My husband is cheating
Twenty One
Due to domestic issues, I decided to take a leave of absence. I thought, I should rearrange my heart so that I feel the mood when doing my normal activities back. Moreover, I did not expect that my household would end this way.
No one knows about God's destiny, no one even knows what will happen tomorrow. I used to think that my marriage would not run aground in the middle of the road, even I had thought that Mas Doni and I would split up because of death not because Mas Doni betrayed me.
My secretary told me about the file she had submitted to the religious court. Everything has been sorted out, now I just need to be ready to wait for the trial day next week.
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The day that I look forward to comes too, with a heavy heart I attended my divorce hearing with Mas Doni after last week we had attended the mediation trial. During mediation I still insist on my lawsuit even though I am still in love with Mas Doni but the mistakes made by Mas Doni are fatal, I don't want to torture my feelings so I have to keep going for my own good.
The trial is finally over, and Mas Doni and I are officially divorced. We are no longer a couple now, we have become someone else.
After the trial I went straight home with Mom, Dad and Devi. In the car we were all silent, I sat in the back seat with Devi holding me as she kept on shedding tears from getting in the car.
"What do we eat first? You take it to our favorite place in the days of Mira Junior High." The voice broke the silence.
"That's a good idea sir, we haven't played in the area for a long time either." said Mother
"But it's far away sir" said Devi
"Yes, we don't have to go home if so, we just stay at the hotel so as not to get tired on the way" said Mother
"Kayak want a vacation just nginep nginep" sedu Devi
"Once in a while let's not get bored at home" said Mother.
I kept quiet not responding to their conversation. My eyes were on the car window staring at the street. My tears are starting to stop. My eyes are dry now, I feel tired. Either physically tired or inner tired.
Our car stopped in front of a restaurant that was very familiar to our family. Mom started ordering food, after waiting for 25 minutes the food we ordered arrived. The four of us started eating the dishes brought by the waiter.
Even though I was sad, I still had an appetite. Because I thought, "Why not eat and even hurt ourselves because of the decisions we've made?"
After eating we went to one of the clothing stores to buy clothes that we will wear tonight and tomorrow to go home, after which we headed to one of the hotels to spend the night. I still haven't moved my lips.
Devi's rooming with me, but I told you I want to be alone tonight, but what power you don't allow me to be alone.
"You don't have to think about it anymore. I know how you feel about Mas Doni but this is the right decision. Because infidelity is a disease, the person who does it will keep repeating it. And I'm sure that if you choose to forgive Mas Doni by not separating from him, then you will be tormented inwardly." said Devi while we were in the room.
"Yes Dev, Mba's after all also did not regret parting with Mas Doni. Just yes it is, you must understand how Mba feels at this time with conditions like this."
I smiled at Devi's words.
"Yes take a shower, let's go."
It was not parting from Mas Doni that made me cry but I just felt my life was so miserable, I cried for myself.
Married for six years never got pregnant and now the household I wanted ran aground because my husband cheated on me even I had a chance to see them making out.
Under the shower my head felt light, it felt like the weight on my shoulders was coming down with running water.
After the shower I stood in the mirror, where I convinced myself to rise up and stop loving myself.
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Today I had an appointment with a client at a restaurant close to my office.
By the way I've moved out of my office before. I chose to move so as not to meet Ayu there often.
It didn't feel like seven months after I got divorced from Mas Doni, during that time I never saw him even hear from him.
"Good day, Mira?" greet the man in front of me
"Good afternoon. Mr Bayu?"
"Yes right"
"Please sit down Sir"
Mr. Bayu is my client today, our age is not much different. We finished our meeting today and there will be another meeting next week.
The day passed as usual. Until the day I met again with Mr. Bayu. This time Mr. Bayu was not only with his secretary but also with a man I knew.
*The question is who was brought by Mr Bayu? Waiting for UP from my novel.*
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