My destiny?
S-2 °Part 24
April went into the house with half a run. April grasps firmly the krrsek pouch containing corn rice. His hand pressed against his chest which again felt very tight.
April went straight to the room, regardless of anyone. His heart which he had just tidied up, returned to a mess due to Bu Wati's question.
Braakk...
April closed the door of the room with a little on the slam. April immediately threw a plasti containing corn rice onto the table. April directly hit Andi who is still lying while watching tv.
" Huu huuu uuu." Broken was the cry of April that he had been holding back.
Andi who does not know anything just silently stare. April fussed at the head she pressed on the pillow, aiming to muffle her crying voice so as not to be heard out of the room.
Andi grimaced feeling the pain in his chest area. No April suddenly hit his body strongly.
" What's up, man ?" Asked Andi who saw April so messed up.
April was just a bobble of heads, a blur clearly heard. Again, the wife had just accepted the situation. But again he found his wife crying with tears.
Andi instantly maraih April's face, drenched in tears soaked her face and veil. Andi opened the April veil, so that April felt engap.
" Cry as much as you can, let go of all the pain that makes you this sad. But promise me you'll have to smile again." Said Andi while embracing April in close embrace.
April cries in the chest deck of Andi's field. His chest was so tight each time he received such a question.
Andi stroked April's head which was still covered in a headscarf. Andi gives strength in the comfort he gives. Andi does not know, what makes women become down again.
After the long cry April subsided. Andi broke her embrace, cupped April's face and pinned her forehead to April's forehead.
" Are you ready to tell a story?" Andi asked in the same position. Both noses come together.
April nodded with the rest of her will.
" Where do we start?" Ask Andi.
" But we better sit down. This kind of position is uncomfortable for me, dear." Cengengesan Andi because his neck feels pain.
April immediately got up to sit cross-legged in front of Andi.
"So?" Andi's lure for April to start telling stories.
" So when I bought nasing maize, Ms. Wati asked me Mas." April started telling Andi everything.
" It's true I'm not pregnant yet. But does it have to be made clear like that in front of people? Without Bu Wati to roar even everyone already knows Mas. With the words of Bu Wati like that makes my chest tight." Add April by hitting her chest that feels ouh and tight.
Andi instantly caught April's clenched hand flailing her own chest.
" Don't hurt yourself." Said Andi firmly with a sharp look.
April hit her own chest too hard. Until the sound of bug bug bug bug in every hit caught on Andi's hearing.
You don't like it when April tortures and hurts herself because of the pressure of the people around her.
"Your heart hurt them. But your physique, don't hurt yourself. You cannot control their words. But you can control yourself." Andi said with a pointed April chest, right in the area of her heart that was beating fast.
Next to his hand shook the hand of April who was still loyal to hold strong. Andi let go of April's hand. The clasping of their fingers until they fused spread strength.
" I'm here, don't ever feel alone when facing those who don't like you." Said Andi grasping fingers April.
" let go.. Do not keep hatred and hatred in your heart. Don't dirty your heart with hate and resentment. Don't let your heart have a black stain because of those two vices." Connect Andi.
Andi established strong eye contact with April. April kept her eyes locked onto Andi's eyes. April put her power there. Highlight Andi's eyes as if to say everything will be fine, successfully make April soften.
" I can't promise you, Mas." April's speech was still staring at Andi's bead.
"Don't promise, but try. It'll all be easier if we go through with a big heart." Andi said softly by stroking April's head.
" But can I still cry when my heart is sad because of their piercing words?" Tanya April plain.
" Cry as much as you are here." Andi patted his chest.
" It's ready to be where you lean when you're sad. A message from Mas, as sharp and painful as anything they tell you. Never shed a tear in front of them." Andi stroked April's smooth cheeks that looked flushed.
"What if I can't hold it?"
" Hold as hard as you can. Then cry all you want if you are in my arms. But promise me you'll have to smile again."
" God willing."
" If you shed tears before those who humble you. Then they will be happy and constantly knock you down. Different if you look tough and strong in front of them. Surely they will be silent because they are tired of their own ravings." Andi smiles.
"Don't keep your grudges and hates here, baby." Again, Andi pointed at April's chest.
"I forgive all their bad qualities. Allah is ever forgiving of his servants."
" I can't promise you. Maybe my mouth can speak if I forgive them. Maybe not with my heart. How often do I forgive them. But there's still pain in here. I'm sorry to forgive her, but my heart always remembers their bad treatment." April pointed to her own chest.
" Love on, my wife April is a kind and forgiving woman."
" I'll try it."
" But by the way. Didn't you just buy the corn rice?" Andi asked shifting the subject.
" Oh my goodness.. Where I threw the plastic corn rice." Pekik April looking for the presence of the palstick.
It turned out that the plastic was lying upside down in the corner of the table. A little more will fall, because the position is too far to the edge.
Andi took it, opened the plasti.
" Im..." Andi muttered with a glance at April.
" why? Is everything spilling out." April's ringis not good.
" Not everything, just a few packs." Andi smiled awkwardly.
" So how's Mas? Can it still be eaten?"
" It can be darling. There are still 3 survivors, I gave them to Mom first."
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