MY HUSBAND'S EX-BOYFRIEND

Regretting Is of No Use

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I woke up the next day when the sunlight started to come in and hit my face. My body feels crumpled. What we did yesterday is the cause. We both feel the same worldly pleasures apparently not satisfied to wade through the sea of sin once or twice. We did it many times.

I forced my eyes to open and then I tried to sit down. I grabbed my phone that almost ran out of battery. I charged the battery and looked at the clock.

"Oh my god, I'm bad luck. How'this? Mom must be overwhelmed at the diner. I should have gotten up early so I could go home and help mom." I thought.

I feel so guilty for not helping her this morning. But maybe I should get used to this because in a few months I'll be living with Dirga after we get married. According to Widya's aunt's request that I stay at her house.

I sighed heavily imagining how it would be if I lived at home with Aunt Widya who I knew was exactly the same. Don't like me.

But I should be able to take her heart for the sake of happiness for both of us. Me and Dirga and our son later.

I found Dirga who was still sleeping beside me. I smiled to see her sweet face in the morning. It was my first experience seeing his face while still asleep. I smiled again imagining that face would be the first one I would see each morning. That face will give me spirit every day.

I kissed her forehead slowly and then I covered her body which was still not wearing anything with a blanket. But apparently my movement made Dirga squirm. His eyes opened next door and looked at me. Lips smile.

"Good morning dear." she said with a distinctive hoarse voice waking up.

"Good morning dear." I said with a smile.

"Where are you going, baby?" ask when I want to get out of this bed.

"I'm going to take a shower, it's noon. I have to go home." I said.

Dirga pulled my hand until I collapsed and my body hit her. Dirga held me tight. 

"Hey, why so rushed. Don't go where. Here, baby." whispered.

"Mom needs my help, baby. You know I always help her at the diner." I asked her for understanding.

"But I don't mind you being here with me either." she said.

"Because you're not telling the truth. Try if mom and dad know what we're doing here. Of course they would prefer me to go home rain." I cried not to lose.

Dirga laughed but still did not take off her arms to me.

"Stay here, baby. I still don't want to be away from you." he whispered.

His gentle whisper was also the beginning of the continuation of sins we do again and again. We both never seem satisfied.

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I splashed my body with warm water from the shower. I felt that my body was lighter and better after I finished my bathing ritual. I wrapped my body with a large white towel that had been provided by the hotel. I stood up and looked at my reflection in the big mirror in the bathroom.

Once again I looked at my reflection in the big mirror in the bathroom. Suddenly I felt dirty and dirty. I feel like I have no value anymore. No more just a girl who can't keep her dignity and her family.

Suddenly I felt so guilty to my parents and rightfully so.

"I'm sorry Ayu mom and dad. Ayu has failed to maintain the sanctity of Ayu's self. Hopefully, the thing that Ayu has done this will not tarnish the good name of Father and mother." I said.

However, I believe Dirga will still marry me and take responsibility for his actions if it turns out that I am pregnant before our wedding day arrives. Dirga has promised me and I believe in him.

"Beauty heart." the message was to take me to the hotel lobby. I wave my hand at him. 

I take my steps to the parking lot where my bike is. I put on my mask and helmet. I started the bike and left the hotel. When I got out of the yard, I stopped and looked at the hotel. A place that has been a silent witness to our romance.

Suddenly my heart felt tight. But I realized, Regretting is no use. It's all been happening.

"Is what I'm doing with him not going to make me regret it one day? Will we be able to cover up and save this disgrace later?" my inner.

"No, no! I have to be sure that Dirga will take responsibility.We love each other and do not want to lose each other. Dirga will definitely try to keep our love." continued my inner.

I took a deep breath. The air around the hotel which is in these hills makes my brain fresh again. I pulled the gas and left the place. Dirga who had finished bathing and waiting for his breakfast began to prepare to visit his project land. He's late today too.

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I arrived at my house when the sun was getting higher and with its haughty rays made the earth feel hot. I see that mother's restaurant has been filled with subscriptions.

I immediately stepped my foot in and met my mother who was busy counting the amount of change for the buyer who had paid.

"Mother forgive Ayu. Ayu can't go home soon and help mom." I said as soon as I arrived at the restaurant.

"It's okay Yu, after all today the new employee mother can start work. So she helped mom today. You just rest Yu. You must be tired of traveling far" said mother while holding my hand.

I don't know if you can get that quick employee who will replace me after I get married. Apparently mom has been so mature preparing everything.

"I'm sorry Ayu bu, actually the weight of Ayu's heart leaves mother and father. But Ayu also can not if you have to keep in touch with Dirga without any status." My inner.

I left the restaurant and went into my room. I grabbed my phone and told Dirga that I had arrived home safely. Dirga replied to my message and told me that she was also at work.

I put my body on my little bed which felt a lot different than a hotel bed. I opened my photo gallery and looked at Dirga's photo. I smiled as I found a picture of her smiling sweetly staring at the camera.

"Putu Dirgantara, I love you." I cite.

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