My husband is married again

Disillusioned

In the morning a woman was silent in her bathroom, holding a flat object that would determine her future.

Rose closed his eyes and grasped the thing in his chest, he said many prayers.Padahatan had done it many times but he was always not ready with the results.

Slowly he opened his eyes, exhaled and neutralized the beating of his racing heart so quickly.

The thing he saw carefully, still did not believe the result Mawar legged to check it.

After that the woman sat down weakly on the bathroom floor.

Haaa.sthat I'm not pregnant

Though it has been a few weeks he has not arrived guests (haid) and some days he is often nauseous and not appetite.

Roses know these things refer to signs of pregnancy, so make her expect high.

But it has been almost 2 years he married her husband Adi but has not been blessed momongan.Hal that makes him not tell some signs that he experienced recently to Adi, who has not been,The rose was afraid that the result would make her husband disappointed and it turned out to be true.

Slowly the 24-year-old woman stood up, she threw the results of the test pack into a trash can located in the corner of her bathroom.

Tok.shock.

The sound of knocking on the door rang out from inside her room, and then a middle-aged woman came in with a drink and a bottle of medicine in her room.

"Mama.sudah Roses said mama did not bother", Rose led her in-laws to sit on her bed.

Ms. Winar came with medicine for her daughter-in-law, some days she heard Roses often vomit in the bathroom.

"Are you okay? mama often heard you vomit in the morning, did you get pregnant?", Bu Winar held both shoulders Rose, heavy feeling came back to his heart, Rose knew his in-laws wanted grandchildren very much,Her husband Adi is the only family Bu Winar has after her husband passed away.

"Looks not ma..maybe I catch a common cold", Rose lowered her head, she was very sad and ashamed of her in-laws who were in front of her.

Though every day Bu Winar always brings fertility drugs for him, but always the results are not satisfactory.

"Oohh.mama think you're pregnant, he's been quick to take the medicine", Bu Winar gave the fertility drug to Rose.

After seeing Rose take her medicine, Bu Winar brought back the tray he brought.

"Do you feel dizzy?, if you can't go to the market let mama alone, let mama permission not to go to the funeral of mama's friend"

"No ma..Roses can really go to the market, mama just go with the cedar", bad roses on her in-laws

"Yasudah.mama go first later do not forget the key to his house", Bu Winar went out of his room.

Though Roses feel unhealthy, but he does not want to keep making his in-laws difficult, but, for 2 years married to Mas Adi she was never required to get pregnant immediately by her in-laws even though Mawar knew Bu Winar must really want a grandchild

Ms. Winar continued to support her since marriage until now, Ms. Winar always brought her fertility drugs for her and painstakingly gave them every morning

Slowly the Rose stood up from her bed and prepared to go to the market.

After locking the door of the house, as usual he saw several neighboring mothers who were delivering their children to school

"Yes ma'am.this is just about to leave, Rani has entered Kindergarten yes ma'am?"

"Yes this.si Ayu can not nganter so I who nganter, a number of her husband this morning suddenly came home from out of town, so Rani I who nganter"

"Oh so.yes I'm sorry ma'am, the fish hunter is abis in the market", Rose nodded while smiling at the mothers and then slowly moved away

"Kasian ya.padahalah 2 years married but not yet pregnant", when the mothers know, with a distance that has not been so far the Rose must still be able to hear it,but the mothers still spoke loudly

The rose just stood still and continued its footstep towards the market, it was used to all this, even he often heard the talk that often made him hurt, but let the creator who determines the way, but let the creator who determines the way,all he had to do now was pray and do his best.

The distance between his home and the market is not too far away making it can quickly arrive and immediately shop for kitchen needs.

Arriving at home she immediately busy herself from cooking vegetables, fish and rice, after finishing the Rose cleaning the house, all of which she did to fill her free time while waiting for her husband to come home

Adi her husband worked as an elementary school teacher for 3 years, although not yet a PNS and her salary mediocre Rose still supports her husband, she loves Mas Adi and respects him.

During his marriage he lived in Jogja City at his father-in-law's house, Mawar was an orphan so he did not have a house, but with the talent he had he could have a bread business.

Every 09.00 am after his business finished Rose will go to his bakery near the market, where he already has 2 employees who he has trained to make bread, even though the place is only rented, where he already has 2 employees,but income from setting up a bread business can help a little home needs.

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The clock shows at 13:00 , all the food is ready under food, Rose has gone home pari shop, she always put her husband first, the store she gave to Anya employees.

The roar of the motorbike was heard in front of her house, Mas Adi her husband had come home from work, soon Rose opened the door of the house and approached her husband home from work, kissed his hands and brought her husband's bag

"Capek ya mas", the two husband and wife entered the house"iya.yes, there were so many who had to take care of", Rose saw a tired look on her husband's face.

"Roses have made the favorite food of the mas, we will eat first the Incandescent rose", smiling beautifully.

"Haha.could you.can deh,later his incandescent plus-plus yes.", heard that Rose patted her husband's chest,Adi laughed out loud, he was very happy to tease his wife, he said,the prettiest woman he ever wanted since High School.

"Iisshh.ayo eat first", Rose stepped into the room to put her husband's bag, Di chuckled to see his wife was shy, he immediately went to the kitchen and washed his hands, Rose immediately went to the kitchen and prepared food for her husband.

Roses spooned rice and side dishes to her husband, then they both had lunch interspersed with small chats

Silent for a moment, Rose wanted to say something to her husband

"Mas.", glanced at her husband who was still scooping food into her mouth

"What a darling", his eyes were still fixed on his food

"Let's check the doctor's office", the words that came out of his wife's mouth made the chewing movement stop

As if understanding her husband was still confused Rose repeated her words

"Let's consult pregnancy mas"

When the Rose said that time seemed to stop for a while.