My ex-Maji

Request certainty

Arkan looked gloomy, he came down from the stairs when he wanted to go into Dyoza's room he undo his intentions. He heard everything that was going on in the room just now.

"True to my guess, I made a big mistake." Arkan massaged his forehead as he sat in the back garden chair. "I shouldn't have taken action so soon, How is this?." holding my face with both hands, his gaze was blank.

Shenna ran towards her room while wiping away the tears that flooded her cheeks.

"What's wrong with her ? why is he so angry ?". Shenna was so sad.

Even the pensive Arkan was aware of seeing Shenna running while crying, he closed his eyes tightly. He wanted to scream as hard as he could to see his girlfriend cry.

Just as Arkan was about to approach the shena, Arkan stopped hearing the butler calling out to him.

"Mr Arkan, Mr. Dyoza is waiting for you in the study." Said while smiling

"Good butler." Arkan rushed towards the workspace in a hurry.

Tok tok...

"Come in".

Arkan opened the door after hearing Dyoza's orders, and he immediately approached.

"Sit down Ar, I want to talk to you." With a flat face Dyoza looked at Arkan.

"Master needs something ?". He stared doubtfully.

"From today I'm asking you to schedule a job for Shenna".

"I mean sir ?." Pretending not to understand. "Is shenna in the moving place right ?."

"No! he kept working to take care of all my needs, just a little in the working hours. I want Shenna to work without me seeing her, because I don't want to be interrupted by anyone from today." He said a little pressing.

"Okay sir, I'll arrange everything." Arkan smiles. "Are you really avoiding Shenna sir ?."

"Well then, let's go!." While walking.

"Okay sir.

 

Shenna has done the work without seeing her employer, all the work she does has used the new schedule given by Arkan as her lover.

He looked at the watch in his hand and looked up.

"Good God, Mr. Dyoza's coming home soon, I have to get off." Shenna picked up Dyoza's dirty clothes and immediately came out in a hurry.

Before long he entered the laundry room and gave dirty clothes to the waiter on duty, Dyoza and Arkan were greeted by the butler and several other servants.

"Huffff thankfully". Shenna rubbed her chest.

"That you rest, today I want to take a break!." Say it before you climb the stairs.

"Okay sir, excuse me". With respect Arkan lowered his head and passed.

As Arkan headed for Shenna's car called him.

"Master". slightly ran towards Arkan.

"Yes." Yeah." Arkan slightly breathed out before staring at shena.

"You want to go home ?."

"Yes, definitely. Why ?". He said a little lazily with his eyes staring in the other direction.

Shenna frowned.

"Ah, no. It's okay." Forced smile.

"Well, I'll excuse you."

Arkan immediately got into the car without waiting for a response from Shenna.

Shenna was just speechless looking at Arkan who suddenly looked cold towards her, shena was aware of her daydream as the car was already out of sight.

"What's wrong with him ? usually always rub my head."

Shenna took a deep breath and tried to smile and think clearly.

"Maybe he's tired." Shenna walked into the house with a slightly complicated mind.

 

Shenna looked at the ceiling of her room, tonight something was bothering her mind somehow. He had already tried to close his eyes because tomorrow he would wake up earlier than before, Dyoza's request that made him sleep a little less these few days.

"What's wrong with you, Shenna, why are you so weak. Hold shena, you're strong, you can't cry, okay!". Shenna closed her eyes trying to ignore her raging thoughts.

A week after the sudden cold Arkan incident, Shenna agreed with herself not to waste her time thinking about romance. Shenna seemed to have gotten used to it because she had been disappointed by Dyoza, her heart seemed to automatically accept about Arkan's attitude that suddenly changed.

For one week shena was as ordinary as Arkan as if there was no connection between them.

Today Shenna is in Dyoza's room, she does her job by daydreaming. Although it has been ordinary but still as a woman will think too.

Chequek...

Shenna jumped up to hear the sound of the door opening. He looked without looking at the door.

No. no. no.

The sound of pantofel shoes sounded closer and closer in Shenna's ears.

"God I daydream until I forget time, congratulations." Shenna squeezed her hands together, until her nails turned white. Shenna's body was trembling.

The figure was standing right behind Shenna, not making any noise making Shenna's legs even more limp.

Shenna did not dare to face, she still stared with a heavy breath. His hands were already wet, in closing his eyes rough, taking a deep breath. Ready to hear Dyoza's talk.

"Tu, master ma, forgive me." A voice shakes out from Shenna's lips.

"Sa, I don't see the clock. Sa, I work so much with passion that I forget your commute, sir. sa, please forgive me!." Shenna's voice grew louder and trembling in fear.

"Shenna it's me Arkan." Gently spoken

Hearing a soft voice made Shenna seem to get her energy back, she turned to face Arkan. They stared at each other, I don't know if Shenna wanted to hug him but she could control herself not to do what she wanted.

"Tu, sir I guess....

"Mr Dyoza went into the study, so I'm here to pick up a change of clothes for Mr. Dyoza. There's still work to be done, right." Arkan interrupted Shenna's speech.

"Ba, well I'll get you, sir, for a second!."

Shenna rushes to the clothes room and gives Arkan what he needs.

"Thank you Shenna, you're out before Mr. Dyoza knows you're still here." He looked at shena.

