My Cold Alpha's
SECTION 5
JACK SIDE
A man with a well-built body pensively pensively on the balcony of his room, he stared at the expanse of grass and trees in front of him with a blank look. His mind was filled with disbelief if he had no parents at this time. Moreover, the bodies of his parents were not found. A drop of her tears fell, she was very fragile. He is not strong without his parents, he is not ready to be left behind the figure of angels and angels in his life.
"Mom, Dad, I'm not ready yet" he said.
Because of the departure of the Father he must be raised to be a King. Yes, King of the kingdom Gerardious, besides that he also became an Alpha of the strongest Pack of course he was quite depressed about it. It is not easy to lead the strongest Pack and the biggest job at once, not to mention the company owned by his father who is very large in the human world.
He is too young to carry out this heavy task, he might be able to do it if only the father was still alive, his father would guide and direct him. But it was all just a dream, in fact he had to carry out the heavy task alone.
"I'm not ready yet." said Jack.
"Jack, believe in yourself.. You're capable.. You can do it, '" Serge tried to encourage Jack.
"Huh.. You're right this is my destiny.. I will lead the Pack and the Kingdom, " said Jack, but he still hesitates, he is not ready to take on the task of being the leader he is today.
"Jack's spirit, don't get too late in your grief"
"Yes you're right, at least I'll change from today." said Jack.
The sound of knocking on the door made Jack flinch, he immediately approached the door and opened it. There was already a man in front of Jack at this moment, who was none other than Betanya, Adam.
"Alpha, your rapture ceremony will be performed soon" Adam said
Jack nodded, and they stepped into the room where Jack would be raised to be a King. While on a road trip, Jack meets his younger brother Valey.
"I know you're so fragile Sweety" Jack's inner self is contemptuous.
"Good morning Prince Jacques" said Valey.
Jack did not answer, he just smiled thinly then stroked Valey's hair for a moment and passed it.Jack's change of attitude made Valey freeze, a drop of tears fell.
"Jack's... Why?" shrewd Valey, Jack knew it, he closed his eyes .
"I'm sorry sweetie" Jack's inner self, he didn't mean to be cold to his sister, but Jack had to change he didn't want to look weak.
•••
The ceremony of Jack's appointment as King went smoothly. Now Jack has officially become King of the kingdom of Gerardious, replacing the previous King Bryan Gerard Friedrich who is none other than the father of Jacques himself.
After the appointment Jack returned to his room, Jack distanced himself from the people around. Jack has changed, no longer the figure of Jack warm to his family. It was as if his heart was gone together with his two parents.
Jack looked at the picture on the nightstand, his heart sore when he saw the beautiful smile on the faces of his parents.
"Why are you leaving so soon Mom.. Dad.." - Jack Pilu.
Jack took the photo and hugged tightly, crying out all the raging feelings inside him. From tomorrow he has to spend his day taking care of Pack and the kingdom he leads.
•••
VALEY SIDE
I looked out my window, enjoying the breath of fresh air that hit my face. This is my routine now. A shadow when I was a child was present. My brother and I ran in the park, and Mommy and Daddy were chasing us. It ended by lying on the grass with breath hunting from exhaustion, after which Mom and Dad would hug us and gently stroke our hair. They will say loving words from them. The pain in my heart was again present, as if a small needle kept piercing my heart. I could only smile and cry again, I was so cry. I cannot accept this harsh reality. My mate did not accept my presence and her death of both my parents was enough to ruin me.
"Why did you leave us Mom, Dad" I cried again, hugging my knees.
"Sister Jack changed mom," I held my chest, why it hurt so much. "sister Jack is cold now, he's untouchable. We need you - we miss you" My tears just keep pouring in. Why is everything so painful as if the universe doesn't want me to be happy in the least.
A month ago Jack's brother was appointed King to replace Daddy who was the previous King. After that, Jack changed. Jack's brother spends more time training, training, and training without me noticing. Brother Jack seems never satisfied with his fighting ability. No more brother Jack who is always there for me like before, no brother Jack who always smiled warmly to me, gave a new spirit, held me tight, and always, removing every wound and sorrow, wiping every drop of my tears. The figure of my brother Jack seemed lost to change Jack who was cold, cruel and untouchable. I miss my older sister, I need her, I need her so much.
"Oh Moon Goddess why my life is like this" my tears broke, my head felt so dizzy because I didn't stop crying either.
All this time I never once visited Mate to see me, even if just say hello and see my situation. How much she hates me, am I so bad in her eyes? My life feels so lonely, I have nothing in this world.
I kept confining myself here, befriending solitude and even darkness. Not a single speck of light came illuminating the darkness that slowly engulfed me. I have no hope at this time.
•••
JACK SIDE
"I'm sorry Sweety, I don't want to be next to you. I must be strong and respected so that the incident killed Dad and Mom does not repeat itself" said the man, a drop of tears fell, he was also fragile .
"I'll make sure the dark moon is wiped off the face of this earth!" then he went into his room. He stretched out his body that felt so tired.
