
Very good movie. I enjoyed every scene after scene. But I felt a little annoyed with the attitude of Inspiration that had been so strange. Whether intentionally or not, several times Ilham Kupergoki held my hand.
After watching, Ilham invited me out to watch the fireworks, don't ask what event, I don't know.
“Here every night of the week I love fireworks,” is clear Inspiration without I ask.
Waw, I just found out there's a movie theater like that. Well, understandably so far I rarely go outside, especially at night like this. My eyes reflected the light of fireworks that lit up above the sky.
“Beautiful, yes,” she said as she looked up at the sky. Then he looked at me. “Al, there is something I want to talk to elo.”
“What?” ask me without turning my face to her.
“About my true feelings,” just so suddenly it made me look straight at him.
Inspiration holds my hand, my brain still cannot digest what will happen next. ”Gue likes the same lo, Al.”
My eyes widened after hearing the confession of Inspiration just now. “Elo don't joke, Ham!” I slowly let go of the hand of Inspiration.
“Gue seriously, Al,” firmly.
God, why should I hear this confession from Inspiration? Why didn't the bisma say it.
“And actually the one who sent flowers to elo it was me.”
I can't stop thinking, how could Inspiration do it.
“Elo want to be my girl?”
“Sori, Ham.” I swallowed spit. “Gue can't. I don't have any feelings for you. I just think you are limited to friends doang, nothing more,” reject me smooth. “Also you know who I like?”
"Yes, I know. But bisma does not like you. Why do you still like him?"
"Ham, love doesn't always expect a return. Simply loving without being loved is enough for me. As long as I can be close to Bhishma. Sora, Ham. Lo emang well. I appreciate your courage. But I can't accept you" I explained with a concerned smile.
Ilham let out a long sigh, sounding like the roar of disappointment. ”No pa-pa, Al. But, you still want to be my friend, right?” Inspiration smiled at me.
I nodded in agreement. “Of course.”
After that incident, we decided to go home, because the night was also very late.
Along the way there was only silence between us.
“Thank's yes, Ham.” I waved to him when we reached the house of Bhishma. Inspiration just smiled and went to drive his car away from me.
As I passed through Bhishma's room, I accidentally saw the half-open door making a small gap between the doors.
“Bis, you haven't slept?” I pushed the door wide and looked inside. My body froze. My eyes were staring at the scene in front of me. A second later I felt my face hot.
“Eekh ... mmm .. sorry.” I'm back at the door again. My head suddenly got dizzy. Didn't expect to catch something like this.
Bhishma was letting go of Eunice's embrace, her face looking embarrassed. He didn't say anything. Eunike turned his head, his face was red. Angrier.
“Hey, you don't have manners huh? Go into someone's room without knocking on the door. Wanna take a peek? The door is set to knock, you know? So girls have ethics dong! Not just play selonong.”
“Nik!” Bisma looks surprised to hear Eunike's words.
I was silent, wrong. Next to my feet in the doorway and next to me is still in the room.
“I ... was already knocked .…”
“Ah, I don't believe!” sergeant Eunike is angry. He looked to Bisma. “He likes innocent pretentious. Don't be fooled by him, Bis.”
“Do not be silly, Nik.” Bhishma raised her hand to stop Eunice's words. He distanced himself from Eunice.
I looked at them pale.
“Sorry .. I was really unintentional. I didn't know you were inside. I saw the door open, so I thought .…”
“Although the door is open, then you can gawk into it! Basic sassy girl.”
“Enough!” Bisma is loud. Eunike glared at the guy. His face that was red was getting ugly.
“Lo can't be that rough on her, Nik. Nature is not intentional. And he's already apologized.”
I stared at the carpet in front of me. “Sori ..” I said again. “I'm really sorry .. excuse me.” I turned around and ran away from there.
I ran and continued running without heeding the call of Bhishma who had been yelling at me from behind. Until finally the voice slowly faded until it was no longer heard. I looked back, Bhishma was not seen chasing me anymore.
I stopped with a heavy breath together with my cry that finally broke. I cry in the streets.
God, this is what it feels like to fall in love. If I knew this would hurt, I would prefer never to know love. Why can't I feel a little happiness in my life. Am I destined to be miserable. If I live only to feel the bitterness in life, what am I born for.
Sometimes I wipe the tears that fall on my cheeks while occasionally sobbing. A few minutes later I was silent, staring at the dark sky. There were only one or two stars, it was small and far away.
“Now where should I go?” ask me to myself. I closed my eyes, glimpsing Yayu's face. Yeah, maybe I'll ask Yayu for help. I hope Yayu helps me. I immediately set my foot towards Yayu's house.