
The rose cries as it squeezes the blanket under it.
When Azam left, he could not contain everything anymore.
He really felt helpless, it was not his intention to hurt Azam.
Now he is in a position that the rose cannot avoid.
To be honest, even though he had been angry at the man for a misunderstanding, but the Rose often thought of Azam while in America.
All this time he was lying to himself, Rose forced his heart to stop loving Azam.
But after meeting the man again, the fortress he had built for eight months was smashed apart.
After their meeting yesterday during a meeting the hearts and minds of the roses are opposite each other.
His mind was filled with the conviction that he should stay away and leave the man immediately, but his heart could not lie that he also missed the man so much.
Azam's touch and voice had ravaged his heart.
He really missed Azam, but the rose could not do anything.
During these eight months he has also experienced and passed through many things.
There is a reason that Roses cannot be ignored and avoided.
He will feel a heavy sense of gratitude to Abbas' grandfather.
One of the reasons the Rose rejected Azam was due to the wishes of Abbas' grandfather.
Abbas' grandfather asked him to marry his grandson.
And now Charle is asking her to have a serious relationship, and inevitably Roses must be with Charle whose incident is Abbas' grandfather's grandson.
The man also looked so fond of her, Charles also looked serious with her.
Although he often rejects the man, but there is another reason in addition to his own joy, even though he does not love the man, but Rose will try to love Charlie as time goes on.
He only tests Charlie's seriousness, fearing that Charle will be like the man he's met before.
The rose does not want to go into the same abyss of finding a man who is never serious for himself.
For that he was always so indifferent and cold to Charle, but even so the man still looked serious to him, and the Rose could not back down anymore.
Grandfather Abbas was a very meritorious man for his life.
Because Abbas' grandfather himself could be like this.he now has a high rank, a decent life and respected people.
Because Abbas' grandfather himself can get out of a very tough life first.
He could go to school for free too because of Abbas' grandfather, all his life changed drastically because of Abbas' grandfather.
And when Abbas' grandfather to marry his grandson the rose could not to cover his ears.
Inevitably he must be able to accept Charle mekipun his heart has not loved the man.
He had to put aside his personal feelings for Azam.
And with the Rose children will try to stay as close to them as they used to be when he and Azam have not been in a relationship.
Roses will always love Akins and Azka even though she and Azam cannot get back together.
Maybe this is his destiny, he and Azam are not a soul mate.
The rose breathed out its weight, wiping away the tears that still soaked its beautiful face.
Trying to neutralize the pain in his chest, Rose glanced at the children who were still sleeping beside him.
He should not be sad and continue to cry there, he did not want the children to feel disturbed because of the sound of crying.
The rose shifted and spread itself beside Akins and Azka, hating the two children with deep feelings.
Though he had imagined that he would be a mother for them, living together with a happy family.
But fate never took her side, all the wishful thinking she built was destroyed already because of such a cruel reality.
If only he and Azam did not misunderstand each other and communicate well, would his life now be happy with them?
Everything the Rose had to face even though it felt very heavy.
Bringing the hug to the children, Rose will try to enjoy this moment with the children.
Maybe this is the last time he can get this close to them, because Rose does not know how their relationship will be in the future.
Although he desperately wanted to stay close to the children, but maybe Azam would not let it go.
Moreover, he had rejected the man raw.Maybe Azam will hate him and will not let him be close to children.
"I'm sorry aunt.", he said softly.
Maybe this is her last night with kids like this.
There may be no other time for him to be with the kids.
He really wants to stay close to the kids like he used to be and Azam has not been in a relationship.
But Roses knew his desire was too greedy, Azam would definitely not want to be like that.
Once again there was a heavy sigh coming from the mouth of the Rose.
Then Rose tried to close her eyes and feel the warmth that was left with the children tonight with a very sick heart.
***
"Are you okay?" asked Bella.
The rose just nodded while sucking the fruit juice in front of him.
"But you don't look like that.Since morning you've been like a mummy"
"I'm really fine, maybe I'm just tired" he said, stirring the juice in front of him.
"What was your business yesterday? you didn't tell us you were just leaving, Charles even panicked and looked for you after a whole day you didn't tell me..."
The rose stopped the movement of his hand, and yesterday Azam had informed Bella and Charle with his phone.
And now Rose had to lie because Azam told them the reason he left because there was a personal matter.
"I'm sorry I made you panic"
"I know you must have left for urgent reasons, but Charle couldn't have.you know she's too possessive of you...he's been like crazy looking for you..."
"Then why doesn't he come now?", he asked.
It's not usually Charle's absent from a joint meal like this.
Charle will come where there is a Rose, even though it is important that Charle will come to see him.
"I don't know.him self says there was a meeting with an important person, I wanted to ask but I was afraid.You know? his face this morning looked very scary..."
"Is he in trouble?"
"You should ask yourself later, you know...? he loves you so much.Maybe he will feel good after you ask", Bella said as she looked into the eyes of the Rose with a difficult gaze to interpret.
"As a friend, I just want to say this.you should pay more attention to the man, he really loves you..."
Bella knew that, because she was the one who had been watching them and was certainly the one closest to Charle and the Rose.
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