Shenna came out in a hurry without turning her head again towards arkan. Her breathing was so heavy that Arkan felt at this moment.

"I'm sorry shena, I have to do this. I really love you, but I can't ignore Mr. Dyoza's change of attitude."

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"What do you want to stay over ?." Said Dyoza after he finished doing the job.

"I'm going home, sir."

"All right, tomorrow you don't have to come here. I also won't have any activities, it feels like my body hurts all." Dyoza slightly massaged his stiff shoulders.

"Do you want me to call a masseuse for tomorrow, sir ?". Bargain will.

"No need, I want no one to bother me tomorrow."

"Okay sir, then I'll excuse you." Arkan bowed respectfully then left the room.

In the car as Arkan was about to start the car, Shenna appeared to head off.

"Shenna, what's up ?". Arkan was surprised.

"I want to go with you."

"What do you want to do ?".

"Isn't there something we should talk about ?".

Arkan fell silent and let Shenna in.

The car runs into Arkan's apartment, Shenna is no longer able to deal with such a hanging relationship.

"Sit down! I'll take a shower for a second." Arkan passed leaving Shenna in the living room.

Shenna did not reply, she turned on the tv and watched a movie. Long enough to wait for Arkan, Shenna closed his eyes until he realized he had entered the dreamland.

"Shenna I'm sorry...

Arkan's voice stopped looking at the slumbering Shenna. Arkan approached, smiling at Shenna's calm face. His hand stroked Shenna's face gently, his eyes falling on Shenna's lips that looked seductive.

Arkan brought his face closer and wanted to kiss those rannum lips. When the distance of their faces was very close, Arkan shook his head loudly and moved away from him.

"I know your goal is to ask me for an explanation, right Shenna ? I'm sorry, I shouldn't have behaved like this. I beg you to forgive me." Inner Arkan

"Shenna's". Arkan rubbed Shenna's head gently.

"Shenna get up, I'm done." Shenna blinked her eyes.

"Tu, sir. I'm sorry I overslept." rubbed his face.

"It's okay, sorry I built you."

Shenna shook her head.

"What do you want to drink ? have you eaten ?."

"No need to bother sir."

"No, just a second!". Shenna held Arkan's arm.

"Sir, I just want to talk. Sit down!". Pinta shenna.

Arkan was sitting right next to Shenna.

"Say what you want to say!".

"I think you know my intentions and goals, right ?". Looking towards arkan.

Arkan did not flinch.

"Shenna.....

"I realize I'm just a waitress, but can you appreciate my feelings a little ?".

Arkan stared into Shenna's eyes, his throat as if choked at the words that were thrown from Shenna's lips.

"I don't know what exactly you're planning, but I can't keep going like this sir. What do you really want out of this relationship ?." Shenna was trying to control her emotions, Arkan realized at this moment shena was completely holding back the turbulent emotions.

"Am I wrong to wish you more ?". Shenna said softly, looking into Arkan's eyes so wistfully.

Arkan saw that there was already a puddle of water in Shenna's eyes that was still trying to shena resist so as not to drip.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all my attitude this week. I'm really sorry for you, Shenna." Arkan took a deep breath.

"I don't need your apologies, sir, I need your assurances about our relationship." Shena was still staring at the lover.

Arkan shifted his sitting position and hugged Shenna tightly.

"You know, I've been really tortured for treating you so badly all this time. I love you so much, but." Arkan hung up his words, Shenna took off Arkan's embrace and waited for Arkan to continue his words.

"But what ?". Shenna frowning.

"Mr Dyoza." Subjecting with a feeling of dismay, Arkan actually did not want to tell the reason for his attitude to change to Shenna. But he cannot be selfish.

Shenna cupped Arkan's face. kissed Arkan's forehead and hugged him. "I understand what you mean." Swiping back. "But, I can't sacrifice my feelings for her." Shenna clasped Arkan's hands together.

"Shenna, Mr. Dyoza is my life and death. I promised myself I would always make her safe and happy" she said.

"Of course, you'll be the most loyal to him. Then why do you make me unable to turn away ?". Shenna began to cry, the tears she was holding back finally spilled out as well.

"I think you're just like Dyoza, maybe a little different but thin." Continue her. "At the end of the day I'm wrong, I hope for you too much as I used to expect too much from Dyoza." Shenna wiped her tears. "I should have learned from that experience but I was desperate to open my heart." Sorry.

"Shenna I love you."

"Perhaps before today happens, it will sound very beautiful in my ears, sir, but now it feels like your words are meaningless to me." Shenna breathed a rough sigh.

"Alright sir I have to go home now." Continue it."

Arkan pulls shena's arm. Shenna's eyes were fixed on the hand holding her arm.

"I know I'm a coward, but I have to do it. For the sake of Dyoza, for the sake of the company that was built chairman. I cannot ignore my promise. Dyoza's been so fucked up since we dated, she didn't say anything but I know she's like that because of us." Arkan

"We ? wasn't! but you." Shenna's index finger touched Arkan's chest hard. "not us!! Excuse me sir, I will never ask you for certainty again because for me everything is clear." Shenna walked quickly away from Arkan without caring about her.

"I'm sorry shena, I'm sorry". His voice softly stared at Shenna's back which was getting further and further away.

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