My Cute Boyfriend's

Chapter 7's

At first glance, I remembered something.

Something about my memories in the past.

The past I tried to remember but never wasted.

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This happened a year ago.

I remember when Nenra was still in her second year. He's not as busy now, nor am I. We spend a lot of time together but not as much as we do now.

The thing that changed our behavior to be more open to each other was the presence of third parties. Well, third party. That's a problem that always exists between lovers isn't it?

I remember back then our relationship was at stake.

Nenra and I have been friends since childhood because our parents were friends. The figure of Nenra at first looks like a big brother in my eyes. He was very considerate and truly brotherable once. But then after stepping on into adolescence, that sense began to change. I realized that I loved Nenra as a man. Not as a sister anymore.

I don't know when that feeling changed. It's just that seeing Nenra together with another girl within an inch of me pisses me off.

And yeah, I'm jealous.

I expressed my feelings to Nenra when I stepped on tenth grade. It happened two years ago. At first I doubted he would accept me, but it was unexpected. Nenra smiled shyly and said that she should have said that.

He has the same feelings for me.

Glad~

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Towards the first year of our relationship, the occurrence of not wearing often occurs. Naturally, I was still in tenth grade while Nenra was still in her first year of being a medical student. I was still very unstable at the time. And we had a fight.

Just remembering that moment makes me want to bury myself alive. If necessary, I want to isolate myself. But I'm afraid I miss Nenra. Ah, dilemma.

The problem that stuck in my head the most was the presence of an annoying woman who claimed to be a former classmate of Nenra. Not an ex-boyfriend because Nenra's first boyfriend was me. Such is.

Name Cantika. As the name suggests, she is a beautiful figure. Her smile was sweet and her body shape was proportionate. But not with his heart.

Cantika has a crush on Nenra since the beginning of High School. He always tried to attract the attention of Nenra even to enter the same department as Nenra. Isn't that crazy? He's really not sane!

[Flashback on]

I'm really upset.

Today, Nenra and I are spending time together at a cafe. We just finished our walk, enjoying Sunday outside. Things were going well at first, but suddenly my day was a mess!

While I was enjoying my time with Nenra, suddenly Cantika appeared. The girl was sitting next to Nenra who was sitting in front of me. And worse, he's done it!

"Nenra~" ugh, his voice was even made so. What the hell does that mean?

I saw Nenra glancing at me. I stared flatly, talking through the gaze of who the girl next to him was.

"This is Cantika, my old high school friend and friend." Nenra explained.

I looked at Cantika, then reached out to get acquainted. But instead of accepting my helping hand, she smiled as she struggled spoiled on Nenra's arm.

I wanted to eat it right then and there.

"Gue Cantika, his future candidate Nenra~"

The fruit!

I really want to curse.

I stared at Nenra sharply, asking for an explanation of the thoughtless sentence of the girl named Cantika.

Nenra. He stared at Cantika, then tried to release his hand from Cantika's embrace. Really, I didn't want to see that girl hug my Nenra!

"When it comes out..."

I glanced at Nenra.

What the fuck was that familiar call just now? He called Cantika with Tika! Is that how close they are?

"Why the hell Nen? Usually on campus."

"Huh?"

My voice just came out.

Cantika glanced at me with a shitty face. "Yes, why? Lo mind?" Ask.

I really want to hit him. My appetite is gone. I got up from the chair, without looking at Nenra I passed.

"Don't forget to get paid!" Ketusku. Believe me, it's code for Nenra to get out of there right away from Cantika.

"Yes, Keisha!"

I ignored Nenra's call and tried not to listen to anything.

"Where are you going, Nen? I'm here just as I~"

Ugh, I'm really upset. Without waiting any longer, I walked out of the cafe. As much as I could, I walked so fast that Nenra couldn't catch up to me.

Its bad.

I'm jealous.

Ah, that's how I was when I was jealous. I don't like seeing Nenra close to other girls. That hurt me. Although it sounds childish, I admit I was really jealous to see them.

I think I want to cry.

I was upset by the fact that I loved Nenra so much and was so possessive of her. I was even afraid it would make Nenra stay away from me. But am I wrong to be jealous of Nenra's classmate? No right? You see that Cantika likes Nenra as much as I love my boyfriend.

