
"Ntar if I'm late callin' ya? Wait for me here."
That sentence Nenra said was somehow I've been hearing lately. I just nod. Know if he doesn't want his sentence disputed.
It's been a week since Nenra got jealous of Kevin.
Honestly, it's very funny. Nenra knows Kevin but he's still jealous. What exactly is he thinking? I will not turn to any creature other than him. Doesn't Nenra know that? Why is he still jealous?
"If I've been home for a long time, take a taxi online." I said.
I saw Nenra looking at me not accepting.
"No, that. Wait for me here. Not a long time." Said.
I let out a breath. "You know, later if you have a sudden practice how? Wanna run?"
Nenra looked confused.
"Not to worry. I wouldn't go home with Kevin if I wanted to."
Well, I realize Nenra just didn't want me to come home with Kevin. I don't know the exact reason. All I know is that he's jealous. That'sthat's all.
Nenra. Her face looked unwilling but was covered by her sweet smile a moment later.
"Don't be naughty." Said. Nenra's hand stroked the top of my head slowly. "There you go in. Kasian, his security guard, see we mulu."
I chuckled as I turned towards the Great sir, the security guard who guards my school gate. I waved the hand that Agung replied with a nod.
I know Mr. Agung. He was the one who always accompanied me and took me to tell stories while I was waiting for Nenra. He's so funny that he can take away my boredom.
"I'm in?" I said. I looked at Nenra who nodded. "Not speeding Nen, be careful."
"Yes-yes." Nenra fixed her glasses and smiled. "Well.."
I wave my hand. Nenra nodded then got into the car, drove back towards her campus.
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At three o'clock in the afternoon.
I stared at the watch on my wrist, making sure that I didn't see the wrong time. It's time for me to go home, considering I've never had extracurricular activities at school.
I headed towards the school gate with relaxed steps. Meanwhile my hand was busy fiddling with the phone, trying to contact Nenra.
After the connecting tone was heard several times, the next sound mba operator I heard.
Nenra is inactive.
I let out a breath. It's exactly as I thought. Nenra is having exams this week so he is very busy. In just a few days, my boyfriend forced himself to pick me up. And as a result, he had to return to campus with speeding.
Really worried.
After typing the message that I wasn't going to wait, I walked out of the school gate. My eyes immediately found a white car that looked very familiar.
The driver got out of the car. Look at me, then smile.
Intans.
"What are you doing here?" I was curious to be so close to him. I saw Intan chuckling.
"So the time to go home accidentally met with sister Nenra. He's asking you to pick you up before you go home." Bright Intan.
I let out a breath.
Nenra. What is he really thinking? I didn't know he could overdo it if he was jealous like yesterday.
Or maybe he's still jealous?
I don't know.
"Well, what is Tan? Nenra ngerepotin you very much." I said. I really feel bad.
Intan laughs. "Look down Kei. I don't mind either. We are temenan. Our house is also in the same direction." The answer.
I smile.
Intan is really good.
"Judah come home!" Intan pulled my hand. We both walked to his car parked next to the road.
"You want to go home?" Ask Intan. He looked at me when we were in the car.
I'm nodding. "Go home." I said. I don't want to go back to bothering Intan.
"Oh, okay okay."
That way, the car is traveling at medium speed.
...
Drr. drr...
I stared at the phone I was putting on the nightstand. Putting down the book I read, I picked up the phone that was still shaking.
From Nenra.
I glanced at the clock, nine o'clock in the night.
Well, I don't know it was last night. Reading makes me not know the time.
"Hallo?"
"Ah Kei, thank goodness..."
I scrunched my forehead. Why would Nenra give such thanks?
"Why Nen?" My toot. I try to lean back, find a comfortable place.
"I miss Kei."
I chuckle. Nenra is really funny. It is totally unpredictable. He was stiff and passive. But it was so easy to charm me with her figure. I can feel my chest beating fast.
Ah, I'm ashamed...
I'm throttling. "What the hell are you? Not eating? Hungry huh?" I know that question doesn't connect at all. At all.
"Don't miss me?"
Well, just this time I heard him speak so within this close distance of us. When we were far away, a sentence like this was not strange. But when we got close, it was funny.
"I miss Nenra too." My spoken. I sighed, holding back the laughter that wanted to come out.
"So Intan picked it up, right? You're okay, right?"
I'm nodding. "Yes." Yeah." My answer. "Oh yes Ren, next time do not take Intan again huh? It's kasian..."
"Tadi Intan nawarin. He said if I was busy on campus, he'd pick you up."
Intan didn't tell me that. It seemed like she was embarrassed, given her difficult straightforward nature.
"Jude, please." I said. "Where areyou? Haven't come home?"
"It was afternoon, but back again."
I let out a breath.
No wonder Nenra is busy. It's already semester three. I should have known that.
"Son, would you please call her? Called tuh."
I cringe.
"Who the hell?" My toot. I know that's a female voice. Her voice is soft and sounds very feminine.
"Sister of the degree, Shireen's name." Answer Nenra. He sighed.
"The feeling of your sister level girl all deh." I said. I'm sure my face is really pouting.
"You jealous?"
I'm not evading. But I also don't agree. If you say jealous, well, I feel so. Nenra is a very good figure. He sometimes has insensitive feelings that can make him give hope to many girls. I told you that, right?
Hhh... My nenra.
"Be careful, Nen?"
"Surely." Answer Nenra. "You slept. It's malem."
I'm nodding. "You also don't forget to sleep. But not on campus. At home aja. Ntar you in the gerepe people."
I can hear Nenra chuckling. "Yes-yes Kei. Yaudah, nice dream..."
"Nice dream."
Call disconnected.
I let out a breath.
How do you think I feel right now? Knowing the fact that Nenra was not alone and was accompanied by a girl made me a little worried.
No-no, that doesn't mean I don't believe in Nenra. I trust him. Very even. But I'm worried about the fact that there's a girl in Nenra's scope right now.
Ah, I'm really unstable.
"Mit-or..."
I sighed for the umpteenth time tonight. Lying down, my eyes stared at the ceiling. My mind fell on Nenra. The man who served as my girlfriend had a strong pheromone. Maybe he didn't realize that he was attracting attention. Like omega that can emit a fragrance that makes the alpha race to approach.
The difference is, Nenra is an alpha.
L'm...
... I'm honestly scared.
Fear of all the possibilities that will happen in the future.
Because at first, me and Nenra were just childhood friends who were like siblings considering we were very similar. And sometimes I think about why Nenra accepted me first. L'm...
Why do I feel so doubtful?
Why do I think that Nenra's been misrepresenting her feelings all along?
Akhhh what the hell am I thinking?
Screaming while grumbling, I buried my head inside the pillow. I want to scream loud!
Feelings like this have never appeared before but...
Why is it like this?
I'mfrightened...
I'mfrightened...
I'mfrightened...
I was afraid of all the possibilities I had thought of in my mind earlier. But the truth is what I fear the most is...
... the recurrence of that incident.
Seriate...
Uwaaa maap yes new up >//< effect of wb virus *eheehee btw bntar again will end kok so yaudahlah~~