•••
The atmosphere of the night was so silent, the night sky so beautifully decorated with stars and the moon that faithfully illuminated the darkness of the night. In a room, a man stared softly at the night sky.So many burdens were on his mind, starting from the state of the Kingdom and the Pack he led , until the fact that the bodies of the two people who never found. It all made her very depressed . Moreover, the condition of his twin that is getting worse also burdened his mind. He was dizzy, he was tired of constantly being tough behind his cold he had been all this time. He was tired of pretending to be okay like this. He was so fragile, his shoulders were not strong enough to withstand so much weight for him to carry.
His hands were pointed at the sky, as if he was reaching for the moon that was far above him. Longing is arousing, a feeling of longing for the figure of the parents he loves so much. The feeling became coincident with the pain that spread in his heart, when he remembered that the figure he longed for was gone,
"Why.why should our happiness be snatched away so soon.." said the man, who was none other than Jack. A drop of her tears fell down her cheeks, a feeling of longing mixed with the pain she felt so tormenting herself.
"Jack" said Serge.
Jack cleared his throat to answer the Wolf's words.
"Somehow I feel if Mom and Dad are alive to this day Jack" Serge said.
"I'm also Serge, they're still alive" said Jack, then he took a heavy breath and exhaled violently, he smiled and continued saying, "yes, they're alive, .. here" jack holds his chest "in our hearts. here." Jack pointed his head "in our minds" said Jack, the reason he is still very difficult to accept the fate that is in front of him at this time, the reality he must accept at this time.
"No Jack they're alive" Serge denied.
Jack smiled wryly at Serge's words, his tears falling again . This is Jack an Alpha and King who is notoriously strong, and cold. Behind the gallant he is outside, Jack is very fragile, Jack is like a thin glass that will be destroyed easily. Jack also has a heart, he can also feel the pain, the pain, the destruction when the person he loves is lost forever. Jack wiped the tears with the back of his hand, then stood up and walked out of the room. Jack went to his room to rest, his body was so tired, especially his mind which was equally tired. With a steady step and an aura of free-running leadership he walked up one by one the stairs to his room. Jack stopped his steps and turned around. Jack walked into the kitchen because his throat was so dry, thirst got over it. When he arrived at the kitchen Jack took a glass and poured water and drank the water to the toilet.
After his thirst was gone, Jack washed the glass he used earlier. But because Jack was so careless his forehead hit the wooden cabinet that was beside him when he turned around,
"Shit !" tell Jack "why there's a closet here" said Jack annoyed.
"Hahahahahaha... You blame the closet ?" Serge laughed amusedly.
"Of course, why did he stop me" said Jack annoyed and then kicked the closet strong enough to vent his frustration..
**BUGH!!
PRASANG**!
A glass jar fell on Jack 's head, then fell down causing the jar to rupture and the debris injured Jack's leg.
"Oh shit !" aspersons Jack.
"Haaahahahaha.triple shit'" Serge said in between his laughter, so silly as Jack. Fortunately, the kitchen and the maid's room were far enough away that no one was disturbed by the commotion caused by Jack's silliness.
"Shut up Serge! " snaps Jack annoyed because Serge had not stopped laughing.
"You're so careless. silly hahahaha" Serge laughed again, making Jack even more annoyed and fed up with the Wolf.
"Satisfied you're laughing at me huh" Jack said annoyedly.
"Ck. You always want to be angry" Serge replied in the rest of his laughter.
"Serge!! " jack yelled, Serge chuckled and decided on a mindlink, unwilling to deal with Jack.
Jack let out a rough sigh, neutralized his emotions and cleaned up the glass fragments earlier. Not to forget Jack also cleaned the blood on his legs, fortunately Jack was a Werewolf so the wound was perfectly covered without leaving a trace.
Jack returned to his room, climbing one by one the stairs to go up to his room. Upon reaching the top, Jack undoes his intention to enter the room when he sees the door of the room next to him. Jack turned towards the next room, which was none other than the sister's room. Carefully he entered Valey's room. When he entered the sister was asleep on the rangjanngnya, Jack approached his sister and raised Valey blanket to the chest, not forgetting to kiss the head of his beloved sister. It's her routine now, coming to Valey's room when the girl has fallen asleep, to just make sure her sister's okay.
"Have a nice dream Sweety.." - Jack, he looked closely at Valey's increasingly thin face, "Sorry.." - Jack again he was not next to his sister now, Jack avoids because he does not want his sister to know if he is very fragile, it does sound selfish but Jack still does not want Valey to think about it. Jack stood up and looked at the moving curtain from the outside wind. Jack shook his head, that's how Valey, the girl very often forgets to close the balcony door, Jack closes the door and closes the curtain and goes from there back to her room.
Jack cleaned his body first, then he came out using only knee-length cloth pants without clothes, well that's how Jack slept. Jack climbed into the bed and laid down his tired body. Jack stared at the family photo that was plastered in front of him.
"I Miss you Mom, Dad.. I miss Every Momment with you.. I miss Everything with you. "cloak Jack before he fell asleep in his dreams.
Connecting. .