Ah, this sucks!

I remembered Cantika's words earlier. He said he and Nenra were often in the same position as they were on campus. But Nenra never told me. He never even said he had a friend named Cantika. He introduced Cantika to me.

Nenra, why don't you talk?

"Let's!"

I jerked.

I heard Nenra's voice. I thought I was imagining, but as soon as I turned around, Nenra was already behind me. He seems exhausted for what reason.

Run away maybe?

I looked at Nenra annoyed. "Gapain you?" Ketusku. I'm very upset to remember this incident.

Nenra took a breath several times. He tried to normalize his heavy breathing.

"Wait for me." Said Nenra.

I grunt. "Make what? You're the same as Tika." I said. I'm lazy to look at Nenra's tired face, it makes me so unbearable.

"Are that what?" Nenra's voice sounded unacceptable. "I don't want to be with Tika. It wants to be the same for you."

I should have been happy, but somehow I just kept quiet. Just be upset if you remember Cantika's face earlier.

"Let's..." Nenra pulled my hand. He turned my body to look at her. "Hey, listen to me first..."

I stared at Nenra flat.

My habit of being angry is a little extreme. I do not like to be alibi and more honest to express feelings through the eyes.

Nenra cupped my head with her two big palms. His thumb moved slowly stroking the corner of my watery eyes.

Am I crying?

I was not aware.

Really.

I'm down. My hands rubbed my eyes, trying to hold back the tears that might flow if it was defenseless.

"Let's..."

I could hear Nenra, yet I had no intention of looking at her at all.

"It's not what you think." Said Nenra. I heard he was breathing slowly. "What makes you so angry?"

I glanced at Nenra, looking at her confusedly.

"I know you're angry about a lot of things. But what makes you angry the most, hm? I can explain." explained Nenra.

I stared doubtfully.

"A--" I shook my head. I don't know why I hesitate to ask.

Nenra sighed again. He smiles.

I looked at Nenra. "Continue?" My toot. I'm really curious about the continuation of Nenra's story.

Nenra smile. "I refuse him."

I gawk.

Nenra nolak Cantika? God, she's a pretty girl regardless of her behavior. But why did Nenra refuse? Okay. It's not that I told her to accept Cantika, it's just that Cantika is perfect as a woman.

"Why rejected?" Askaqua.

Silent.

I don't know why Nenra chose to be quiet for so long.

"I can't be the same person I don't love."

Ah, Nenra's saying has a point. Although Cantika is perfect though, if Nenra doesn't like it, she won't want to? Why was my mind so narrow a few seconds ago? I just realized that my figure really sucks at the time.

"I loved Kei at the time. So I refused Cantika and said that I like it as well as myself."

E-uh.

Whatdoes thatmean?

"Nenra, what the hell is that talking?" My confusions. I looked at him annoyed.

Nenra sighed. "I said I love Kei. At that time, I thought of Kei as a younger sibling, right? That's why I said I like my own sister."

I must have blushed. I felt my cheeks heat up. In the meantime, I can hear my heart beating too fast. Her cracks made me comfortable but embarrassed at the same time.

But...

I remembered Cantika's words at the cafe earlier. By the way right now me and Nenra were standing next to a small, comfortable-looking garden.

"What did Cantika mean when she said that your position was the same she was used to on campus?" My toot. I looked at Nenra asking for an honest answer.

Nenra sighed.

"Cantika likes to nempelin me everywhere. I don't even know why he went to medical school either."

He's a medical kid? I thought at the time.

"Nenra hasn't told me anything about Cantika in all this time." My word. I looked at him full of sight. "Why have you never told a story? You want to secretly be the second, right??"

Okay, I know that's a very outrageous accusation. But really. I've been thinking about that possibility ever since.

"Kok Kei said that?"

I know Nenra's upset. It was clear from his stifled voice. I think Nenra's trying not to scream.

"In Kei's eyes I was like that?" Ask Nenra.

I'm speechless. No-no, I made Nenra sad. Am I wrong? Was my previous sentence wrong? Did I really hurt her?

