My husband cheated on me

Istighfar aja

"Mas, why the hell do you have me at all,"

looking at Dimas's phone with Fira's message that made his anger felt in Ubun-ubun, but it hurt when the feeling could not be overflowing, Nisa could not do anything, it feels like he sent a mock message to Fira, but it was very heavy he did, Dimas would be furious, how about meeting him in the office with Fira later, and how about, surely Dimas will feel uncomfortable when he meets Fira tomorrow, that's what is on Nisa's mind now, the feeling of Dimas that he always prioritizes, rather than his own feelings, he said, now he chooses patience even though his mind is tormented.

"i'm sure god must have another plan behind all this, Astagfirullahalazim, patient Nisa patiently," he murmured trying to calm his anger, the Istighfar Sentence he always spoke repeatedly while stroking his chest, and he said, with a state of thought he tried to close his eyes, but the words were always ringing in his memory,

"Where are you, you're better yet? "the words kept making him think,

"Why did you tell him, how is his position in your heart? do you love her so much, "a question mark that keeps on raging in her memory.Nisa's position lies on her back to Dimas, with one hand that she put on her cheek, with her tears that continued to flow without crying, making her nose feel blocked.

"God what should I do? give way to this problem, why should there be him present in our household life,? please, keep him away from our home life, I don't want him to exist, God, why the hell should there be him?" moaning Nisa with her sobs, Nisa deliberately prayed in the guest room, so that He could freely pour out his heart, so that his sobs continued to be so, because the tears that had felt dry, because the tears were dry, so painful in the eye, sometimes it crossed his mind to leave Dimas, but remembered with his daughter Haifa, and both parents, "how? what he will say to his Mom and Dad later" this is what makes him a little patient, Nisa sure will find a way out, then Nisa also ended her crying, and then Nisa, and he went to the room to rest, because it was late at night he tried to close his eyes, even though he was still in a state of thought. Every now and then he looked at Dimas's slightly irritated face, His handsome who was not much, his Cunning thoughts appeared.

"You can cheat behind my back, you think I can't get any more than you, with your face just right so he asks for forgiveness, you don't So handsome ya mas, out there are still many who are more handsome than you," maki Nisa in her heart, but crossed her mind that slightly praised Dimas, who said, because indeed he could not deny the feelings of his Love towards Dimas.

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