My ex-Maji

Dyoza Feelings

I am only making the best use of the permission you have given me."

"Ah, it seems like these words are pretty cool right?."

Dyoza smiled smirk at the beautiful words that came from Arkan's mouth.

"It turns out your words were real."

"You said make the best use of it ?."

Ask again convincingly.

"Yes, sir."

Nodding surely.

"Then, why did you tell Shenna to go home by herself ?".

Degs....

"Why silence are you going to die now ?."

grinning smile.

"I've been wanting to drive her home, but. shena scolded me sir." Arkan

Still answering as calmly as possible.

"Curtain! are you weak now about Ar's woman ?."

"Of show me your panicked face".

"Of course not sir, I can position myself." Trying to make Dyoza shut up.

"Why is Mr Dyoza attacking me so hard ?."

"Then why did you let Shenna go home alone ?." Dyoza's still picking up Arkan.

"Karna Shenna doesn't want my back to get worse if it's too tired, I've really forced her to drive home but shenna just asked me to find a taxi and I drove her up to the lobby."

"Have Master not sought my weakness! it'll just be a waste."

"Well! you've always had plenty of reasons for Ar".

Grunts annoyed.

"Sorry sir, I'm glad you drove Shenna home. I as her lover thank you sir." Arkan presses the word lover on Dyoza, he knows Dyoza will definitely get more upset.

Brakk...

Dyoza kicked the driver's seat that Arkan was sitting in at the moment.

"You want to die, right ?."

Dyoza was upset by Arkan's statement.

"His life is not one that deserves to be underestimated."

"No sir."

Arkan smiled with satisfaction, as if he caught Dyoza cheating on him with his girlfriend.

"She said lover ? ah, I really underestimated Arkan".

Brands are silent and struggling with each other's thoughts, until their cars are perfectly parked in the place where they want to be.

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It's been a month that Arkan and Shenna's relationship has been going on. The happy face cannot be separated from shenna and Arkan, Even every day Arkan always gives ammunition of spirit so that shenna runs his work full of joy.

Every time shena finished work shenna always called her father and mother in the village, asked for news, sent money from her work, even now shenna's mother has been able to open a cake shop results of the performance of her father and shenna.

Although during Shenna Work they only met face to face through Videocall shenna remained happy. The most important thing for Shenna was that her happy and healthy father and mother were more than enough for Shenna.

Tonight Shenna is tidying up Dyoza's room which looks like a ship broke, shenna is confused why lately it seems like there is something strange about Dyoza .

cans of alcohol were scattered everywhere even the pea skin was scattered around every corner.

"Did he bathe the pea skin until it spread everywhere like this ?." Shenna grumbled inwardly as she cleaned up the scattered trash.

He saw Dyoza closing his eyes on his bed with a prone position. Shenna approached Dyoza intending to have him change his clothes. Because the clothes that Dyoza uses are still work shirt suits.

"I didn't wake up?" thought again. "Abserve it! I'm sorry he seems so tired." Continuing cleaning.

"Do I call Mr. Arkan, yes, let him wake up." Shenna heads to the study where Arkan is inside.

Tok..

"Lake in." Tell Arkan that his eyes focus on the laptop screen in front of him.

"Excuse me, sir." Shenna came in and closed the door again.

"Why ?." Closing the laptop screen.

"Mmmmhhh Mr. Dyoza hasn't changed his clothes yet, whereas he's been fast asleep. Can you help him change his clothes ?."

Shenna smiled expectantly.

Arkan, who had been sitting, approached Shenna.

"Are you done with your job ?." Slip Shenna's hair behind her ears.

Shenna nodded softly, her chest rustling with Arkan's treatment.

"Little." Smiling gently at Arkan.

"Come here! I'll hold you." Shenna's hands were pointed at Arkan's waist, and they hugged each other.

"Oh God let this man always be by my side." Shenna always prayed that Arkan would never change and even be gentle like this, at any time.

"Now rest! Next week I'll take you for a walk." Hearing that Shenna looked at Arkan with sparkling eyes.

"really ?."

"Do I look unconvincing ?." Gently rubbing shena's head.

"Thank you." Shenna hugged Arkan again and tiptoed gently kissing Arkan's cheek.

Suddenly Arkan is shocked by Shenna's actions.

As shenna was about to leave the room, Arkan pulled Shenna's hand and kissed her lips. Shenna's eyes rounded before long she closed her eyes enjoying the lover's gentle touch.

"If Mr. Dyoza finds out, I'll die by now kissing in his study." Inner Arkan

Long enough that kiss, every page that Arkan gave Shenna always returned the favor. Time stopped when their kisses were going on. As their breath begins to wince they let go of each other, and Arkan clings his forehead to the shenna's forehead and kisses the shenna's forehead for a long time, like streaming his love for shenna.

