My Enemy is my Imam

CHAPTER 75

Lili was already conscious, she could only speak a thousand languages. What she had experienced so shocked her, I immediately approached her and hugged her.

"I'm sorry, if you weren't with me, none of this would have happened! I'm sorry Li...!" I said to Lili, but Lili just kept quiet.

My cry can't be contained anymore, I really feel guilty for you Li. I can't stand to see you like this, I'm disgusted by this myself. Why can't I protect you, it's all my fault I won't forget all this! I'll remember all this Arata and I'll give you back so you'll regret what you did to me and Lili.

Moments later Lili's parents came, they immediately approached and hugged Lili.

"Why is it like this, baby? Who did this to you, son?" Mama Hani asked Lili tearfully.

"I'm sorry, Alin Aunty, it's all Alin's fault if Lili wasn't with Alin, then this wouldn't have happened!" I said and cried not to bear the pain and guilt of Lili.

"What do you mean Lin?" Mama Hani asked.

I told you from start to finish what happened. I saw Mama Hani's gaze so angry, either mad at me or Arata.

"All this is not your fault Lin, you are also a victim right? So don't you blame yourself, this is all the monster's fault!" Said Lili in a cold tone.

"Li'm sorry about me Li?" Alin said while hugging Lili and crying out.

"Udah Lin, you don't get rich gini, you have to learn even stronger. Since I will become even stronger, I will not give up because of this. So we should be able to rise up and become even stronger!" Lili said by showing that she was strong, but in her heart she was very sad.

"Yes Li, I will try to become even stronger." Alin answered by wiping away her tears.

"Well, I'm going home now! Please, I don't want to be here!" Said Lili to Mama Hani.

"Alright, let Papa take care of your return." Papa Karim said as he walked out.

"Go home Lin, you also need a break. Take it easy I've got Mama and Papa." Lili said while hugging Alin.

"Yes Lin, just go home you rest yeah, Auntie didn't turn on you. Lili let Auntie take care, go home!" Aunty Hani's greeting to me makes me a little calm.

"Let's go home!" I said to Alex as I walked out.

Hotel room.

After I got to the hotel, I went straight to my bathroom and undressed, I lit the water. Little by little my body was soaked in water, I took soap to clean my body. Why do I still feel dirty. I continued to rub the parts of my body that the monster had touched. Why does it still look dirty, I just keep rubbing it. I don't know how long I've been showering and cleaning with soap but it looks dirty. I could only hate what had happened, I remembered with Lili whether she would fall down with what had happened. I'm sorry Li, all this is because of me, until whenever I will never forgive that monster.

"Tok..."

"Tok..."

"Tok..."

Alek knocked on the bathroom door, worried about Alin. 'He's been in the bathroom for so long, has he...?'

"Darling are you okay?" Alex asked in a worried tone.

I just kept rubbing my body but it still looked dirty. What can make it clean, I don't feel my tears flowing because I can't clean it.

Chequek... Alex opens the bathroom door because it is not locked, Alex who sees Alin continues to rub his body until his skin looks red. Alex immediately stopped what Alin was doing and said, "stop, what are you doing? This could hurt you?"

"Take me off! Don't you touch me, I'm so dirty!" I said to Alex while rubbing my body.

"Stop all this dear," Alex said and turned off the water tap, put a towel on Alin's body and carried her out of the bathroom. Put Alin on the bed, pick up clothes in the closet.

I immediately took the clothes Alex had provided, I went back to the bathroom and locked the bathroom door. I thought for a moment about everything that happened. Bugs... I hit the mirror in the bathroom, as soon as the mirror broke and blood flowed from my hand. Even though the blood is flowing why it does not hurt.

Alex, who heard the sound of glass breaking with Alin's fist, ran straight to the bathroom. But the door is locked, "honey open the door? Otherwise I'll break down the door!"

Chequek... I opened the bathroom door, I walked to the sofa and sat there, I could only be quiet. Although the blood was still flowing I felt no pain at all.

Alex, who saw Alin's hand hurt, immediately brought the P3K box. Alex came up to me and held my injured hand, he cleaned the blood, applied medicine to his wound and put a bandage to cover my wound.

"What are you doing, you're hurting yourself! Does hurting yourself change what happened?" Alex said softly to me.

"I know everything that's happened I can't change, I hate myself for not being able to protect my own best friend even myself not being able to take care of her." I don't feel my tears flowing out.

Alex hugged me gently, and said "i'm sorry for dragging you and your best friend into my cruel world. I'm sorry, baby?"

"It's not your fault! Since I have chosen you to be my priest, I will not regret my decision to have chosen you. Even though I know you're the cause of Mba Nita's death." I said because I heard the apology and there was a sense of regret in his words.

Flashbacks

While I was in hospital in Cairo, after the accident that took Mba Nita's life. I just found out that the car that hit Mba Nita was you Alex Wibowo.

