
After getting what he wanted, Dimas began to close his eyes with his back to Nisa, without saying anything, Nisa could only sigh in looking at Dimas who did not care about her after what she did. Nisa really feels like a doll to Dimas.
" Why wasn't I angry when Dimas dragged me? why the hell can't I refuse Mas Dimas's invitation, my God, why?"
A regretful feeling in her mind, furiously clenching her hands, saw the indifferent treatment that only Nisa ended up getting.
Seeing that Dimas was now already in dreamland, Nisa could only cry lamenting her regret.
"It turns out I'm just a wife in your K-K status, and a doll in your house, why are you this big as me? Why have you never treated me as your worthy wife? am I not worthy to be your wife?" his mind cried out in tears, and the immense hatred he felt, if he remembered Dimas' treatment of him. His chest was now felt kembis kembis, making his breath become irregular, because it had to withstand heartache. The wound that Dimas gave now felt deeper. But Nisa still remains patient, she is sure god will not test her people above the limits of her patience.
"Lord, give this heart patience, and give me a way to calm this mind" Nisa prayed in her heart, Nisa sure will find a way out. now that she was sincere about what had happened, she tried to close her eyes with tears flowing, and finally in a state of mind Nisa was sleeping soundly.
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The next morning, as usual, he always prepared their breakfast.
Today Dimas is off work, so is Nisa, He is a little busy today. Because Atin ma'am his maid does not go to work, because as usual, every day off, Atin's mother also does not work, because, so all the housework she did was on her own. Not only cooking, washing dishes, Nyapu, ngurus haifa and others he worked on. Sometimes tiredness approached him, wanting him to be like Dimas relaxed and sitting sweet every holiday, but it was very rarely felt.
"Tumben he didn't bring his cell phone" Nisa approached him with a doubt, "Look no well?" ask in his mind then lightly grab the phone in a locked state, "Dimas who is in the bathroom can not possibly know if he is composing his mobile phone," Nisa's inner.
"What pattern is it?" while remembering what patterns he had to write, Nisa also started with the letter N. However, it didn't work out, then now he's trying with a D pattern, it doesn't work either,
"What's the pattern anyway?" muttered Nisa upset, because the pattern she touched was always wrong, now she remembered the name Fira, starting with the letter F, F,
"Did she use the name Fira" Nisa's inner trying to prove her trueness.
Nisa tried, and it worked. It turns out that the Dimas Phone pattern starts with the letter F, Nisa believes the letter F means "Fira."
after her phone opened, Nisa felt weak and her legs felt unable to support her body, Nisa tried to sigh deeply, and regulate her breathing that had felt narrowed, it was difficult to breathe fresh air again.
"Astaghfirullahalazim mas, is your love for Fira so great?" nisa said that made her almost shed tears again.