MY HUSBAND'S A BOY

Suddenly Introverted

Ah, yes, I remember now. This morning before I left for work I was watering the plants on the porch. My husband was taking a shower and suddenly I felt something smothering this mouth with a very stinging cloth. When trying to rebel my strength is less strong, then the longer the head is dizzy and the eyes are blurred. After that I don't remember what happened. Now wake up here. I don't know where this is and I don't know who brought me here.

"Tolooong!" I tried to shout maybe someone heard and helped, but nothing. Only the sound of a lizard shouts at me. Several times trying to scream because this mouth is not smothered, but still silent. No one's saying.

The door creaked, something opened from the outside. I stopped trying to open the rope that tied my hands. Waiting for who opened the door.

"Toni!" I cried, "Thank you come. Toni, help me. Take off the rope that ties my legs and hands. Help me escape from this place. Someone's trying to demonize me, Ton." He flinched for a moment on the side of the cot.

"I'm not evil" he said. While his hand was slanting about to touch this cheek. I kept my face away.

"W-what do you mean?"

"I just want to spend time with you, Safa. Sorry, if my way seems extreme."

"What do you mean, Ton? Ja-so .. Is this all you?" I started to panic. However, trying to be calm even though it is not easy.

"What's my fault? Why are you doing this to me, Ton?"

"You're not wrong." Toni was sitting next to my body lying on this fragile board.

"If that's how I am ...."

"I can't," he said.

"Why?!" My voice began to hoarse, "Why are you doing this, Ton? I thought you were a good person ...." I can no longer continue the sentence. Tears are flowing. My feelings between fear, panic and so much more.

"I like you" he said after a long time he was silent. He did not dare look at me. His face looked down at the end of his shoes.

"Likes? You know I already have a husband and I love my husband so much ...."

"Stoop!" I'm appalled. Toni shouted while standing in one jolt. His facial expression changed. From what was calm, now looks very angry and dislike.

"Don't say that in front of me. It was very painful," he continued, holding his chest. Eyes glazed.

"But that's the truth, Ton. I have a husband and you shouldn't be like this. This is wrong ...."

"Love does not know wrong and right," he sambarnya full of emotions. I was silent, not knowing how to give him any more understanding. It seems like Toni is not sane. I regret taking it lightly. How now? What am I supposed to do? Waiting for help to come. Yeah, probably right, that's all I can do.

"From now on, you are mine. So forget your husband! Don't ever talk about her in front of me again. I promise to love, care for and love you more than your husband ever gave you."

"Just up to you." I'm getting tired, "But, can you untie this hand. Sick," I cried, "Didn't you say you would love me more than my husband? My husband never tied me up like this. It hurts."

"But promise don't fuck around!" threaten her. I just nod. The rope that tied the hands and feet was eventually removed as well, but still it was not easy to escape. Toni keeps an eye on me. If he comes out, the door will be closed and locked. Although the board looks like it is fragile, but still sturdy difficult to destroy.

***** 

It's the third day, I'm locked up in this board house. Yesterday, I managed to escape, and it turns out that this plank house is in the middle of a garden overgrown with wood and shrubs. Far from settlements. However, my escape was in vain. I got caught again by Toni. In the end, he became more protective. The window was given a crossbar from the outside and not a second did he leave me alone.

I was pacing around inside this 3X4-sized house. I think this used to be a shack. Thinking hard looking for a way to get away from Toni. Pretend possessed, ah, not sure it will work. Okay, I'm trying to pretend to be sick.

I roared holding my head. "Aargha! Sakiiit!"

Toni comes in, she's panicking. I kept roaring while holding my head. "Why? What's that sick?"

I pointed at the head. "I need headache medicine."

"Okay, I bought it. You wait here, yeah!"

Quickly I shook my head and grabbed his arm. "I'm coming. After all do you know the medicine I used to take?" Toni was silent for a moment. It seems like he is thinking and weighing. I kept acting in pain.

Without saying, Toni directly carried my body and took me out of the hut. We walked down a path flanked by thickets and towering trees.

After a few minutes passed, we finally reached the edge of the lonely rocky road. Right and left gardens untouched. Overgrown with shrubs and various wood trees.

"I walk alone" I asked as Toni's steps slowed down.

"No!" reject firmly. Afraid I might run away.

"You just calm down. I'm not gonna run away." I tried to convince him. I was finally taken down, but my hand was held. Not a second removed. Well, then, how do I escape? I'm getting frustrated.

"Never think of escaping!" whispered Toni as we were about to board an angkot that was successfully dismissed. I nodded weakly.

Arriving at a pretty quiet pharmacy visitors and I still do not know how to get away from Toni. My hand is still in his hands, tightly.

