My husband's cousin

Chapter 1

"Who is he, Adis?"

 

The sound of the bus broke the silence as I was enjoying the swing playing time behind Uwak's house. A term for the late mother's sister whom I often visit.

 

I stopped the swing. Wait for the owner of the bus to approach. He stretched out a flat screen then pointed to someone who posed with me two days ago, at a feeding ground.

 

"Oh, that's Randa, Bang," I said after confirming the figure he meant.

 

"What is your relationship with him?" again at his disposal.

"Group of friends,"

"But why do you look this familiar?" scabbed again.

For a moment I scrunched my forehead. This is not the first time Bang Danil interrogated me. This always happens whenever he sees me close to another man.

"Why, anyway, Bang? Fruits too? He's Adis' friend. It's natural to be familiar."

I got up and headed inside the house. Return to the room. But the strong-bodied man faced me.

 

"Obviously, brother, what kind of relationship do you have?"

 

I took a pissed breath. I wanted to push his body until it fell on the ground. But I still appreciate it.

 

"Follow brother!"

 

He pulled me forcibly into the courtyard where his black car was parked. Then I asked to come in. I just follow his will.

 

The car runs out of the fence, slowly splitting Sudirman road towards Singosari. Along the way I saw his gerahamm harden stiffly. A sign that he is holding back emotions.

The car finally stopped at a park that was not too crowded. Bang Danil opened my door. Then took me to sit in the square\alun. Around us was pretty quiet. There was only one two young\-mudi passing by.

 

"Don't like you being close to that guy, Adis!" he firmly started the conversation, presenting a tense atmosphere between us.

"What's up, anyway? All are prohibited. My brother always forbade me from being close to other men. We are just friends, nothing more."

I started to launch a rejection.

"Of course you're angry. You belong to brother, Adis! Just a brother who can be close to you!"

He looked at me with emotion.

"A selfish thing to know, don't you?!" pissed me. He always put his wishes first.

 

"Lajar brother selfish, it's because brother does not want to belong to brother bullied people. You're brother's wife, Adis!"

 

"Yes, the wife who was married by force. I never agreed with our marriage. You know, don't you?!" attack emotions.

"Abang has maxain willpower brother. My brother married me when I was in school. The reason you didn't want anyone to bother me. If you feel like me, you shouldn't be gini, Bang! We're cousins! I've thought that brother was my real brother since I was a kid."

He was momentarily silent. I don't mean to argue with this man who married me. The man I've loved ever since I was a kid. The man I consider my own brother. He's my cousin, the son of my uncle, the brother of my late mother.

 

I don't deny I've always depended on him from childhood. Sticking to him wherever he went. But not for her to marry.

 

Our marriage to me was a mistake. How can I change the affection between brothers and sisters to husband and wife? How can I behave like a wife to my own brother?

 

"So you're sorry you're brother's wife?!"

 

That question hit me. That's not what I meant. I don't want to be his wife yet, but that doesn't mean he's willing to leave me.

I kept quiet without knowing what to say. While in front of me Bang Danil's face was reddened.

"So what do you want, Adis?!" his challenge.

I'm still silent. My eyes were already glazed over. Bang Danil has never been this angry with me. He was always gentle and warm.

 

"Do you want us to separate?"

 

I jerked. Whatdoes thatmean? She's leaving me?

"What does brother mean? You want to leave me?" I asked with my lips shaking.

Bang Danil did not react in the least. His attitude was suddenly cold. Is this the form of disappointment to me? Or does he have a choice but me?

 

"Do you have another woman out there?" askaku. He's still tight-lipped.

 

"Let's go home!" then without even looking at me.

My question is still floating without an answer. I followed him to the parking lot. Entering the car with mixed feelings.

 

Bang Danil no longer said a word. He just kept running the car with an ice-cold face. Act as if in this car only he himself. Not once did he look at me. Even at our house, his attitude remained stiff. Silence mute.

I climbed into the room without any desire to speak. The atmosphere between us was not right to open the sound. I choose to just silence Bang Danil without asking anything else.

After cleaning myself, I saw that Bang Danil was lying on his back. This was never done since the beginning of our marriage.

 

Of course I was wondering. Is this true because of his feelings of disappointment and jealousy. Or is he thinking of another woman. What exactly happened between us? How is this household going?

 

 

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