My Dad is a CEO
#8 HARAKIRI
Tokyo, Japan
(Kazuya Morotha Yamashita)
In the middle of the night with the snow continuing to cover the streets, houses, trees, even urban with white and snow, I was alone in the apartment and thought of my poor fate, for some reason I feel tired of the demands that my family asks, be a successful and smart child even a genius!!!, why are you ranked 2!!!, what a fool!!!? the words that I hear so often still ring in my head that there are no other words that make me survive in this harsh life, why? I was alone in the crowd, I felt no one cared about me. I was tired of being ignored I wanted them to worry about me and care about me. But it was all just a fake thing. I am tired of the endless trials of life.I want to end my life.by slowly taking a knife and severing the veins in my hands...the blood quickly dripped even so hard that I lost my consciousness and everything turned white and cold as snow
"are we in another realm?" say slowly
"kazuo! what's wrong with you?" said a girl with snow-white skin, her long crow-black hair was neatly unraveled and her sad face looked at me who was lying in the snow
"did I die?!" I was flat and had frozen tears on my face
"zuya! don't you want to be happy, why did you die?" tanyanya sat next to me
"you know the world really only gives disappointment, until I want to end it!" my answer is still weak
"the world was created by HIM and you will not see his lack of it is indeed a perfect thing!" the answer made me a little angry
"you know what? ha? I'm tired of being played around in the world and you easily say it like you've felt it all!" I answered a little scream
"zuya! you're disappointed that the humans around you didn't create you into this world! so understand that and don't let down your creator" said the girl then disappeared which made my stiff body begin to feel pain in my hands and wake up in the hospital
"apparently failed!hooft!" I said after the critical awakening of my death
"your master is in the hospital! and you're in a coma for 5 days! the doctor said the day after tomorrow the young master can go home!" said my father's assistant deftly
"young master your father is very busy and today he is going to Singapore and your mother is celebrating the birthday of your master's sister, himawari who is 17 years old, do you need anything?!" my father's assistant panicked
"oh! no!, go!" I replied with a few tears even foolishly I wished to my family, who turned out to be very happy at the end of my death, I thought too much, even my family did not care or worry about me as it turned out, the words of the girl in the dream are true.I have too much hope in others and away from my creator, well I will not care about my surroundings, even death.
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"young master, welcome!!!" said the waiters at the door of the yamashita big family house to greet me as I gently walked and observed that there was no family in the house, everyone is busy with their own business and this makes me a little aware, I have no one
In the world.im alone and nobody with me...
I need love from my family but, impossible to get it...
I wanna cry everytime,
cry never enough to make my world complete...
I need someone.to make me smile and happy forever.
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