My husband's cousin

Chapter 4

There's regret in my heart considering what I did last night to Bang Danil. That's a little outrageous. I shouldn't have done that, I should have used another way to get him to understand me better.

Last night's memory embarrassed me, how can I act like a cheap woman to him to avenge his heartache. What was in his mind seeing my behavior suddenly become "strange"?

I closed my face in front of the mirror when I imagined my face last night. Yes, God .. May Bang Danil not think of anything.

"Why are you, Dek?"

Two hands touched both my shoulders. I'm getting embarrassed, not daring to open my face.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?"

Bang Danil is now crouching in front of me, trying to lower my hand from my face.

Slowly I looked at him, but soon I moved to another place. I really don't have any face to see.

"Why, Deck?" insist again.

"I'm sorry!" seruku.

"I'm sorry? What are you wrong?" the question is still in a soft tone.

"I was ashamed of myself last night. I'm sprained with Brother! That's why I'm ...."

"Don't talk about it! You understand!"

The man stood up and rubbed my head. His hands so as not to leave.

"Abang, Randa it's not who I am. He's just my best friend, Bang. You misunderstood me!" continued again.

Bang Danil cleared his throat several times. As if preparing a sentence of what to say.

"Yes." Yeah."

That short sentence was all he had to say. Signs there was still irritation in his heart.

"Abang, I'm sorry. Yesterday I just wanted to teach my brother a lesson. I've been watching Brother go with another girl. It feels ... hurts!"

I finally chose to be honest. Yeah, I'm sick to see her being attacked by a foreign woman. I was annoyed to see him walk with another woman so friendly.

"I know I can't be a good wife, but I'm Brother's wife. I'm not just brother's cousin but I'm a legal wife. I'm ...."

"He's a nobody, Adis!"

He eventually defended himself.

"Why is that semesra?" my men don't accept.

"Where is the affection, anyways on purpose!" elak later.

"Willfully?"

"Abang asked him to manasin you because your brother saw you before you saw us earlier. At first we were after the meeting. He's a representative of the company, it just so happens to be a schoolmate. Brother asked for help to make you hot, at first he did not want to. Because you said you wanted to see you were jealous so she wanted to."

I looked at him in disbelief. Where might it be. Yes, yesterday was just pretending? Although I could see an awkward look on the faces of both of them. Was it just a show?

"You believe Brother, don't you?" tanyanya.

Bang Danil has never been close to another woman as far as I know. Because the woman he approached was only me, his cousin's own sister. Strange indeed.

"No idea!" before I get up, leave him.

"Well, why run away? He said he was sorry?" he pulled my hand until we stood facing each other.

It's just that since I lost high, I'm just dealing with his chest.

"Sister, all this time we've been married just kidding?" my tent.

"That's not it, Dek. All this time we were just rich brother adek. Not like a couple in love. You look as tormented as this marriage."

"Well me, Bang?"

"Are you sorry? Did we just finish this? Because it's useless we continue if our relationship is just this way. Maybe we're not a match, Dis."

This time my head was struck by lightning. Why did it even widen like this?

"Who fell in love with that woman, huh?" accuse me in the end. I'm tired of him rambling. If that's the point why should it be complicated?

"What are you talking about, anyway?" presumedly.

"So after you find the figure you dream of this marriage looks completely worthless, huh? Regrets finally come, do they?"

My eyes dewdrop. Why does it feel this sick? I feel like I was suddenly dumped.

"Don't just accuse me, Adis! That's bullshit!"

"Yes, bullshit is like our relationship, isn't it? The relationship you forced and now want you to let go as you please after meeting a new one? You're selfish, Bang!"

Collapsing is already a lump of dew that incarnates cloudy. Decide hard at the corner of the eye. It feels really sick to be dumped like this. So why did she force the family to consent to this marriage? Why would he desperately persuade me to accept him as a husband? Is that a man?

I went to the bathroom. I no longer hear anything he says. I locked the door and wet the body. Letting go of my tears under the shower with my clothes intact. I let the wet body hope to release this immense pain. It really hurts.

Bang Danil didn't really love me. So I'm just an obsession?

"Dis, open the door, Dek! You heard the explanation first. You misunderstood, Adis!"

Bang Danil's screaming voice from behind the door I don't care. I don't even want to see his face anymore. He was just playing me. He played with my future. What am I gonna be after this? So my cousin's widow?

I don't know how long I've let my body get wet under the water. The gigil now hugged me. The eyes started to blur and my head was dizzy. Then everyone darkens.

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I woke up with my head still throbbing. For a moment I tried to gather memories. Wasn't I in the bathroom? When was it in bed?

I felt someone hugging my body wrapped in a blanket from behind. I moved my body, realizing I was wearing only a negligee t-shirt with no underware. What's the matter?

Soon I rise. Next to me Bang Danil fell asleep fully clothed as we fought earlier. Why did my clothes change? Did he do anything while I was asleep?

I covered my body with a blanket. At the same time beside me was movement. Bang Danil got up and sat down.

"You finally realized!" he screamed while rubbing his eyes with one hand.

I kept quiet not at all.

"You passed out in the bathroom soaking wet. No way your brother narok you on the bed with wet clothes. So change brother!" it was as if explaining what was on my mind.

"Don't think about it, huh!" before moving to the bathroom.

I didn't say anything. Still upset by his words earlier. So I choose to be quiet, why talk when he no longer considers me a wife?

Head back throbbing pain. But the heart hurts a lot more. If he had known, the first and only man I loved besides my father was him. I've never been in love with anyone but her. He's all I've wanted since we got married. Now he wants to throw me away?

"Tomorrow we'll go to your parents' house!" suddenly, it made my head hurt.

Will he take me to my parents' house?

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