My Destiny Is Written In A Novel “Reza The Dream Pursuer”
Reza's determination to reach his goals within his limitations
The next day Reza began to get ready again to continue his activities, as usual he woke up early to get ready to help his father work again, on that morning the atmosphere looked very cloudy, the wind was suddenly blowing so fast that the roof in his house was swaying, too, there he had abandoned his intention to go with his father to work but his heart could not see his father working too hard in the morning he knew his father was not young anymore sometimes Reza's father often feels pain in the hip because Reza's father age has stepped on the head of three already deserved now his strength is a little bit already reduced, a little bit has been reduced, Reza also undoes his intention not to work in the morning and he rushed to follow the father and immediately went to his father's place of work, his father worked, in the atmosphere of a very dark day he pleaded to his Creator to be given smoothness for him and his father in seeking a Halal sustenance and blessing, he said, his little heart also said “ Aamiin” after that Reza again continued his journey with his father, after a few minutes on the journey the rain fell very heavily and wet them both, after a few minutes, Reza and his father sought refuge in a hut not far from where he collected fish from the remains of the owner of the fishing net where he worked, at that time the rain fell so heavily in addition to the wind that was so strong, the wind was so strong, the father's heart at that time was very agitated because he was afraid he could not collect the remains of fish in the net because of the rain that did not subside, he immediately prayed to His Creator that the heavy rain would subside as soon as possible so that he could collect the remains of the fish in the place he came every day, finally, the rain died down after his prayer was said to the Creator, he was very happy at that time he again had a new hope in that day, he rushed to a place to look for the remains of fish might still be tucked between the black nets he hoped there was a miracle on that day, Reza also helped collect the leftover fish Reza's clothes were soaking wet at the time but he did not pay attention to it because it had become his habit every day to help his father, but he did not pay attention to it because it had become his daily habit to help his father, he likes to do that because he loves his father very much he knows his father has been fighting every day for Reza, he said, his father never complained once in his suffice then why Reza had to complain and regard all of it as if the Creator was unfair to him, then, it is precisely with the shortcomings and limitations of his family at this time that makes him stronger and more excited, because for him a successful person is not born with what he has but a successful person is born from all absence and until the point of success later to hold something that he has never had, he said, so Reza should be grateful for whatever he has now even though in the midst of the limitations of his family he believes someday the Creator has a good plan for him and his family in the future.
After they managed to collect the results of the hunt at that time they immediately rushed to go to the market so that the results of the hunt earlier can be sold to the community who are in the market in the hope of all fish results they collected it sold out and they brought it home a little to the strand of hard work earlier in the day, the night came finally the fish they sold out all they were very happy on that day, they immediately rushed to go home, the atmosphere of the evening was very friendly, very friendly, plus the roar of the waves that will give a message to him there is still another tomorrow that will take you a step further than today and the universe also answered through the chirping of birds that sounded chirping they are being said to be the success of Reza and his father on that day, it did not feel they arrived at his home after he struggled hard on that day with his tiredness and fatigue finally paid off his success.
On that night I don't know what he was thinking so he accidentally called the Father “Dad can Reza talk about something to dad ???” asked Reza to his father, the father also replied “ yes what is Reza ??” The father replied to Reza, Reza was confused where to start because Reza knew the father was thinking a lot lately then Reza undo his intention to ask permission to the father to continue his studies, and then Reza undo his intention to ask permission to continue his studies, Reza also said to his father “ there is nothing, Reza's father just wanted to know the news of his father today” while holding his breath and feeling somewhat disappointed Reza can still smile’ the father also said “ dad is fine kok nak” added the father to Reza, he said, here Reza looked sad and a bit moody because he thought about how he could raise the level of his family in the future while he just did not continue his studies to a higher level, he said, with sadness and a raging heart he decided to just rest to be able to calm his mind the next day again.
In the esokan day her Mother was indeed Reza who was still asleep in her room, “Reza..Reza...” Imbuh the mother to Reza, Reza also woke up, in a state of panic Reza was immediately approached his mother “ mother why mom?? Does anyone hurt....???” Reza asked in a panic, mother also said “ Reza my son last night had heard to your wishes son but mother can only be silent while crying because mother could not see your sadness nak” with the sad feeling of the mom hugs Reza, “mom don't need to think about that mom has to rest a lot ya bu” Reza replied to her mother, The mother also knows what Reza wants all along and understands very well why Reza really wants it because for Mother whatever Reza wants it is the best for her later, even though the mother is sick but the mother continues to give her spirit to Reza, “Nak if you want to continue your studies, but you will continue your studies, mother allow nak” added the mother with a sad heart even though it was very heavy for the mother to release Reza to continue her studies out of the city within her limitations at this time but the mother so strong to convince Reza to continue his studies, Reza also replied “No ma'am, Reza will not leave mother… because you still need Reza”, Reza replied with tears flowing down her cheeks, it was as if the state of silence without a word at that moment all that was heard was crying and sadness at that moment.
After the father from work unbeknown to Reza, the father secretly gave a surprise to him, where the father gave the opportunity to Reza to study at a public college, the father also tried to call Reza “Reza…. Reza...” Pangil the hell dad, “iya Dad, what's the matter dad??” Reza answered his father, here Reza's father explained to Reza that the father gave Reza the opportunity to continue his studies outside the city and at that time Reza did not believe what he heard, on the other hand Reza also remembered how the fate of the Mother would be when she had to go far to continue her studies she imagined the fate of the Mother no one would take care of her later here Reza was back sad and answered a single word, the father could only be silent to see the look on Reza's face suddenly changed instantly, finally Reza decided to go to his room to calm himself down not until there Reza also took a picture of his family he looked at the photo with a blank look, reza's heart also said “ if the situation is not like this I have already decided my wish but why is my situation like this, Lord?? Why god??” At that time Reza cried so much that his cheeks continued to be wet with tears inexhaustible, so that, suddenly, when he cried accidentally, the father turned to his room, and, secretly the father peeked at the state of Reza on that night was not strong the heart of the father saw his son was sad the father was approaching Reza the father was directly hugging Reza so strong that it made the tears of the father were unstoppable that night the atmosphere was so heartbreaking.
In to the next day Reza already has a very strong lead to continue his studies outside the city, although within her limitations she hoped whatever she did at the time was the best decision for her and for her family ahead and Reza asked Restu to her mother and father at that time in a state of pain the mother still gives her spirit to Reza and her father also gives a message to her, the mother, “wherever you are do not stay pray and continue to do good to the most important person you must be honest” added the father to Reza and on the other hand also the mother also advised to Reza “keep yourself well there huh Son,, mom misses you so much here mom is okay here do not worry mommy yes son insha God mom must be healed”, added the mother to Reza with a very sad feeling but mother strengthens herself to look okay at that moment, “Insha Allah both mother and father Reza will try to be the best for mother and father Reza promise will give the best to mother and father Reza dear you” with her sad feelings Reza directly hugging his father and mother there was sadness began to break with the instant father and mother Reza really can not hide his sadness they hug each other and the atmosphere at that time was really very sad, before Reza asked for a goodbye to his parents Reza did not forget to kiss both feet of his mother, Reza, the mother was really very sad at the time but she tried to hide her again the mother smiled at Reza by waving her hand for Reza's departure on the other side the father continued to give advice and motivation for Reza to be a good boy wherever he is, and the car leaves.
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