
It did not feel like 2 months had passed so quickly, and my activities as a student were getting more and more solid, but I really enjoyed it, as well as my relationship with Arkan, we are getting closer and more romantic because we know each other,
I also began to understand the nature of Arkan's hard and can not be denied, it turns out my judgment at the first time met him first, it's true there is, it's true, if he's very stubborn and likes to manage, and I always follow what he says.
True, people say if love is blind, I always obey his words, although sometimes I feel objected to his words that always forbid me not to this and that, but back again, and again, love is the winner, maybe because she wants to take care of me and is afraid of losing me, that's what I think and I don't want to let her down on me, because I'm sure everything he says is best for me.
As for Albert, he really kept his promise to me, if he wouldn't bother me and always looked at me from a distance, I often caught him staring at me for a long time, but as soon as I stared back at her, she immediately threw away her face,
I was eager to ask her why she always looked at me, while I felt that there was no problem what else with her, but again my trauma to her was not lost, I'm still afraid that if I have to meet and talk to him and his Arkan brother will definitely not allow me to do that, because he strictly forbids me to talk to men, he said, what else if it's Albert's brother, I'm sure he'll hit it all the way to the brunt like he used to, and I don't want that to happen.
And as for my parents, I contact them every day, surely after I go back to the boarding house to rest, and what makes me even more dizzy is my father's warning that always forbids me to be close to men here, even he never forgets to say it if he is calling me,
Sometimes I wonder why my dad always bans me, and if I ask him why, he always answers, "Dad will tell you when you come home" yes in 4 months I'm going home because of the 1st semester break, and I can't wait to find out and tell dad if I have a girlfriend.
Soon I was shocked by someone hitting my right shoulder
"Woy.. daydreaming aza from earlier, emank thought what an sich? " tanya Monic who suddenly came to wake me from my daydream
"Morely think of the future" I replied as long as I had a sad face
"Emank why the future is the same, it is still a long time, still in college" he asked confusedly
And I immediately shifted my seat to the side, in order to face her, yes we are currently in the classroom, after the study hours are over, I'm still sitting here on my own, tampa Monic, 'cause he's out for a little while to buy a snack in the campus cafeteria.
"Mon, in your opinion, what a sin I am not with my parents" I began to look down sad
"This must be about you who are dating silent ya"
And I just nodded, the feeling of my chest starting to tight, I started to cry out tears that could not be contained anymore
"Hiks... hiks... I fear the same sin of father, I have denied the promise to him, I always say yes if he forbids me, but I have lied to him, I have lied to him, I'm a liar to Monic, but I'm afraid to be honest, because my father strictly forbade me without any objection"
This time I expressed my pent-up fear for 2 months, I really felt guilty with my parents, but I also really enjoyed the relationship I had with Arkan, honestly, 2 months into a relationship I feel more loving the figure of the man, he also loves me so much, being my queen and the special woman in his life, though possessive, but I can understand him.
"Well, Nessa, I understand how you feel, but I don't know what to do, I'm afraid of your dad" Monic hugged me and calmed me down
"Jalan one, Arkan himself must be permission to your father, not her you say he wants to take your relationship to a more serious level, he said, this is your chance and Arkan's brother to ask permission from Uncle Toni" said Monic encouraged me
"Yes you really, I really have to be as quick as his honest father and mother, let my relationship with Arkan's brother calm and happy" said I smiled as I broke my hug
"Yeah, it's okay you don't like it, it's important that Arkan's brother sukak" I said mockingly
"Well, I'm a bucin, I'm all, just a pea crumb"
"He. he. he. joking, you're my best friend "
And we laughed together, after spending a snack that was brought by Monic, we began berberes to get out of the class, and when it arrived at the door of the class, he said, we passed Arkan and his friend, like he wanted to go to my class
"Sister, come here, emank her brother's hour has finished yes" asked me to brother Arkan
"Udah, brother deliberately want to pick you up baby, let's go home" brother Arkan pulled my hand
"Monic how, brother? he didn't bring a bike today"
"Dimas, you take Monic home" Arkan said, turning to Dimas
But before Dimas answered it turned out Monic had refused first
"Sister, Monic does not want to be in the anter brother Dimas, I want it in the anter brother Rendy kak" declined Monic
"You can take Ren back to Monic" asked Arkan
"It could be, yes already yuk sisun back home, bay Dimas" said Rendy mocked Dimas and walked away with Monic
And after they walked a little far, Dimas was getting annoyed with Arkan's brother
"Fuck, does he want to stab me in the front" he said angrily
"Sate kali on a prick, have you gone home sono ? I go first" said Arkan's brother Dimas himself, and immediately took my hand to walk out the campus corridor, heading to the parking lot.
After arriving at the side of the car, Arkan immediately opened the door for me to enter, very sweet Arkan, starting from his small treatment to me, he had made my heart melt, so much so, after we got in the car, Arkan immediately put my seatbelt, I'm still stubborn when it's this close,
"So I can ask for something with brother" I asked looking into Arkan's eyes
And he began to bring his face closer.........