My destiny?

My destiny?
The Part 115



April walks back towards the viar parking lot. April frowned in search of the existence of mas Apit.


" Mass... Maas Apit's..." Call April, but there's no answer.


April remembers the words of Mas Agung, if Mas Apit likes to hide on the wall or in the viar.


April saw an empty fence wall. Then April walks toward the back of the viar. Meant to check the existence of Mas apit inside.


" Yesaaa..." The surprise of April that I went to bend her head towards the viar.


"Eemmmmd.. Empty too? Then where's Mas Apit?" Wonder April.


April walked to the front tanoa watching the road.


Jeduugg...


" Aauhhh..." April Ringis rubs the base of her nose that feels pain.


Uncautiously, April hit the glass of a viar sponge, right at the base of her nose.


" Since when was this piece here anyway..." Upset April hits hard a pawn that doesn't know the place.


It turns out that the sepion is saggy. So when April hit him, the piece turned and hit Aprill's nose again..


" aauuhh... Araggyrullah..." April rubbed her nose again.


Her nose was red from crying too much. Now the more reddened the tomato tub to erupt.


" Bwaha ha ha ha ha..." There was laughter.


"Who is it ...?" I felt the laughter coming from above. April went up.


" Mas Apitt..." Shouted April who saw Mas Apit sitting on the balcony divider of the 2nd floor.


Mas Apit down by jumping.After going down, Mas Apit rubbed the base of April's nose.


" hurt?" Ask Mas Apit.


April nodded, then she took one step back. Meant to avoid Mas Apit who felt his position was too close to him.


April still knows the boundaries between men and women. Moreover, Mas Apit is a man who has a wife. It is not appropriate if Mas Apit looks very attentive with him who is nobody.


Mas Apit scrambling hijab April anxious.


" Mass..." Call April.


" Hee emm?" Gumam Mas Apit's.


" I'm saying yes. Maybe from tomorrow we'll meet less." Apeil said directly.


It was getting late, April had to go home soon because she was afraid her parents at home were worried.


So April doesn't mince anymore. After finding Mas Apit, He immediately conveyed his intention.


" Yes... Don't forget us. If you have time, play here. " Answer Mas Apit.


" Thank you for being so kind to me. And sorry if I'm much of a fault." April's heartfelt remarks with teary eyes.


" Aprill... Please, please don't cry in front of me. Aku... I can't see you fighting like this." Mas Apit turned his gaze in all directions. Avoiding the tear-soaked eyes of April.


"Hikkss hikks..." April just sobbing can't answer.


To be honest, parting was tough for April. While the atmosphere is familiar. They must be separated by distance.


" Actually I don't want to winiss Mas either. But these crocodile tears always come down without permission. Really imaging, isn't it ? Just get attention." Said April while wiping her wet cheeks.


" When you get married. Don't forget to tell me." Pinta Mas Apit's.


" He umm's... Must've been Mas.." Answer April.


" We have to be happy after this. You should be happy when you get married." Mas Apit holds both of April's shoulders.


" Well, yes." April said back to sobbing.


"I'll ask you once again. Are you really gonna get married to that om om?" Ask Mas Apit firmly.


April was silent. Only tears can answer. Mas Apit also understood if in fact April was very forced.


Although April has said it will accept the presence of Mas Andi. But deep down in his heart. April was scared. Afraid that after marriage, love could not grow in his heart.


" Mundurrs... If you can't, you better back off. There's still a little time." Say Mas Apit seriously.


April shakes, though,


" Big Mas... Cannot. God willing, I am confident in my decision. Although heavy, God willing I'm strong.." Aprill.


Mas Apit looked at April's face. Feeling unacceptable if a girl whose age has not even 18 years, who perched like his own sister. He is married to a 32-year-old.


Mas Apit was upset, but he could do nothing. All decisions are in April's hands. Mas apit is only an outsider who should not interfere too deeply.


April holds up Mas Apit's sleeve. Put down the hand of Mas Apit who was on his shoulder.


Mas Apit lowered his head.Feeling annoyed that April was very upset with his decision. Mas Apit couldn't imagine. April had to marry a man 14 years older than her.


Indeed, April would be more deserving of being his son than his wife.


" Well me.. Pray that Allah will make all my affairs easier.don't burden your mind with my problems Mas.you have a family, just prioritize your family Mas." Said April did not want to make Mas Apit to mind.


Mas Apit shook his head.


" You've been considered my brother Pril. I don't want to see you tormented in the harsh domestic life. You're a little Prill, your deoan time is long." Mas Apit stared at April deeply.


" Well me.. Pray that I will always be strong to live out all the destinies that God has laid out on me." Only that word can come out of April's sweet mouth.


" You deserve to be happy Prill... You deserve to be happy." Firmly Mas Apit wiggled April's shoulder.


If you knew how my life was. If you knew the dark story of my childhood. If you knew the story of my High School days who were always alone. If you had known I'd ever be a rape victim. If you knew, my life would have been hard since I was a child. My destiny is hard. Even I killed my mother and grandmother.


Inner April cried considering all the struggles of her life so bitter.


" Well me.. Pray for me..." Only that word was rewritten by April.


April only lists the good do'a of those who care about her. April doesn't want to be pityed. April just needs support.


Mas Apit punched the wall to vent his frustration.


" Don't hurt yourself. This little girl you consider a little sister, isn't as weak as you think. I'm strong gadia Mas. I'm a tough girl. So don't worry about me." Apeil smiled at tipiss.


" Cihhh... Kuatt said? Even I often see you rebutting in every finish of your prayer." It does. Apit often caught April crying while at the mushola.


" I only complain to Rabb Ku Mas. I cry, it doesn't mean I'm weak. I'm just reporting to God." Canda April in between her cries.


" May God always lead you down a good path. I hope there's no more eyes after this." Mas Apit.


" Open..." April smiled.


" Don't worry about me, Mom. I'm good at taking care of myself." Connect April.


" Yes.. I know that."


"It's getting late, I'm Pamiy Mas. Take good care of yourself. Ingatt..!!! Mas Apit must keep drinking even if I don't make it for you." Canda April who replied with a smile by Mas Apit.


" After this, you won't feel the pleasure of my seafood fried rice."


" Ah yes, you are right. But it looks like I can still come eat here if I miss your cooking."


" A minute." Go back inside with a plastic bag inside.


" this... Take this home." He said, handing over the plastic bag.


" What is this?" Ask April.


" Your favorite spicy seafood extra fried rice. I made it special for you. Maybe this is the last time you ate my food directly. I also made some non-spicy sausage fried rice for your sister. Because I remember if you ever told me your sister was allergic to seafood."


" Thank you, Mommy. I guarantee you this food I'll eat out with no leftovers. Even if I could, I'd eat all the sterofoam." April Saying.


" Let me take you home. It's 11 p.m. Danger if you go home alone."


" It will trouble you Mas. I dare to go home alone."


" It's okay. Maybe this will be the last time."


April just nodded resignedly letting the will of Mas Apit.


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