
The night wind was getting colder, it felt piercing in my body that was only wearing a long prestigious party shirt, and the grass that I was sitting on started to sweat cold, very cool, cold sweat, because the weather was bright even though it was dark, it turned pitch-black, accompanied by the sound of lightning that began to greet....
I... still feel at home face down on my knees, I cry with great sadness, even I no longer think of the party that must have been a mess, and I'm sure I'll embarrass my parents,
"Nessa..
"Don't touch me, let me be like this" I shouted still in the same state
"Nessa.... pliss... don't embarrass our parents, we've been dead for a long time, right, the party?, I beg........ let's continue our show? "
And I began to lift my face to look at Leo's feet with angry feelings
"Didn't you have the slightest heart, look at me brother, I'm so broken right now....., I was ruined because of your obsession, you've ruined my future Leo....? why are you still thinking about that fucking party....? don't you think about my feelings in the slightest.what is that you call love...... I don't want to get engaged to you... hiks... hiks.... please don't force me sis.... ? " i cried while clenching my hands....
"Sir Nessa. I can't. I'm sorry I can't let you go. I'm sure you'll be able to love me and accept me Nessa, I guarantee I will make you happy.I beg you to give me a chance to prove it. Too many dreams I have painted for you,, it is impossible if I let you go, it is impossible if I let you go, I also will not be able to Nessa... I beg you to accept me..? " answered Leo sitting back on the grass
"Hiks.... hikss.....
I'm starting to get confused about what's going on, and even my current appearance is so messy, it hurts so much if we're forced to have a relationship with someone we don't like....
"Oh Allah, my dear....Why is it with you two... What exactly happened to Nessa....? why did you become like this, son....? ask mom
The new ones arrive at the back garden, followed by Nessa's father and Leo's big brother's parents, earlier, Mother Rita took the initiative to disperse invited guests on the grounds that my people who arrived were not feeling well, in order to keep their good name, so Mother Rita disbanded the event very politely, and made an announcement if the engagement will be done in private only...
"Nessa.....? why did your appearance turn so messy like this, son.? what really happened to you two..? " ask dad while crouching towards me
"Om..... Can I explain all this? " let's say Leo is not good
"What's the matter, son Leo..it's not you who agreed to do this engagement...., but why is my son like this...? " ask Toni's father angry
"Dad...who said if I agreed to do this engagement.., I never even knew about this matchmaking father.... why would you ruin your own daughter's life.....
Deggs...........
" What do you mean, son...? it's not that you and Leo are already in a relationship..? " ask mom surprised
"Ehm... I'm sorry, Mr. Toni and Miss Santi, I hope we can talk about this inside, Nessa and Leo, they must have been cold, they must have been cold, they said, besides the weather is also like it will rain. let's go inside first. "said Bunda Rita chimed.
Finally we began to follow the directions of Leo's parents, who were weak and powerless began to be papah by my father and my mother, to go into the house,I saw my mother's face that kept on shedding tears, while my father's face, now began to worry about my own....
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And now, as we gathered in the living room in my house, we began to sit on the bench, and I sat right next to my father and mother, I leaned against my mother's body, because I felt so weak,
"Son Leo...?, let's tell you, what's the matter, so my son won't get engaged to you, right,,? not that you said, if you guys were close and agreed to get engaged...? ask Dad
I started to get shocked after hearing my father's words that he just said
" Is it true if Leo's brother speaks like that well..? " ask me seriously
"Yes son, he said it, after he came home from Jakarta, and he asked father not to bother you first, until your exam is over," replied the father.
"What do you mean brother... when did I say it all...? " i asked angrily looking at the face of Leo's brother who was right in front of my eyes..
"Sorry Nessa..., um, aunt, I'm sorry if I lied to you, actually, Nessa never told me that, and we were never close, it's just my wits, so I can have Nessa as soon as possible, but honestly I don't have any intentions anymore, aside from having her and I've also communicated to my parents, about my plans, and they let me do it anyway... not his engagement is also soon to happen, and I just speed it up" said Leo brother loudly
"Well.... I don't want to be engaged to Leo's brother, why my soul mate father from me small, I'm an ordinary man well... I still have a right to my own life choices well. I beg you, cancel that matchmaking well I beg you...hiks..".hikss. " said I cried while kneeling in front of my father.
"Nessa....? what are you doing, son.why with yourself actually, why do you not accept the son of Leo son.let's be honest with father. "ask father holding both shoulders.
"Dad... I..., sorry well, and I've been in a relationship with him for 6 months.he's a very good boy well, and I love him very much, I beg my blessing this choice well" I said crying kissing my father's hand
"Son......., why don't you obey the words of father... Now what if it's like this,, there will be many hearts that hurt son...? " say, father is sad
"I beg yah.... cancel this matchmaking... I cannot accept Leo's brother.... hiks... hiks......., do not destroy my dreams well.... " I said begging
"How about Anton and Buk Rita.............
" Stop..... mr. Toni.., I will not listen to your words, the promise remains a promise, and must remain on the line, here is not only your child who is hurt. but my child as well.I imagine and feel, how destroyed he if his dreams are many years he looks forward to destroyed just like that.
...Didn't you think of that....? and another one Mr. Toni. You still owe our lives, sorry I didn't bring it up, but I only remember you if you forget... " mother Rita said........