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Arkan glanced at Dyoza who was still loyal to his position, he smelled the smell of alcohol lurking in the room. He squinted his eyes at Dyoza.

"Why has he been drinking lately when he comes home from work ?." Arkan sitting on the lip of the bed watching Dyoza, he seemed reluctant to wake up but Dyoza had to change clothes.

"Mr Dyoza." shook Dyoza's hand slowly. "Gentleman wake up! change your clothes." There is no movement finally Arkan change clothes Dyoza.

Arkan sat on the sofa still staring at someone who was asleep like a lifeless person, he thought about Dyoza's changing attitude. He rubbed his face, a little worried about what he was thinking.

"Does all this have anything to do with me and Shenna ?."

"What was my action wrong ? what exactly does Mr. Dyoza love Shenna ?."

Arkan leaned his head against the ceiling of the room, his eyes running around occasionally cursing violently.

Without Arkan realizing he fell asleep in the room with a sitting position.

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Shenna is surprised to find Arkan sleeping in Dyoza's room, she soon builds up her lover.

"Master Arkan." Shenna built Arkan carefully. "Sir, why are you sleeping here ?." Gently rubbing Arkan's cheeks.

It wasn't hard to build Arkan, as his eyes opened Arkan was a little surprised.

"Shenna's." Massaging her slightly dizzy forehead. "I overslept." Excitement explained.

"Is Lord Dyoza awake ?." Keep her looking at Dyoza.

"No sir, I just came in to prepare Mr. Dyoza's needs."

"Okay, you go on! I'll take a shower downstairs." Swiped Shenna's head, and passed.

"Looks like Mr. Arkan is very tired." stared at Arkan's departure . Shenna rushed to do her work this morning, the things she used to do every day.

As Shenna was preparing her work clothes, she did not realize that Dyoza was already standing behind her.

"Yetoooo." Shouted shena as she turned around. "God, sir, you startled me." Swiping his chest .

"I've prepared water for the bath." He said. "do you want to take a shower now ?."

Dyoza did not answer anything, he just stared at the old shena and immediately passed towards the bathroom.

"Why Mr Dyoza ? You're weird."

It took 20 minutes Dyoza took a shower and Shenna went back in to wear shoes on Dyoza, shenna focused on doing it without making a sound. Dyoza just watched every move of shena without speaking.

"Is it done ?." Shenna smilingly looked at Dyoza.

Shenna frowned, looking at Dyoza's unusual face. Unexcited, there were dark circles in his eyes even Dyoza was like a sick person.

"Sir why ?." Ask carefully. "Why are there dark circles in the eyes of the master ? have you been sleep deprived lately ?". Shenna reflexively touched Dyoza's forehead with the back of her hand. "Master is sick ?."

"Aww." Dyoza brushed aside Shenna's hand.

"Don't just touch me!." Ketus. "Aren't you aware of who you are ?." Sharply looking at shena.

"I'm sorry sir, I'm just worried." Shenna looked down and regretted.

"You better get out now! I don't want to see you." Stand up to shena. "Now you should do your job while I'm sleeping, don't build me up. And after preparing everything you don't have to go back to this room. From tomorrow I will wear my own shoes, work without appearing in front of me!." Dyoza flat.

Shenna heard Dyoza's words, she felt confused.

"Sorry sir what's my fault ?." Shenna lirih. "Am I making a mistake until you don't want to see me, has my job been bad ? Please explain it to me! I don't want to disappoint you." Shenna was without tears.

"You....

Dyoza turned to face Shenna and fell silent when shena cried. "Damn"

"I'm sorry if I had anything wrong with you, I honestly tried my best to do my job." Shenna was growing more and more powerless to hold back her tears. "What is this ? why is Dyoza mad at me, what's my fault ?."

"Why is shena crying ? are my words missing ? I just don't want the more days my heart hurts and the more I realize that I love her, but do I really love her ? even seeing her cry like this felt like I wanted to hug her, but I was still in my right mind the lover of Arkan, my confidant, the one who had been loyal to me, to my family, to my family, I even consider him my brother."

"Stop your crying! just do what I tell you, don't argue or ask". Said Dyoza holding back the annoyance in his chest. "Do what I say!!!." Impact .

"Ba, well sir, forgive me. Excuse me." shenna came out from inside Dyoza's room with a wail of Tears, I don't know it looks like Dyoza's words hurt her so much.

 

Arkan looked gloomy, he came down from the stairs when he wanted to go into Dyoza's room he undo his intentions. He heard everything that was going on in the room just now.

"True to my guess, I made a big mistake." Arkan massaged his forehead as he sat in the back garden chair. "I shouldn't have taken action so soon, How is this?." holding my face with both hands, his gaze was blank.