"Can you buy me some mineral water?" I asked her to get away from him and had a chance to ask for help. Because from earlier I flirted with the code to this pharmacy keeper, but it looks like the hijab woman does not understand what I mean.

"No! You finish buying the medicine. We're just looking for mineral water together" Toni said.

"I'm hungry. How can I take this medicine if my stomach is empty?" I'm trying to buy time. In addition, it is true that this stomach feels sore. I was hungry, because during the hut, Toni only gave me grilled yams and sometimes baked goods that she took from the middle of the bush. Drink the coconut water that grows on the side of the hut. Sometimes I'm just told to eat those coconuts.

The meal is done. Now I don't know what reason to buy time for. Fainted. Yeah, maybe I should pretend I fainted to be taken to the nearest clinic and have a chance to ask for help. I can't just scream. Because Toni threatened to eliminate me if he shouted. He said I'd rather die if he couldn't be with me.

Sure enough, after I pretended to faint, I was finally taken to a nearby clinic. Here, I have a chance to tell everything to the midwife who examined me. Toni was banned from entering the examination room. The midwife looked surprised and panicked at first. But in the end, I want to ask for help. I wrote him a letter, gave him where I was being held and asked the midwife to report him to the police or to my husband. I've recorded my husband's number there.

Now, I feel relieved. The hope of freedom is in sight. After leaving Toni, I won't spread a smile to just anyone anymore. Yeah, Toni admitted to obsessing over me just because I used to smile and be friendly with her when I met her. He thinks I like him too. What a perceptual perceptual.

*****

"Your neck is hurt." My husband panicked, his eyes fixed on the small incision wound on my neck. It was all Toni. The rescue went dramatically. When my husband's entourage came, Toni immediately made me his prisoner. My neck is curled, a dagger she's sticking around this neck to intimidate us all. I panicked and thought that a few minutes ago was the end of my life. Before I finally breathed a sigh of relief because I managed to escape from Toni's crib. Without delay, I immediately rushed into my husband's arms when Toni was paralyzed using a hot lead shot at his leg by the police.

"It's just a small wound ...." I hugged him again.

"But it still has to be treated immediately." He rubbed my matted hair because some days did not shower shampooing.

"Silver, huh?" He asks a lot.

"Little."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't underestimate Toni. If only from the beginning of your story I had taken action, maybe ... This incident does not ...."

I stopped her speech with a sledgehammer. "There's no point in regretting. Oh, well, it's all happened. I'm most important it's okay."

He nodded in agreement, then hugged himself again. "I promise you, after this, you'll be even more vigilant."

I am grateful to finally be free and still be given the opportunity to be together again with my husband. I feel safe now, but I can't be denied to be honest I feel traumatized now.

*****

I suddenly became an introvert. Lazy out of the house, even just to water the plants on the terrace to be afraid. Out of the house just to work. Sometimes I want to go for a walk, but when my husband is ready, I suddenly feel afraid, anxious and finally it is all just a discourse.

Now, I'm always over thinking. Afraid that it will happen again. Although now reportedly Toni has been treated in a mental hospital. But, still I still can't fight this self-mastering fear. This case is not the first. Previously been kidnapped as well, but somehow yesterday's case left a deep trauma. The reason, Toni had several times almost to stain me, although in the end I managed to make him undo his vile intentions, but still make me feel disgusted and horrified every time I remember the tragedy. It was a real nightmare for me.

I flinched, as she clasped tightly onto my hand. There was a warm sensation. "You don't be afraid. There's me. I promise, I will protect you even more. So, don't worry anymore, yeah!" said soothing.

*****

Every night about to go to sleep, I asked several times the window and the door was locked properly or not. I may also ask my husband several times to check the windows and doors, make sure they are properly locked or not.

Fifteen days have passed, until now sometimes the tragedy is still carried away by dreams. I would scream in fear, and then cry in fear in my husband's arms. Though I had consulted a psychiatrist, but still I still could not control my fear. I don't know when I'm like this?

"You need a new mood. What if we're on vacation?" haggard husband. I was silent for a moment. Maybe there's a point too. I need to start learning to control this fear. I shouldn't be this happy.

"Where?" I still hugged her in bed.

"Where do you want to go to the beach, the mountains, or where do you want to go?"

"Why do we stay at the change?"

"Huh?! You sure?"

"It seems that if you are there, busy yourself with taking care of children, who knows if slowly I can forget the same thing that happened at that time."

"OK, if that's what you want. I told you Mom first." He then grabbed his cellphone which was originally lying on the bedside table, then told Mother Panti that tomorrow we would come and would likely stay for the next few days. I was very excited to wait for our arrival. Hopefully this way I can get pregnant soon too. Amens.

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