My Dad is a CEO
#11 (5 Years later)
Jakarta, Indonesia
15 May
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday...
to you's...
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now I'm 17 years old, hmm "sweet seventeen" somehow I had fantasized at my age of 17 years will be very festive celebration not I thought it was all just a wishful thinking, but...I'm staying happy.
I'm getting older...
Shame to cry...
Always try yourself...
Lazy playing...
Holding your own feelings...
Emphasize the feelings of others...
To love even though unloved...
Blamed even if true...
Honestly speaking, I lied...
pain, pain, pain, destruction when I grow up and know love...
"ken, do you love me??" samuel said to me full of emphasis
"what! huh uh?" my answer is spontaneous even though I hear it clearly
"do you love me??" he said again loudly
"hhh.I don't love you!!!" answer's short.
And that's where I started growing up because of the pain of loving.
"do you refuse??" my best friend's daughter said
"yes, don't answer honestly!!!" said my friend fadil
"yes, Ihoo if not honest!!" said my friend nur
From that day on I changed, quiet, moody, daydreaming, lazy because I felt that something very important to me was missing. I lost something that meant so much to me a feeling that came from the bottom of my heart so much pain this feeling of losing you that I love so much. Right I lied, I don't love you it was a lie but, uh, it's a lie, I'm sure this is true.Every time my friend talks about her why? I wasn't honest with her that I loved her so much.
Actually I also did not know I would say no at that time, when in fact I always look for him to observe his face and admire him, in fact I always smile at his silly behavior, he said, in fact, I was always happy to see it, in fact I was always comfortable beside him in school hahaha I clearly remember my feelings at that time like there was a flower garden blooming in my heart, like there was a rainbow of thousands of colors, like the sound of thousands of flowers in my ears, like the flying of thousands of butterflies in my hair, I remember the atmosphere inside me I was so happy with the presence there by my side, his presence is very important to me, and in fact I miss him every night everything about him, I miss everything about him. But, I failed in love, I don't know where he is now.
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From :+62wong essential
ken, tomorrow don't forget it's an important day for your future as a badminton professional, so wish you all the best XD
spirit of :*
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And the day that the dream will come true is in plain sight, straight ahead
"i won't give up on my dreams!!!" I cried after reading a message from my best friend who cared deeply about me after he left
"would you like to join badminton tomorrow?" said Nur to me best friend since 3 years
"huftt ya I will pursue my dream to become a professional athlete, this is a chance nur!" I answered while relaxing my body into the bed
"i didn't expect ken, you've been national and even international, I'm my future I just don't know where to take it! moron"
