
Since the incident in front of the warehouse with Putra and Riri.April became a private who is in close proximity to men.April does feel the trauma of every place that is quiet and there are men.
April remains in school as usual.All school students are not aware of the events that April experienced.Pak Ridwan and Joko sent April problem meetings, for the comfort of April.
Now Riri becomes quiet and never bothers April again.Riri will always look down if he intersects in April.But this afternoon is different, when April is reading a book in class, suddenly Riri approached her, and then he came close to her,
"W-can we talk?" Riri asked with a lowered face not daring to look at April.
April silently looked at the novel that He read.Honestly April already did not want to mess with Riri.Because every saw Riri, He will remember the events that are very painful for him.
"I-I'm talking to you for a minute" she said.
"Well, what is Riri?" April asked after normalizing her breath that suddenly felt tight.
"B-can we find a place that is a bit quiet" Riri said, raising her face to look at April.
"Eemm" Angguk last April closed his book and walked ahead of Riri.April lead the way to his favorite place if he will talk seriously with Vani or aloof.Separate place beside the school that is in the pocket two.
"What's wrong?" Tanya April while positioning herself on the edge of the floor.
"I want to ask you to forgive me" Riri said after sitting next to April.
Riri grabs April's hand with teary eyes.
"I'm sorry April, I'm too obsessed to beat you so I always hurt you.I'm sorry, because it makes you have no friends at this school.I'm sorry I wanted to harm you with the Son of that time.Ma--" Riri cried sobbing tightly grasping April's hand.
"I've forgiven you Riri" Cut April.
"I-I really sinned against you April.Maybe my apology won't change everything that's happened.But I'm really sincere about apologizing April.I'm really sorry."
"There's no need to be regretted, but everything has happened." An April replied flatly releasing her hand that Riri was holding.
"I know that my faults have been too much for you.Don't you, perhaps God alone will not forgive my sins." Said Riri bowed with tears that faithfully flowed.
"Repent, ask forgiveness from Allah." April said without looking at Riri.
"I've been so mean to you, God will not forgive me April." His voice sobbed
"Your mistake with me is not how Riri.I have really forgiven you.God will forgive you if you really repent" replied April looking at Riri.
"Thank you for forgiving me April, but will God forgive me? I'm so dirty April ! I have committed adultery with men who are not my muhrim April.Is there still a door of repentance for me? Will God forgive all my sins?" Riri asked, crying.
"Even I killed the kid I was carrying April." Connect Riri.
April was stunned to hear Riri's behavior.Maybe Riri is really down, until He told her all the bad things that he did in April.
"God is very forgiving Riri, there is a Hadith that reads,
Prophet saw. bersabda, the, “Nothing is more loved by Allah ta’ala than the young man who repents and is not the more hated by Allah ta’ala than the parents who are always considerate in his obedience.” The hadith is a fragment of the history of imam Abul Mudhaffar from Salman Al-Farisi's friend r.a."
"God is the best of Dzatt who forgives Riri.If you really want to repent and change yourself for the better, then God will open his pingu of forgiveness to you.Allah SWT said, "Say to My servants who transgress against themselves, do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins, He is the Most Forgiving, the Most Merciful. Go back to your Lord and surrender to Him before the coming of the torment, and you can no longer find help." (QS az-Zumar [39]:53-54)."
"Will God really forgive all my sins? Is it not too late to ask for forgiveness? " Tanya Riri looked at April with a hopeful look.
"Look at how Allah SWT invites those who sin to come to Him. Allah SWT opens the door of forgiveness as widely as possible for people who want to return.It is never too late to improve themselves. After all, every one of us who looks so good must not escape every sin that continues to lurk. Come to God and God will accept our repentance.
"And whosoever repents and does good deeds, Allah will certainly accept his repentance." (QS al-Furqaan [25]: 71) "April said smilingly stroking Riri's heart.
Earlier April thought that Riri would only apologize to her because of the incident at that time on the orders of Mr. Ridwan.But it turned out that his guess was wrong.Riri did apologize to her, but afterwards, after that, he did, Riri stole all of her heart in April.
April sees Riri's eyes that seem to hint at a very heavy burden.Maybe Riri can no longer bear to hold it himself.Thus decided to ask for a solution in April while apologizing in April.
"I'm sorry April, after apologizing to you, I burdened you with my sinful story.Your heart is glorious,willing to forgive and encourage me who has been wrong for you so far.Thank you for reminding me to repent and remember God.I promise, I will change for the better, I promise." Said Riri staring at April while wiping away the tears that messily flowed.
"We're friends, it's appropriate if we remind each other.
forget all the problems that happen between us.Then we start a new page with a better thing." April smiled.
"You were very kind hearted April.And thank you for paying my arrears so I could take the class exam that time.I'm a promise, if I have money, surely your money will be replaced soon." Riri said seriously.
Surely Mr. Ridwan said the same Riri if I pay for his arrears.Padahat I have told Mr. Ridwan not to tell Riri, but why now Riri even knows it. Inner April
"I never took it as Ri's debt.I'm sincerely helping you." Answer April smile.
"Thank you, thank you very much April." Riri hugged April tightly.
Tapan was realized by the two, apparently there was someone who was observing them from the end of the stairs.
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