My Destiny Is Written In A Novel “Reza The Dream Pursuer”

Reza's dream for the family

This story begins in 2014 where the child named Muhammad Reza just graduated from his First High School here looks like a normal family in general, he said, after his graduation day he immediately went home to tell his family that he had graduated and wanted to continue his studies to a higher level, namely to the Upper Secondary School stage or abbreviated as (SMA), here we realize that in this story the Mother of Muhammad Reza is experiencing pain that is so very alarming, so, previously the name of the mother of Reza is Mother Darniati Darniati mother's job is just a housewife sometimes on the sidelines of time also Mother Darniati is on business or selling gifts to her close neighbors to helping the economy of his family but fate also said another at this time at the graduation of his son Mother lying helpless and could not provide support to the child, he said, but the child does not despair and grieve over the situation that is happening to him at this time he believes God must have a better plan than anything he was thinking at the time that, on the other hand, the Father also strengthens the Son and can provide full support to the child so as not to give up hope and always be optimistic to realize his dreams in the future, before we discuss more deeply here I want to introduce in advance the name of the Father of the Son of Reza, namely Mr. Ramli who can sometimes be called by the name of Mr. Moli by the surrounding people, the work of the Father is a Fisherman sometimes also the Father changed professions at night to be a traveling incandescent to provide a living to the baby and also for his family The Father is not stoppinghentinya worked to meet the needs of his family and also to make his family happy even though he had to work extra but the Father never complained in the least about what he lived The Father sure in a certain when later whatever he does today will bear sweet fruit in the future, however, it is the duty of every father in this world to support his family and give the best for his family even though for others consider the things he does are very small in value but for him and his family it is of immense value and immense benefit to him, so the Father always reminds his Children “don't forget to always be grateful for every sustenance we get and for the slightest sustenance we have that is the thing we should always be grateful for because there are a lot of people out there who want to be in our current position even though we are poor we must be rich in heart and always behave honestly and respectfully to older people and respect younger people and let the person behave badly to us as long as we do not do worse things he did to us” that is the message of the Father to his children.

The days are lived by this family normally without any shortage they feel, he said, but on a different side the Mother was still with the same pain she was in at the time, the mother's pain never improved The father patiently always strengthens the mother in undergoing his treatment every day, the Son named Reza always prayed and always steadfast in living his life he never once complained about the disaster that befell him at this time he continues to accompany the mother to be healed from his illness, on the other hand the mother also has a second child whose age is still two years old, the child is foster by the grandmother at that time, the mother was, the grandmother was very happy for the presence of the baby even though the existence of this family was very alarming but the spirit and gratitude continued to flow and unceasingly this family begged the Creator to be in open the best way forward so that the trials and disasters that are happening to his family in the future can be replaced with happiness that is much better again someday, someday, the days began to change did not feel Reza had entered his new school now he can continue his school again although the circumstances are very concerning at this time but he did not give up he was very excited live his days without complaining, this figure of Reza is a very closed figure but he is a very jolly child and likes to help others even though he is his child sometimes very stubborn but he rarely harms others let alone for himself he was actually a good boy but because of his family's condition and condition that made him depressed so often acted out of his mind that Reza was very closed to the environmentnya, he had a friend named Zulfikar, Mela, halimah and sari, who, they are very good friends sometimes in times when Reza is difficult they often help him they fill each other with him they always tell me about his future later after his graduation later, Reza asked Si Zulfikar “ someday if you have graduated from school do you choose to continue your school again or not ?? Zulfikar replied “hmm.. I still think first if later I have graduated sometimes I have the intention to continue but on the other hand I also want to help my family Zulfikar ku” was bowed while holding his breath because for him it is the choice was heavy for him, they forgot the question and then they continued to study again, he said, but in Reza's heart still tucked something very heavy for him that he wanted to continue his studies again at the time after his graduation later but he realized his current state makes him confused to choose his future what choose his parents who are now fighting for the recovery of the mother who is experiencing pain that is so heartbreaking for her he realized the most important treasure in this world is a family but he also wants to raise the level of his family and wants to be a successful person to be able to make his family happy in the future here he began to be confused and silent over what he thought his heart felt raging violently he could not make peace with the feeling of his tears even little by little wetting both cheeks he was so sad over what he experienced then he asked the Lord in his little heart to say “God is my fault until I have suffered until this moment is not enough have you given it?? Why god?? Why??” His heart could not imagine the fate of his family at that time, so he could not control himself anymore to the point of forgetting to be grateful for his life at that time, on the other hand, the Father was unceasingly working for his family in the hot sun he lifted the remains of fish from the results of the sowing of fish that had been carried by the owner of the loud fish later the leftover fish will be resold by him to the market to get to the profit and the proceeds from his profits will be given to his family later and the rest will be in use it to treat the mother, the father continued to try hard to make his family happy even though in his little heart he was very sad he tried to tuntupi him so that his family did not feel guilty and join sad as himself, he said, the story moves to the mother, here the mother of Reza looked very sad she felt very guilty for what she felt at that moment she felt her life was no use to her every day she always cried and despairing of what he experienced but the child always strengthens himself to remain steadfast and always patient in living life, The child believes that someday we will be happy God loves us Bu” so that makes the heart of the Mother touched by his words and the Mother unceasingly uttered the phrase istiqfar with tears were so unstoppable that the mother fell asleep on her cry at that moment.

The days also changed did not feel the child had reached the point where his graduation at school, the, Reza achieved the best grades in school so he again thought to continue his studies to a higher level but he realized the limitations he was experiencing now made him unsure of it, he again buried deeply into his desire at that time he was convinced that the miracle of God must exist let alone all that was intended for his family and not for any other purpose.

That afternoon Reza was so eager to help his father pick up fish that were in the net belonging to the fishmonger, there Reza and his father did not want to steal other than to take the remains of fish that the owner lives because the fish is sold by the owner and therefore every morning yes, Reza's father always approached the fishing spot with the hope that there are the remaining fish that are still highest in the sidelines of the owner's net, the owner, Reza also continued to help his father collect all the remains of the fish that his father had placed in a place that his father brought from his home finally they took a break for a moment to eliminate the taste tired of it, they joked and told each other at that time, the atmosphere was very full of happiness even though the Reza family was in the midst of limitations but the spirit of this family was extraordinary, after finishing resting Reza and his father immediately went to the market to sell the proceeds from collecting the remains of fish they got in the place of the fishnet owner earlier, the fishnet was, Reza and his father immediately offered his dangang goods until they were in the market, with the spirit of Reza put the fish of his hard work earlier in a bag to be sold to the customer, his father smiled at Reza's persistence today, after his trade was sold out they went home to meet the mother who was sick, he said, Reza told the mother the best thing she did today, she heard Reza's story that night she was getting ready to take a shower, after he took a shower he went straight to the mosque to perform the prayer magrib with his father, they say goodbye to his mother, Reza and his father also immediately went to the mosque at that time, in his prayer Reza pleaded to the Creator, he begged for the healing of his mother and also inserted a prayer that God would grant his wish to continue his studies to a higher level, he said, there praying very loudly he while closing his eyes and holding his hands high he hoped at that time God heard his prayer and he hoped his prayer could come and penetrate the seventh heaven so that he could see his mother back healthy and he could achieve his dreams in the future to continue his dream of attending college, he always slipped his dreams in every prayer, he always, he hopes that his wish someday can be granted “aamiin”, Reza replied in his heart.

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