
I woke up in the middle of the night because Zavier was crying. Instead of calming, I cried. Everyone in the house woke up to hear our cries. "What's up, Dhira?"
"Hiks .. hiks ... Dhira can't call Zavier, hiks ...."
Xia, it just so happens that my sister-in-law also woke up. He approached me and hugged me from the side. "Sister, the rich brother's exposed to the baby blues."
"Ma, carry Zavier! Let Brother Dhira rest." Decree Xia.
Baby blues? I just remembered those words. Do I really feel it too?
I took my phone, and then I looked for the meaning of the word baby blues. It turns out that Baby Blues Syndrome is a change in mood after birth that can make Mother's mood feel anxious, moved, to the point of irritability. Most people who experience it are new mothers. This condition can make the mother become irritable, impatient, and worried.
Baby blues syndrome is different from postpartum depression (Postpartum depression). Both are showing symptoms of sadness and anxiety after giving birth.
I took my phone, and then I looked for the meaning of the word baby blues. It turns out that Baby Blues Syndrome is a change in mood after birth that can make Mother's mood feel anxious, moved, to the point of irritability. Most people who experience it are new mothers. This condition can make the mother become irritable, impatient, and worried.
Baby blues syndrome is different from postpartum depression (Postpartum depression). Both are showing symptoms of sadness and anxiety after giving birth. However, postpartum depression can be said to be a more severe condition than blues syndrome because it has shown psychiatric disorders.
I also read the symptoms and the causes. I'm afraid that what I'm feeling is leading to depression. I used to think that being a mother wasn't as bad as I am today because all I know about being a mother was breastfeeding, taking care of her, and accompanying her to sleep. Apparently, running it is not as easy as said. Ah, I've missed Mom, my wingless angel.
"Dhira, let's take a break!" the Mas Rayyan.
I nodded obediently, I think it is indeed rest that I need right now. Fortunately my ASI has started a lot, I decided to make stock, at least I can make me sleep quietly for only a few hours.
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"Huh? I __ yes," while I give Zavier ASI because since then he kept crying.
"You're great, Siska. It's been beautiful, diligent, hardworking again. Oh yeah, you're not done yet?" My mother-in-law always praised him.
"Yet, Ma. Just pray!" Smiling, and then he saw me. "Oh yes, Dhira ... Yesterday there was a locker in the office, you try to send a CV to the office. I don't think Rayyan mind if you work!" I was astonished to hear it, when she saw for herself that I had just given birth. Not the job I need right now, but the time I have for this baby.
"Well, send me your CV, Dhira! So let's not be idle," Mama Rima even chimed in.
I took a rough breath, their words made me even more eager to explode at this moment. I want to scream so loud that the world knows how hot my ears are in this house.
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Blurbs:
Five-year marriage did not make Nadira Megantari, know her husband well.
Her originally simple and harmonious marriage life changes when Nadira has to accept the fact that her husband, instead, is double with his own cousin on their fifth wedding anniversary.
Should Nadira persist in the betrayal, or instead choose to rise up and start her life again?