
Bringing Zavier in this condition was really painful, the little baby knew nothing and he had to be his victim. As a result of our mistakes as parents he had to accept his suffering. Ah, no! I'm not wrong, but his father.
Morning has arrived, before I have asked permission to Mr. Zaydan and Mas Danu not to come. I am so grateful that suddenly Madam Hanum came to the hotel where I was staying.
"Dhira ..." call Ma'am Hanum, he immediately hugged me.
I cry, I can't stand this taste anymore. "You must be strong, Dhira. I'm here, I support you."
"How are they doing at home? they must be blaming me."
"I don't need to explain anymore, you must have felt it. So what's your plan now?"
"I'm gonna rent a house or an apartment."
"Suggest I should just rent an apartment let someone take care of me."
"No cost?"
"It's cheap, I'll help you find it."
Mas Danu immediately approached, "How about you rent Zaydan's apartment?"
"Isn't it a hassle?"
"No, I'm sure not. Just, let me go to the office and talk to Zaydan."
I saw Sister Hanum kissing her husband's hand, really friendly their relationship made me envious.
***
In the afternoon Mas Danu returned to the hotel and brought good news. Mas Danu said, Mr. Zaydan has agreed and can be occupied at this time. After paying off the administration we immediately left the hotel.
My steps stopped when I saw Mr. Zay and was in front of his car, "Assalamu'alaikum."
"Waalaikumsalam," said the three of us.
I'm really surprised right now, "Mr here too?"
"Hm, yes, I will take you there because it just so happens that Danu does not know his apartment. Ah, yes ... are you ready?"
"Nh ..." I answered with a sigh, because I was confused who I would go with. Mas Danu and Mbak Hanum brought a car, while Mr. Zaydan also brought his car.
Madam Hanum and Mas Danu were already in her car, I was still silent on the spot. Mr. Zaydan opened the windshield, "Come, come in ..."
"But, Sir--"
"Ma-mu ..."
"Come on, you'll hunt your child down crying."
"Thank you, sir."
In the car there was no conversation, I feel very awkward now. "Well, you call him sir? it's not in the office."
"I really don't feel good, sir."
"Just relax, Dhira ... Oh yeah, what's his name?" while stroking Zavier's head.
"Zavier, sir."
"A handsome boy" said Mr. Zaydan.
I lyrics my phone, I don't know how many times there's been an incoming call. It wasn't from my husband, it was Mama Rima. I'm really confused as to why the middle-aged woman always interfered in our household?
"Just give it a shot, Dhir. Who knows it's important" suggested Mr. Zaydan. I couldn't have told her I was lazy to pick up the phone from my in-laws and tell her everything. I finally clicked the green button there.
[*Assala--]
[Where are you?]
[Outside, Ma.]
[You're how? your husband, go home, Dhir. Mama misses Zavier.]
[Sorry, Ma. Can't!]
[You want a divorce? da? then take care of the letter, because Rayyan won't take care of it.]
[Alright, just wait, Ma*.]
When I heard Mas Rayyan's voice from behind calling out to his mother in a very angry manner, I immediately turned off my phone. This is what Rayyan wanted, I thought.
Maintaining the household was a difficult choice now, I was thinking what am I staying for? what kept me alive betrayed me. I've also been bringing the family to life all this time, I can definitely bring Zavier to life by myself.
"Remove your tears, because they don't deserve to make your tears drip like that." While handing me a Tissue..
"Thank you, sir."