My husband is married again
Check Up
"We check health mas", Rose looked into the eyes of her husband, Mas Adi was silent, seemed to be thinking of something.
"Are you sure?", no matter what you want, but Adi is afraid that the Rose will be disappointed with the result, whether it be on him or the Rose itself.
"I'm sure" replied firmly.
"Jaudah, later in the afternoon we go to the doctor.mas want to rest first", after that Mas Adi went by stroking the hair of the Rose.
Roses know, there must be less between them but he also wants certainty in order to plan in the future, he is ready with all possibilities.
If later it turns out that Mas Adi is barren, Rose will still accept it maybe even Roses will propose for adoption of children again, it's really okay.
But what if I'm barren..?will Mas Adi be disappointed in me?
After the thought came out, Rose became a little afraid, before her mind everywhere she rushed to tidy the dining table and wash the dishes.
***
Roses dress up to taste, with natural makeup and soft fit perfectly with his image.He came out of the house to meet her husband who was waiting for her on the motorbike, rushed she locked the house and faced her husband.
"Are you ready?", the Rose simply nodded in response, Mas Adi put a helmet on his head then they both went to the obstetrician.
On the way the two of them were more silent, unlike usual they often joked laughter every go somewhere.This time they both like more introspection each lack.
After arriving at one of the famous gynecologist practice places in Jogja they both got off the bike.
It appears there are some pregnant mothers accompanied by her husband and mothers who carry small children who may come for treatment or health checks alone.
Seeing all that makes the chest in the heart of the Rose hurt, from the deepest heart she really wants to have children with her husband so that their marriage feels perfect.But destiny says another ,it's been 2 years until now even he has not been pregnant as well.
Seeing the appearance of the Rose's suddenly shady face made Mas Adi hold the rose's hand, he led her into the room because he had previously made an appointment with the doctor.
After filling out several procedures they both entered the practice room, where there was a middle-aged woman doctor hooded with a face that was very comfortable to see, the aura was very different.
Rose glanced at a handsome man behind the doctor, he was also wearing a doctor's suit, it looks like he was the assistant of the woman's doctor.Padahat his age was young but had become a doctor's assistant, maybe his age was almost the same as her.
"Mom Roses afternoon and Mr. Adi , please sit down", as the doctor's mother kindly"dock afternoon", they replied with a smile.
After talking about some complaints they both did a health check, they both waited a bit long for the results, because some things they had to do some fertility testing process.
After waiting for a long time the doctor's assistant brought a map to the table, the doctor slowly explained the test results, both couples listened carefully.
From the results of the Mas Adi test it is known that all are safe, even healthy Mas Adi reproductive organs are characterized by the ability of the testicles to produce cells**** healthy and in sufficient quantities.
Hearing that, the look on Mas Adi's face was slightly relieved, now it was Rose's turn, when the doctor explained the results of the test Rose was surprised, even now he was crying.
He was said to be barren..!
Roses were no longer able to say anything, she was ashamed of herself and her husband Mas Adi, she felt flawed and imperfect as a woman.
Mas Adi hugged her, he knew the Rose was devastated but he also could not do anything but calm her down.
The handsome doctor's assistant was silent at all this, no one knew what he had in mind.
After the Rose had calmed herself down a bit, she asked the doctor.
"Is my sterility treatable, Doc?", the voice is even stuck in the throat.
"For some cases infertility can be treated depending on the condition and the cause, but if you want to know more about the cause of your infertility and the treatment I recommend to just come to the hospital, but if you want to know more about the cause of your infertility, because there the equipment is also more complete, this is my business card.", explained the doctor at length, he then handed out a business card there listed the hospital he occupied as a place of practice and work.
"Well, thank you doc we said goodbye first", both couples gave greetings and then came out of the practice room.
***
In the room, after coming home from the clinic Rose was silent, even though she was not crying but her sad look was very clear.
How do I tell this to my mother-in-law?
Rose remembered how her mother-in-law painstakingly gave her the fertility drug, how would her reaction be if Bu Winar knew that the rose was barren?!
"Honey.it's okay, the gold is okay", Mas Adi stroked the delicate back of his wife, lying if he was not sad, as a human he actually also wanted to have a child with his wife , ' he said ,but what the forces of destiny say is different.
"But you can't have children with me" Rose cried again to embrace her husband.
"Cupcup.already no papa, we can adopt children" he said.
"Are you willing? ",Rose knows adopting a child is not as easy as imagined, many procedures and costs are a lot if you want to adopt a baby, even their finances so far just mediocre.
"Mas will try to make money so that we can adopt children, just do not have to rush", mengelus ramput Roses in his arms.
Long time Rose thought, she also did not want her husband to be troubled because his ego wanted to have children, now he felt as a useless woman.
"Mas.mas may marry again", The rose no longer knows, the words just came out of his mouth, heard that Mas Adi let go of his embrace.
"What did you say?getting married again?!", now even her voice has risen.
"Yes mas, instead of us adopting children, gold can marry again in order to have children", Rose spoke with her hands shaking her eyes felt hot, really she just wanted Mas Adi happy.
She knows her husband every night sometimes does not sleep thinking of something.Pernah Roses check her husband's cellphone, in her internet search history there are some about the child and Rose's heart aches, and,he would not close his eyes or ears again.
"You crazy Rose..!! are you not in love with me..??"
*Ci*nta. I love you mas, I even willing to be combined for the sake of you have offspring.
The rose had cried a mouthful, the voice couldn't even come out anymore.
"Aaarrggh.!!", Mas Adi squeezed his hair, he was also very sad today, but the words of the Rose hurt his heart so much.How did his loved ones encourage him to marry again?
For a while they tried to calm themselves
"Now we sleep, I don't want you to talk rich anymore"
Mas Adi slept on his back against the Rose, this evening there was no warm embrace for the two.
***
At 21:00 pm, Bu Winar just returned from his shield, his job was to play with friends and arisan only, he said,
he checked his son's room and it was locked.
"One at a time.tumben was asleep", then sauntered away to his own room.
The night was getting late, but the eyes of the Rose could not sleep especially after his quarrel with Mas Adi, his eyes were swollen due to crying earlier.
Actually he heard his master came home but he was so embarrassed, he was embarrassed if he had to face Bu Winar.