Nenra's voice was shaking. He looked at me with a look of disappointment. Ah, I don't want to disappoint him. But I don't know how to speak properly.

I just wanted to say I'm jealous.

I just want to say that I'm disappointed in him, too.

I'm just saying that I don't like Cantika.

I'm just saying that I don't want Cantika around Nenra.

I just wanted to say that I..

... I want Nenra to be more open to me. I want Nenra to be honest with me. I really want that.

But this tongue tastes mute. Want to say, but like being held back by something. Its bad. It's really bad.

"I--" I took a breath. Braving myself, I looked at Nenra's face. He looked at me, but his face would be disappointed.

Why is he disappointed? Where is my real fault?

"Why do you see me on that cake? I wasn't wrong. It's all Nenra's fault." I finally said.

See it? I'm really labile. It's really hard to figure out what I think and it's easier to say the opposite. Ah, this is embarrassing!

Nenra sighed. I don't know why I understood the meaning of that long breath. I'm sure Nenra thinks I'm childish, I'm sure I'm troublesome. But believe me, I just need openness.

"I don't know what Kei thinks of me." Said. He's staring. "I just wanted to say that I'm not messing with you Keisha. I don't care how much you think I'm annoying or I'm annoying. As long as I know Kei's only for me, I've been very happy."

I looked at Nenra. As much as I can try to express my true meaning.

"I love Nenra." I said. I lowered my head, refusing to look at Nenra's sweet face. "I just want Nenra to be honest."

"I'm being honest with you Kei."

I'm shaking. My head looked up to look at him. "Nenra wasn't honest before. You said Cantika likes your nempelin everywhere. But you never told me when I asked who again. You're not saying that there's a girl who has a crush on you to get close to crazy."

I took a deep breath. "I really don't know if I'm wrong to get angry at this cake." I said. "I just want Nenra to be honest. I wouldn't be upset if Nenra talked about this before. At least I've taken heart for it. But Nenra's even--"

"-ssshhh." Nenra hissing. She smiled at me. "Okay, I know I was wrong. I just don't want to worry Kei. But if I knew this was the case, I would definitely talk to you. I just don't want you to feel the burden if I say there's a girl chasing me Kei."

Nenra sighed. He gave a very long pause in his speech.

"I just don't want you to think. That'll bother you. Kei is jealous."

I put on a little smile.

"I'm not angry if you say it early." I said. I looked at Nenra. "I just want Nenra to be honest. If so, even if there will be a misunderstanding I already know from the beginning." My light.

Nenra. He smiled very sweetly. Makes me feel so happy looking at her.

"I'm not going to repeat that. So can I apologize?" Ask Nenra. He looked at me seriously.

I nodded in response.

"I'm sorry, huh?"

I'm speechless. Quietly smile. "Uhum." Call me. "But Nenra has to be honest huh? Don't shut up anymore."

Nenra nodded. "That's for sure."

I hugged Nenra, channeling the warmth I felt right after this misunderstanding ended. I like the fragrance of Nenra, it makes me feel more comfortable many times.

"Sorry.." I whispered. "I'm not serious when I say that Nenra wants me. I was just thinking about the possibility that made me upset during the night. His intention was not really to do Nenra. I love Nenra."

I can feel the soft elusan at the top of my head. Because it was comfortable, I drowned my face in the Nenra field.

"This is the last time? Don't go in front of him anymore." Nenra Whisper. "If Kei is worried, just tell him. It'll be better than you being quiet."

I'm nodding.

"I love Nenra."

I heard Nenra chuckle before replying. "I am too."

Nenra is shy. He will not express his feelings clearly. But only with that answer I am grateful.

I am grateful to be loved by a person like Nenra.

[Flashback off]

I breathe out slowly.

Those memories make me feel better.

At that time Nenra and I promised that similar events would not happen again. We promise that such misunderstandings will never happen again.

I took a breath. From the beginning I should have known that Nenra would be fine. He has promised. So I don't have to worry about that.

Nenras...

Forgive your boyfriend who is still unstable until this moment...

I chuckle.

The thing I am most grateful for until now or maybe forever is...

...could be with him.

Seriate....

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