My Dad is a CEO
#7 Sunset and smile
For some reason I saw rendy like the guy who drove me to school, ah already I must apologize to him and return the favor for helping me yesterday
"kin, how dumb! you have to, huh? if you can't follow it, it's okay!" rendy asked me which made me gasp in shock, because right now I suddenly think of the man who was yesterday
"ohh.ee! I don't want to!" my answer is a little stammering
"okay! don't forget tomorrow! yaudah, let's practice first!" take rendy to me to the badminton court for practice to prepare for next week's race
sekota (madya) which makes my training schedule more crowded
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"where are you going after practice? rendy said to me while coming out of the GOR to the parking lot
"emm.no! go home late at night!" I answered briefly and wanted to go home to find out about who the photos that you keep are glued
"good! we're stopping by yuk!" take rendy to me while pulling my hand which makes me feel very embarrassed and nervous because this is the first time my hand is held by a man, and again it is rendy
"where are you really going? I have business at home!" I answered a little bit and took off his grip
"it's out of here! come on a minute!" take rendy to me forcibly and again hold my hand tightly while running small towards the bridge near my training GOR pool which is how surprised I am, in the darkness of the night with the lights of urban lights adorning the silent night between me and rendy, I felt a sense of tranquility and comfort with him or rather by his side, whether I fell...love I don't know in my mind I want to be around him and stop time for a moment to unwind and hold each other tightly fingers as if making me feel like a special someone for rendy, what rendy likes me...had it been
"yes? are you bored yet? wanna go home?" answer rendy stared at me who was focusing on the beautiful atmosphere of the night studded with urban sheen
"ren, do I mean anything to you?" my question was flat as if I was saying it without any hint of hesitation that made rendy look straight at me curious and confused by what I said
"emmm...why are you suddenly talking like that?!" replied the confused rendy who was still looking at me full of questions
"ohhhh!! never mind if you can't answer it don't have to be answered! forget it!" my answer is disappointed in myself which is why I want to tell a little about the dark side of my life to people who mean something to me but all I just thought to myself swiftly I moved back to the parking lot
"kin! I don't know why you're asking me this! but I have the answer, when I don't see and hear your voice.I'm lonely.and when you're with me I feel happy and happy! kin..you mean to me really!" rendy answered making me shed tears on my cheeks and keep walking towards the parking lot
"i'm ren first!" I cried withholding my tears that were about to come out so loudly I rode my bike fast and cried why there were others who felt I meant so much to him, then why is my own papah not there when I need it, I already have a new papah but, why is there a vacuum in my heart that makes me miss, should I miss someone who never thought of me, worried about me, worried about me, and there's for me at all times.I haven't even seen my own papah's face, what about his conscience
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