, why am I so evil to my own son? I refused it since it was in Kiara's stomach, until even at the critical moment when my son needed my help, I didn't help either" he muttered as his hand squeezed the bed sheet.
Now Bima is really regretting what he did first to the late Alvaro. But everything has already been done and it is impossible to return again like before. Time cannot be repeated. Bima could only lament everything in her cries, without being able to do anything more.
Without feeling Bima's eyes began to close just like that. He slept well in his sleep. Even in his sleep, he dreams of meeting the late Alvaro. Where the little baby who had been buried was staring cynically and full of anger towards Bima.
"Son, this is papah. Come along papah," Bima's pinta inside will be his subconscious.
But the boy was even more glaring at him. And don't even want to be carried by him. With a sudden bite Bima's shoulder, which makes Bima jerked in shock and he woke up from his sleep.
"Astaghfirullah aladzim, my son rejected me as I had done. I also rejected it first. Oh God, is there in nature my son really angry with me and rejecting me?" batin Bima occasionally rubbed her face violently.
He turned to the wall clock which showed at one in the morning. And he felt his stomach hungry, until he finally got up from the bed and stepped into the kitchen.
But by the time he was in the kitchen, he had found absolutely nothing he could eat.
"Goddessa.no instant noodles or eggs or snacks. And in the hood there is absolutely no food. Mama's habits, never want to cook alone. It's wasteful every day to have to buy food online."
"If it's like this, I have to endure my hunger. Because it is impossible in the middle like this I order food on line. Fasting until morning."
Finally Bima also drank a few glasses of water to hold his hunger until the morning. Bima stepped limp towards her room again. And he tried to close his eyes again, but he could not fall asleep again. Because of the hunger that continues to whack, even though he has been resistant to consuming a few glasses of water. But just a few seconds the hunger was gone. And now he feels hungry again.
Until the morning, Bima could not sleep because it suppressed hunger. That morning, he left the room to get breakfast. But by the time he was about to step into the court, his scale was stopped by the call of Mamah Nindy.
"Bima, where are you going in the morning?" reprimand Mamah Nindy, but Bima said nothing at all. He only glanced cynically at his Mom, and still stepped into the courtyard.
"Bima, mamah is talking to you! why are you like this? the man knows no!" snapped Mamah Nindy chasing Bima.
But Bima did not pay attention to what Mamah Nindy said. He actually immediately launched his motorbike quickly left the rented house.
"Jeez..why did Bima become strange after returning from the tomb of her baby Kiara huh? completely disregarding me as his own mama."
"This can't be allowed, I'll go to Kiara's house again! and I want to hold you accountable for Bima's drastically changed attitude!"
Mamah Nindy re-entered the rented house while continuing to grumble on her own. He was so upset with Bima's attitude that turned silent and cold to him. He did not accept it at all, and blamed Kiara for what had happened to Bima.
While Bima is currently down the path with his motor matic. And suddenly he saw a woman who was no stranger to him.
Bima quickly approached Meymey with the man who was with her.
Ttttttttiiiiiinnnnnn...........!!!!!
Bima honked her motor horn until Meymey and the man she was with jumped in shock.
"Mas Bima?"
meymey's mind was startled with embarrassment.
"Mey, if you want to do something like that it shouldn't be in public. On the side of the road like this, it's embarrassing for both of you!" tegur Bima's.
"Heh, it's up to us donk. Why bother it!"
The man was nyolot and he also ruffled his waist as his eyes bulged.
"Mas, we'd better get out of here" Meymey told the man, shaking his arm.
"No, honey. Before I settle this matter with him, I won't just leave!" this man was no longer able to contain his passionate anger.
Meymey panicked even more, fearing that something might happen that she did not want. He continued to persuade the man he was with, but to no avail either.
"Mas, I don't want to cause a fuss. I'm just reminding you, what you're doing is really unusual. Try if you see this someone else or a lot of people. You guys could have a case. What else the woman who was with you was not past her Idaho period" said Bima ketus.
"Gosh, this is what I'm afraid of. Mas Bima was going to unpack my past in front of him," Meymey's inner annoyed.
"In Iddah, if you talk, don't be careless? my boyfriend wants to be single, never married! yes, dear," said the man as he glanced at Meymey.
"God....Mey! you've lied to him? aren't you afraid that your lies will gradually be discovered?"
The man next to Meymey squinted his eyebrows when he heard Bima say the name, Meymey.
"Heh, how do you know my lover's name?" tanyanya.
"Obviously I know because Meymey was my ex-wife who ran away when I found out I was poor. Already yes, I can't linger because there's still business."
At that time Bima also turned on her motorbike engine, and drove it to look for breakfast. In his heart he continued to grumble after meeting Meymey.
Meymey's boyfriend is angry with her. And keep asking about the past, Meymey. Until finally Meymey admitted what Bima had just said to the man.