MY HUSBAND'S A BOY

Handler

"I go to the toilet first, yeah," she said, "Don't miss!" he added.

"Game!" my murmur.

"Not lebay, but bucin's acute."

"Udah, sana! Brojol's there again." My son went to the toilet. I sit on the bench. Waiting for my two best friends, Arum and Nia. Yes, we agreed to meet again. It has been a month since the meeting. This time, Arum asked me to bring the Bocil. I want to know my husband, he said.

"Hi!" greet Nia and Arum from the direction of the entrance while waving here. I returned the wave. They also cut distance. I stood up to greet their arrival with a hug and kiss the left right cheek. Then let my two friends sit down.

"Where's your husband?" todong Arum's. He was very curious about my husband. Semetara Nia, she had met even though only a glimpse when returning from camping at that time.

"He's still going to the toilet" I replied.

"Safa's husband is kiyut. Watch out, yes, you must strengthen your faith. Don't irrigate!" noda Nia on Arum. I'm just smiling.

"Emmmh, so I can't wait to see your husband." Arum looks very curious.

Not long after, Arum mouth mangap wide and he was very hysterical. Like someone who meets his idol. Arum pointed behind me to sit down.

"God! That's a cute guy I was telling you about. Who broke my car down!" yells. I turned to the direction I was pointing, even with Nia. Then I looked at Nia, and then we broke down.

Arum scrunched his forehead. "Kok, you guys are not, anyway?"

"Sorry, I'm late, huh?" chirp the Bocil while holding both sides of my shoulder and standing behind my chair. Arum fell silent, his eyes glanced at Nia then looked at me.

"Eum, she ...?" Arum pointed at Bocil. They look at each other too.

"Well, this ma'am right, whose car broke down at the time, right, huh?" guess husband. Arum nodded slowly. His facial expression turned somewhat wry.

"Waith! So, he's your husband, Fa?" ask Arum at last. I'm nodding. Bocil immediately reached out and introduced himself to Arum.

"Argh! Damnit damnit! I thought you were still single. I'm so hopeful" said Arum. An annoyed expression was very noticeable on his face. Me and Nia gave lips holding back a laugh, but ended up exploding as well. While my husband was just messing around, then pulled up a chair and sat down next to me.

"It's ready, Ma'am," said the Bocil while shifting his chair into a mepet with my chair, then embrace this shoulder.  Nia and Arum are mutually lyric.

"If you guys want to show off your affection, I'm back, right!" threatening Arum, Nia nodded in agreement.

"Why in the first place, are you mepet-mepet?" I looked at my man.

"Let's all know that I can't get away from you" he replied casually. Arum and Nia fan-fan use their hands and complain of overheating. This room uses AC.

"Swipe a little," I whined as I pushed it slowly. She shook her head.

"Sorry, yes, Gais. My husband is a little alay bin lebay." Arum and Nia compactly replied with a mutter.

"Eum, yes, gini. You guys talk first. I'll go first, yeah. If you want to go home later. I'm picking it up."

"Where are you going?" I asked while blocking his arm.

"Ciyeee, why? Afraid of longing, huh?" goda. Nia and Arum cleared their throat.

"Ihhh, seriously napa?" my murmur.

"I have some business to spare."

"What business?" my pedicabs.

"Later the story. I am obviously not weird, though. Just calm. Okay!" My man kissed my head, then left after parting with my two best friends.

"So sweet really, your husband, Fa. So castrate me," said Nia.

"Hooh, I also want to have a leak too" Arum said.

"They're looking for a soul mate. Don't get busy with grandiose work!"

My two best friends also wondered how I met the Bocil. I told him everything until finally the marriage with my son's husband happened.

"Geez, what a dramatic turn is your life, Fa. I'm like a sinteron," said Nia.

"Yes, this is my way of life, Gais. Oya, what about your love story?" Now replace Nia and Arum who tell about their love path. Nia was once lied to by a man. He almost married a married man. So far, it has been a bit traumatic for men.

