
I left Mas Doni at home.
I booked a hotel to stay tonight. From the way I was, Mas Doni kept calling me. But I ignored his call.
I threw my body on a comfortable hotel bed. I remembered the events of today and cried so much that I was tired and fell asleep on my own without changing my clothes.
I woke up a little afternoon, I saw myself in the mirror so messy. Bluffed eyes and a messed up face. I took a shower to get fresh back. I wear nice clothes and I dress up naturally but beautifully.
I exited the hotel heading to one of the Mall near the hotel I was staying at. I never thought I'd meet Lukman in the Mall parking lot.
Lukman and I walked into the Mall together.
"It's so pretty you Mir. Where you going?"
"You need to walk, Man, but this will eat first. Haven't eaten me"
We arrived at one of the restaurants inside the mall. We chatted until the dishes we ordered were gone.
"Where else are you going?"
"You don't have a job, man? How did it come out next to me mulu? ask me while laughing
"I nemenin you Mir, I happen to be here also want to walk, wash your eyes that way"
Out of the restaurant Lukman took me to watch a romantic movie that was again booming this week. After watching I went to Lukman to go home. But Lukman held me back.
"Ngafe was yok. We haven't been this way for a long time" Lukman said
I agree with Lukman's invitation, if you think there is a point also in what Lukman said. I also want to refresh my mind, rather than go straight to the hotel and make me remember what happened yesterday.
Lukman and I headed to a cafe we used to visit in High School. We sat in the corner of the cafe close to the window that presented the view to the highway.
It wasn't just me and Lukman at the cafe. Lukman calls Sofi, Linda and Lina to join.
"I know you must have Mir, I called them" Lukman said
I smiled with glassy eyes as we were moved by our friendship.
They started asking me questions. And I told them everything until yesterday, I told them everything.
Sofi was happy with the way I hit Ayu. Linda sympathizes with my story. Lina was also excited to comment. While Lukman really wants to meet Mas Doni and give calculations with him.
About 4 hours we were at the cafe started talking about my problems, comforting me to tease Lukman who was somehow getting married.
I went back to the hotel led by Lukman from the back of my car. Arriving in the room I immediately filled the water in the bathtub, after it filled I soak myself there. It feels so comfortable.
After my shower, I saw dozens of missed calls from Mas Doni and dozens of messages from Mas Doni asking where I was. I deliberately read a message from Mas Doni but I did not reply. Let him know I'm upset with him.
Finished my leave and the show calmed me down. I'm back home.
I don't see Mas Doni around the house even his car doesn't exist.
Two hours later I heard the sound of Mas Doni's car.
I who was in front of the refrigerator was out to take a drink shocked by the hand that was coiled in my stomach.
"I'm sorry, baby. I'm mistaken. It's completely wrong" said Mas Doni, hugging me from behind.
I let go of her hand that was embracing my body, I went away from there without looking back.
"I know I was wrong, baby. I'm actually working on my money now" cried Mas Doni who was still standing in front of the refrigerator.
Hearing Mas Doni's words I stopped my steps in front of the dining table.
"I want to rest Mas, my headache" I replied without looking back.
I immediately threw my body on the mattress to prepare to sleep with the position of the back of Mas Doni's bed.
"I really can't forgive you right now. My heart still hurts to remember what I saw that night" I said in my heart, closing my eyes.
My eyes are tired of tears. I continued my activities as usual as if nothing had happened.
But the only thing I didn't do, was reprimand Mas Doni. I don't mind him. Although Mas Doni always tried to talk to me, I remained indifferent.