
After thinking for a long time, Izza now had his mind set. He will decide to accept the offer of the orphanage mother to become one of the caretakers in the place where he lives. It's tough, but he thinks it's the best way for him.
Previously he had made his employer's household almost divided because he cheated for four years just for the money to survive. And he didn't want it to happen again. He thought Deon and Adell's relationship could still be saved as long as the two of them were introspective and aware of each other's mistakes.
Deon accidentally saw Izza stuffing her clothes into the bag when she was about to go to the kitchen and saw the door of the woman's room open. Both of his eyes were perfectly round. Without a second thought he immediately broke into the room.
"Za .." Deon's call made the woman who was putting her clothes in the bag gasp in shock.
The woman stopped her activity as Deon walked over to her.
Deon's gaze was fixed on Izza's clothes that had been put into the bag and her wardrobe was almost empty. Then the man's gaze turned to look at Izza.
"What does this mean?" ask the man directly to the point.
Izza remmas the end of the cloth he was wearing and began to dare to say his plan.
"I .." Izza's tongue was faint, he was still hesitant to tell Deon.
"Don't tell me you want to get out of here and take an offer from them!"
Izza looked down. It turns out Deon is smart to read what is in his mind without having to tell.
"Za, think again. Are you sure you want to go back to the parlour after you've tried so hard to get out of there?"
"I-i"
"I won't give you permission to get out of this house, Za," Deon said.
Although heavy, but Izza felt this was the best choice.
"Deon-"
"I'm not going to let you get out of here. I've lost Adell enough, and I don't want to lose anyone anymore and that's you."
"But you're selfish, Deon!" exciting Izza.
"Agois?"
"Yes. You blame Adell's mom for her cheating, while you do too. I told you I was wrong because I made your household a mess. And before this, I also almost made my master's household fall apart. Therefore I relented, I retreated, Deon. You can repair your relationship with your wife. Let me go."
"No, Za."
"Why?"
"Because I love you."
Deon's expression just made Izza's entire body freeze. This should have been a very happy sentence when he heard it. Because his love for Deon was avenged. But that sentence is a sad one. Because the situation is not right.
Deon stepped closer and pulled Izza's body into his arms. He hugged Izza's body very tightly as if he did not want to lose the woman.
Izza is still sculpting. He didn't even return Deon's embrace. He is confused as to what to do now. On the one hand, he realized that this was something wrong. It cannot be happy in the midst of the destruction of one's household.
Not long after, Izza pushed Deon's body away. Releasing the man's embrace with tears that had almost fallen through the bulwark of his eyes.
"Don't be like this, Deon! You can't love me! Can't! You have to fix your relationship with Adell. Because I'm sure you can start over."
"No, Za. I'm the same Adell is impossible. Adell chose to be with the man she wanted. So too with me. I already love you. If I forced myself to fix my relationship with him, it wouldn't be right. Adell's still gonna cheat and I'm gonna keep holding you back so you don't go."
"Why, Deon?"
"Why what? I know you'll be happy once I'm honest about how I feel about you. I know you love me too, Za. If you don't love me, you don't want me to do anything. You want to do that to me because of you-"
"The cur man," Izza concluded.
"I want to be with you because I'm a pela cur, Deon. Didn't I tell you before? That I was once a slave to a woman who owned a night business?"
Deon remained silent. He was sure that Izza was lying to him. Because that woman told me she liked it.
The man rubbed his face along with a breath.
"Rel .. Please! Don't talk like that. I don't care who or how you are. I love you and you should know that."
Izza shook his head. "No, Deon. You really don't love me. You're just scared. You're just afraid that you can't get to one of me and Adell's mom. Because Adell's mom is gone, you're scared that I'm gone. Because you can't get one of them after you sacrifice your household. Don't you?"
Deon then shut up. I don't know. But what Izza said was true. On the other hand, he is also in love.
"I want us to get married, Za. I want to have children and I want to have children of you."
"No, Deon."
"I want to have a child with you."
"No."
"Za!"
Deon pulls Izza's wrist and the woman tries to take it off.
"Deliver, Deon."
"No, I'm not gonna let you go. I'm not gonna let you go."
"Deon, loose!"
Izza tried to break away, but he lost strongly to the man.
"Deon!"
"Izza!!"
The voice of Deon was suddenly high. Izza suddenly turned fearful of the man. Deon's face turned hideous. He no longer dared to look at that face.
"I'm not going to let you go. I want us to get married. I want to have a child with you."
Deon repeated the same sentence.
"Deon, awake. I-"
Izza's sentence was cut off when her lips were paved by Deon. Izza tried to untie her lips and thrashed, but Deon was strong enough to clamp her body.
"Mmpp .."
Izza tried to escape. But it seems Deon has lost control. Something that the man wanted instantly turned into something he feared.
Deon dropped Izza's body onto the bed. The man's gaze was already shrouded by the fog of desire so he had already lost control and was out of control.
"I want to have a child, Za. And you have to be her mother."
That was the last sentence that Deon spoke before he then forcefully preyed on Izza. Under Deon's body, Izza shed her tears.
"Conscious, Deon. This is not the Deon I know" Izza said in his heart.
Izza was worried that Deon would do something he feared. He no longer wanted a child to be born like him.
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