While Arum, he also repeatedly failed to make love. Her boyfriend always turned to other women. So, now choose yourself first he said.

"Capek, heartbreak, heartbreak" continued Arum. I got up from sitting hugging him, channeling strength and calmness. Nia did the same. Be, the three of us hugged each other.

"Yes, I'm also very happy."

"I also did not expect that in the end we can gather again like gini," Timbrung Nia. Nia and I went back to their seats.

"Yes, btw, you're not done yet, Fa?" ask Nia later. I was silent for a moment. Yes, why am I not pregnant yet? Even though it has been over a year of my marriage with the Bocil and we also do not use contraceptives. I answered with a weak slit.

"How long has your marriage been, Fa?" This time Arum asked.

"Eum, it's been over a year, anyway."

"Emang want to procrastinate first or what?" nia Cecar.

"No, we don't use KB. There is no intention of procrastination either, but do not know why until now I have not been pregnant either."

"Propsy. Maybe not yet," said Nia.

"Yes, maybe soon you'll get pregnant. Or try a pregnancy program. Your husband is still young, yes, afraid he turned away if there are no children. His name was the same, almost all the same. Most are easily bored and bored. Usually, if he is in that phase, he will turn" Arum cerocos. I'm speechless.

Nia nudged Arum's arm. "Why did you become a stove, anyway?"

"Eum, sorry! Not that I meant stove. Just share it. Sorry, Fa."

"No papa, Rum. Just relax. I'm sure my husband isn't that." I don't know why I feel scared too. What if what Arum said was true as well? If I'm not quick to love her offspring, what if the Bocil turns away?

I can't relax anymore. I have to do something. Maybe tomorrow I'll go to the doctor.

*****

"Why are you, anyway? Since meeting your best friend this afternoon really, so much silence and daydreaming?"

"Eum, I was just thinking. Why am I not pregnant yet. Is it because I'm too old, huh?"

"Satursth!" He pressed his index finger against this lip, then shook his head, "Your mother is not old. Yes, maybe we haven't been given enough sustenance."

"If for example ... I can't love you what kind of offspring?" lirihku while holding tight.

"Kan, I used to say. If that wasn't going to be a problem. I will remain faithful by your side, with or without children." He held both my hands. Our eyes meet. I saw the earnestness of his words from the look in his eyes, but somehow I still felt afraid.

"Not to over think. I'm not going anywhere." He pulled my body gently into his embrace.

"Mostly ... Mimu's been dying for a child's presence, huh?"

"If it's Miku herself?"

"If I relax. Alright, but if indeed Mimu already want a child. Maybe we should increase it again."

I'm nodding. "The plan is tomorrow to try to consult a gynecologist."

"OKAY. We're going to the hospital tomorrow, yeah. We look at the hospital to get well soon."

"What a hell, what a hell."

"But, Mamu became a smile." He pinched the two gagging cheeks, then wiped my tears.

"Udah malem, sleep yuk!" I nodded his invitation.

*****

My husband and I sat in the hospital waiting room after a series of fertility checks. Our hands are still clinging. This heart was pounding erratically waiting for the results.

"Mrs Safa and Mr Dafa!" call sister. My husband and I looked at each other. Then go to the doctor's room. Look at every explanation from the doctor.

"So, what's the conclusion, Doc?" I'm just impatient.

The doctor took a long breath. His facial expression turned serious. As if in doubt will convey his conclusion. My feelings are starting to get bad.

"So, here the problem .. is ... Ma'am Safa."

I was silent for a moment. I felt my husband holding my hand tight. My chest began to crumble like a heavy item.

"What's wrong, Doc?"

"Mbak Safa .. barren." The doctor's description made my eyes blurry and my chest tightened. My tears broke in my husband's arms. I pulled myself out of his arms. I saw my man's facial expression. There was disappointment there. My heart is getting bigger I guess. My crying is getting bigger too.