I feel bored in the room, Mother is out to buy supplies while Mas Rio is asleep on the sofa. I walked down the hall by accident I looked into a nursery, there lay a man. With so many tools attached to his body. Suddenly a doctor came into the room and talked to a man, I thought it was an old man lying helpless. And I heard from the two nurses talking about the patient I just saw. They said that he was the driver who caused a girl to die a few days ago.

I was surprised to hear all that, I started looking for more information. I'd better go back to my room, I'm so sleepy but every time I fall asleep I always have the same dream, about the accident and the words of Dad that make me feel scared. And every time I see Dad I can't help my fear and keep ringing.

By the time I was about to return to the room, I overheard Father and Mother talking to a man I had seen in the room of the man who had made Mba Nita go. It turns out that the man who was unconscious was the cause of Mba Nita died, Father and Mother just forgave the man and did not punish the man. 'Dad, why are you being so unfair to me? You forgive that guy but you don't forgive me?' I cried hearing their conversation and immediately ran towards my room.

I hate that man who has made me like this, I will repay you one day, you will have to pay for all my suffering, and you will be my enemy at any time. And I will always remember your face in my brain and in my mind, so that if I meet you I will repay you. Moments later Mom and Dad came in with a Doctor, I don't know what the Doctor would do to me. After the doctor spoke my eyes suddenly felt heavy and I finally fell asleep.

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"What happens when you wake up?" Ask Alex to me.

"When I woke up, I forgot everything, it turned out that Dad told the doctor to erase my memory, because I was always hysterical and tried to hurt myself. But after I remembered everything it turned out that my memory of you had gradually returned, I had once intended to avenge myself on you. But I don't know why I can't do it."

I wiped away the tears that were dripping down his cheek, and said "it's the past we've forgotten now we're walking for our future."

"Thank you baby!" Alex said as he hugged and kissed my forehead gently.

"Don't thank me, I just want you to make up for it by looking after me, always by my side and never betray!" I said seriously.

"Well I'll promise you, I'll do what you said. But one of my prayers is that you must become even stronger from now on, because you have entered my world!"

"Well, from now on I'll start learning again so that I can become stronger for us."

Alex who heard my words immediately hugged me gently. And said "i love you, and I'm not wrong to have chosen you."

Drrrtt...

Drrrtt...

Drrrtt...

Alex's phone rang, calling Mr. Amida.

Lift, lift,

"Hallo Mr Alex, do you have any time I want to meet you and your wife?" Said Mr. Amida.

"Well, where will we meet?" Answer Alex.

"We meet at Miss Lili's house, I'm waiting for you and your wife tomorrow morning!"

"All right, we'll be there tomorrow." Alex said as he hung up.

"Who is that?" I asked Alex.

"Mr Amida, she told us to gather at Lili's house tomorrow morning, so tomorrow we'll go to Lili's house. Now you better rest!"

"All right...." I also lay down on the bed to rest.

No, it is not your basis******* Arata! Don't you do that to my friend, let him go!! Aaaaaaaaa.., I woke up from a nightmare. Alex who was surprised to hear my screams immediately woke up and hugged me to calm me down.

"Relax baby it's just a dream, calm yourself better you drink first, then go back to sleep. I will always be by your side."

"Are you not leaving me?"

"Come on, let's go to sleep again." Alex said as he laid me down and he hugged me so I felt comfortable and protected.

The next day, the,

I'm getting ready to go to Lili's house, because I want to know what Mr. Amida will say. And I felt like I wanted to beat up that monster, who had harassed Lili and me.

"Are you ready, baby?" Ask Alex to me.

"Here you go, let's go."

"Are you okay? If you're gonna face Arata?"

"Let's calm I'm okay, there's just wanting to beat him up! Not the fear I have but the anger to beat him up!"

Alex, who saw the change in Alin, smiled faintly and said, "this is Rosalina Sanjaya, wife of Alex Wibowo, let's go!"

Ari who had been waiting for Young Master Alex and Miss Alin outside was shocked but pleased, because she saw that Miss who was so devastated yesterday had returned like Miss who had great confidence. And it seems that the aura emanating from Miss Alin is very compatible with Young Master Alex.

A few moments later Alex has arrived at the Lili residence, it turns out that there is already Mr. Amida and his wife and of course there is****** Arata. I went in with Alex and Ari was behind us. I didn't see Lili but inside there was Mama Hani and Papa Karim.

"Let's go, baby" said Mama Hani and told me to approach her.

I approached him while kissing the back of his palm, as well as Papa Karim. I was looking for Lili's whereabouts but I didn't find her.

"Where's Aunt Lili? I didn't see it?" Ask Mama Hani.

"She was in her training room, Mama couldn't tell her to come out and she didn't want to go out!"

"But Lili's okay, isn't Tan?" I'm so worried about her.

"Just calm down, there's a waiter with him."

I sat down with Alex. I saw the face of********* Arata which is so sick of me. My hands clenched to hold back my emotions that wanted to immediately beat him. Alex noticed it and held my hand to give me the strength to hold back my emotions.

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