
Like a bolt of lightning in broad daylight, that's my feeling right now, I started to stiffen and was surprised by what I just saw,,,,, that's what I'm feeling,,, and after that I was again made even more surprised, while staring at the writing perched on the wall decor carving my name and Leo's sister with beautiful flowers
"Congratulations on Leo and Nessa's engagement"
Degghs.............
My eyes immediately glared perfectly and almost out like her, after reading the writing that was very clear and challenging.and tampa realized I also began to squeeze my mother's hand that was in my grasp.
"Darling... why is your mother's hand squeezed anyway, your face why dear....?" ask mommy wonder
"Mother....why is there a happy engagement..? and why is my name on the decor mom? " ask me angrily looking at mom
"Yes... This is the surprise that I mean dear, why do you look angry son... did you make a mistake..? " ask Mom wonder
"Mother...who asked for all this, why didn't you ever talk about something this important to me before you..? why mom...? " i started crying in a small voice
"Honey....why are you crying...?, not that you've talked to Leo's son, we just live your will...? "
Deggs.............
"Sister Leo" I said as I stared at Leo's father, brother and sister, who began to stand in front of me
"Nessa.... What's the matter, son. Why are you crying? " ask Dad worried about the quiet voice
I didn't hear my father's question either, because right now I started to look at Leo's brother's face with an overflowing anger.
Tampa waited for a long time, I immediately pulled Leo's hand and took him to the back of my house, heading to the back garden, with tears that continued to plunge my face, and I was still there, even I have not cared for the guests who are staring at us while whispering, so did my parents and big brother Leo's parents who kept calling my name and trying to explain to the guests not to look ugly at what I just did.
"Ness......why bring brother here, how the guests respond to us later, do you not think about the feelings of our parents...? " ask Leo while walking into the park
Plakkk.......................
I floated my slap into Leo's face after arriving at the park, honestly, to my current situation, really very angry, as much as I could, how I could, there are people who have made very important plans in my life without my consent, even I do not know anything...
"I never had any intention of destroying your life, I just did what I had to do" Leo replied firmly.
"What should......? don't you have any thoughts, even I've never been close to you, and instead you've promised that you'll stay away from me, but why are you doing this..... what have you told my parents, what lies have you spread to my parents.... ? " the word hysterical.
"Tampa any lie, this engagement will still happen..."
"What do you mean.?.?. are you God... so you can manage someone's life, if I already have a man whom I love so much, even me and him have knit our future...why do you have to destroy him...do you not have a heart....? "
"Shut up..
" don't you ever say the name of another man in front of me.....? can't you see my very long existence beside you, even if I'm willing to wait for you for a dozen years, just to be with you for as long... is this your reward for the sacrifice I made...? " his words were crying and staring at my face.
I was startled by the words I just heard
"What do you mean waiting for me for years. ha. ha.. ha.. ha... you never make a mistake. Even until I'm 18 years old, I've never been close to any man, and now that I'm 19, I'm only close to one man named Arkan... and it's not you the one. "answer I'm starting to get upset.
"Nessa........, look at me...now look into my eyes Nessa ? can't you see such great love in my eyes, I've waited so long for you to grow up and I'm allowed to have you, but why do you have so much heart to throw me out before I even start.have you not the slightest heart, I really do love you Nessa Aurora so much..... "
Deggs............
"This is impossible.. This is impossible.. Since when do you have feelings for me, even we are never close, this is impossible... hyks.
"This is true Nessa, this is the truth, since our hospital meeting 15 years ago, after which our parents began to match us, and I accepted it with pleasure.because I liked you so much back then, you were my little girl Nessa, you were mine, and it won't change until any time..... " he said he sat in the grass holding my hand
"Sir... This is not fair to me.. I have never loved you... I love others... Please do not destroy my dreams sis......... I beg you......? I said to wash your pills
" Mr Nessa, don't you ever ask me to go again, because I won't do it. I've been waiting for you for so long, even I've always kept you at a distance, I'm willing to travel every Monday from Surabaya to Bandung just because I want to take care of you, don't you remember, when you almost fell while climbing the school fence, someone caught you, he said, wearing a black jumper and a mask, it's Nessa, and when you're bullied by a bargajulan kid who wants to bother you, I come to your aid, too, and there's so much more that I did for you until you finished high school.... Didn't you realize....... Why don't you recognize me Nessa? " ask Leo sadly
"Hiks.... hiks.... hiks..... "I also put my face on both knees, I began to cry bitterly,,,,,, I began to cry,,,, I don't know what to do now.. what I'm going to say to Arkan........ ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