My Destiny Is Written In A Novel “Reza The Dream Pursuer”

Reza again repented and tried to improve

In the morning, Reza called her father back in the village and asked the news of her mother who was sick, there Reza is very sad because he just got good news in a few months ago about the recovery of his mother but now Reza even get bad news back, Reza was very shocked at that time he could not say anything to his mother while rubbing her chest Reza also said “Mother do not forget to take care of her health yes hopefully mother quickly healed” with a tone that teetering he was crying so much at the time, no one knew what Reza was feeling at the time, her mother was sobbing in the phone conversation somehow what she felt at that time which was clear Reza's mother very looks very sad for Reza's words at that time, and the father tried to calm the feelings of his mother Reza and in the end his phone was turned off by the father.

On that night Reza's heart was so broken he decided to go find calm outside while calming his heart that was raging at that time, he went somewhere that night without a clear direction and purpose, in his heart only said words of regret to the mother alone, “ibu forgive Reza, forgive Reza bu,, forgive Reza,, Reza had already broken the promise Reza had made to mother,” with her tears that filled on both sides of her cheeks her eyes were reddened that night, he remembered the promise he had once made to his mother to never forget worship and always have gratitude for what he had obtained at that time, however, Reza wasted the opportunity and has extended his promise to the mother, of course, he felt that the mother had been very disappointed in him so that the mother fell ill again now because of her actions, he said, he did not know who had heard from before but he believed this was a rebuke from the Creator for him so that in the future he would not repeat his mistakes again the next day, in the middle of the journey he suddenly stopped the speed of his motorbike there he sat and while regretting his actions, he, suddenly his handpone was ringing but he did not heed her he was still in his sad mood at that time, until his phone rang twenty-four times he was aware that time had shown towards 2 pm of course he panicked and worried about the Oma at home who must be worried about himself at home that time, then, after that he checked the call that had just entered his phone earlier that he did not lift it turned out to be a phone call from Omanya just contact him call back his Oma and apologize for the incident that night, Oma also forgives and warmly welcomes the phone call from Reza and her Oma also explains about what happened in the previous day that at that time her Oma saw the last month Reza's attitude greatly changed and not as usual at that time Reza often did his bad habit and so he did not take the time to pay off his obligations to the Creator He was neglected by the world he had forgotten his purpose of being here even he did not think about the fate of his family who were in the village at that time, Omanya could no longer bear to see Reza's behavior and behavior beyond the threshold of his fairness and was forced to call his mother at that time and his mother was shocked to hear the events that Reza experienced at the time it was so that he fainted and cried so much because his mother did not believe Reza's behavior had now changed greatly, at that time was already seeing lying to his parents in every day Reza always asked for money to his father on the grounds to do his college assignments and things for him could shrink the practice his on campus, but the fact his money in his use to have fun with his friends in every day, there his father was dead and earning a living for himself to the point that his father fell ill on that day but his father forced work to fulfill the request of the child but unfortunately his son did not think the fate of his family, especially the fate of his father who was willing to hang bones so that his son's dream was achieved later, in turn, that's where Reza cried so much and on that night Reza really regretted for all his actions finally he came back to his home, once he was at home he immediately apologized to his Oma for his attitude and behavior made his Oma very disappointed to him and finally his Oma embraced him while saying “ did not there is nothing Oma does forgive for Oma's grandson who dares to regret his deeds and no one is too late before we try her hopefully with today's events you can learn to be a better person again ya” replied the Oma with a sad smile yes to Reza, Reza could not say anything that night, Reza could only cry lamenting his regrets that night, Reza, and finally that night Reza decided to go into his room and lament the mistakes he had made.

In the morning at four o'clock dawn Reza woke up, at that time Reza realized that he had long since never again performed worship and often forgot what he had promised his parents, Reza prefers to do something that has no benefit with his friends than the advice of his parents to the extent that he forgets his parents and the Creator, now he just felt something that he never expected was to get wretched from all his actions yesterday now he realized that the pleasure that must be in his true gratitude is his opportunity to do things which is better than before him and always remember the message of his parents first to obey and always be grateful for the blessings he got at that time, Reza immediately took ablution water and after that he also said Takbir “ Allahu’akbar” his heart again vibrated, his tears continued to flow, his eyes at that time were really very reddened, his body felt very weak and helpless, his prayer reading sounded faint, incense, in his heart continue to say the word “maaf” for all the mistakes he has done yesterday so that the favor that the Creator has entrusted to him The Creator pull back, the Creator pull back, with a stifled breath Reza continued his prayer, too, did not feel rakaat his prayer has arrived at the last cover of “salam” after he prayed with his breath that is still limping Reza immediately slip his prayer to the Creator where the water his eyes continued to break, he asked the Creator so that all his bad thoughts at this time can be replaced with better happiness tomorrow and did not forget he also prayed a second his parents and his sisters in the village to be given health and always protected by the Creator, the Creator, there Reza began not to be strong enough to withstand his sadness and Reza also read the Qur’an to cool his heart that was being overwritten by distress and sadness at that time.

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