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Story: My Story is Not as Beautiful as Dusk

Dusk, one of God's most beautiful masterpieces to me. The light that gives a magical effect warms the soul. A beautiful portrait of the creation of the power. If my story could be as beautiful as twilight, warm and full of beautiful memories of thousands of meanings. What a power, my life story is not as beautiful as twilight. All I felt was cold and dark and destruction plastered in plain sight.

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The night wind haughtily unsheathed every tree he passed through. Flying leaves from helpless fragile branches. The quiet and quiet atmosphere of the night was dim in a small town on one of the big islands of Indonesia. There are no tall buildings, all you see is a straight road with tall trees still standing firmly on the edge of the road.

A sweet girl, with a jet-length black mane, looked straight out the window of her room. His mind raged, it felt like now his head would just break.

Clear liquid flowed profusely from both eyes with that brown netra. The sense of infinity he felt in the chest. He bit his tiny lips so that the sound of his sobbing could not be heard.

"Lord, may I give up."

The pain tormented him again. The girl picked something up on her desk. He began to hurt himself again, scraping his arm with the cutter knife he had taken earlier.

The usual thing he did when the tightness was back to torture him. Dividing the pain he felt on his innocent arm. There was no pain in his arms. Just a sense of relief because the sense of tightness was slightly eased.

He put down his cutter knife, took out a small tube and took a few pills inside the tube. It was only his savior, slowly drowsiness was overpowering. Slowly darkness fell on him, bringing him back to meet friends in his dream world.

A sweet smile rose adorning the girl's face. His breathing was regular, looking peaceful in his sleep.

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Meanwhile, on the other hand, a man stared fixedly at the pale face of his only son.

"Devian, wake up son. Papa misses you."

Three months his son was unconscious. The deadly accident that claimed the lives of his wife and beloved daughter made his life a mess. Luckily his eldest son survived the accident. However, her son has not woken up from a coma for the past three months.

He regretted every second that passed. There was never time for his family. There was never any warmth that he gave to his wife and two children. Until a fatal mistake takes everything. He had to lose the figure of a great wife who was always by his side, as well as a beautiful and chatty Princess who used to make him very sick.

Tears of regret flowed profusely from the two eyes of the man. Regret always comes one package with loss. He used to hate his chatty wife and the sickening whimper of the child.

"I'm sorry, papa" said the man.

The box contains family photos. His heart ached considering how evil he had been all along. He doesn't even deserve to be called a father.

"I'm the dumbest man in the world, I already have a great woman like you Livia" he said. Her tears broke, she felt so failed at being a husband.

"But I'm wasting you, not making you happy. I hurt you, I broke my promise, the promise I made when I confronted you."

Heavy rain fell on the earth, adding to the sad atmosphere created earlier. Look at the rain outside.

"Livia, you used to say that you like the rain. I remember how your sweet smile came out when it rained."

The man smiled wryly, his eyes implying a deep sense of longing. It was too late to realize that he could never live happily without the woman he loved Olivia Tanady.

Without the man noticing, his son was shedding tears.

"Pa, you should have realized that long before Mama was gone for good." - the inner child.

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A girl walks down the hallway of the class. He lowered his head, not wanting to look at the people around him. His legs continued to walk, until he subconsciously hit someone, who managed to make his body collapse.

"You okay?"

The brown netra stared towards the person who was in front of him at this moment. There was a boy with brown hair, and blue neutrals looking at him.

"Ah, sorry," said the girl.

The boy reached out his hand, helping the woman who had hit him earlier to stand up. Without further ado, he introduced himself.

"Devian son of Leonardo."

"Devita Refalina Hardity."

The unexpected encounter turns out to be one of God's ways to change the path of one's destiny. That's how Devita felt, her dark life changed after meeting the man named Devandi.

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Devita stared fixedly at the figura on the left side of her bed. A happy smile is clearly on the faces of the three people in the photo.

"Dad, mom why are you so selfish!"

Devita's tears flowed profusely, she hated her life. His family is devastated, his mother cheated on him as well as his father. Desas desus does not make it into daily food Devita. Slander spreads like a plague. People accused him of being an illegitimate child, people said he was nothing more than a stain.

Back Devita took some pills inside that small tube. He was tired of his world, at a young age he had to recognize depression. His mind is broken, his mind is sick, his physique is tired.

His house felt so cold, he felt his life in the dark. There was not a single light that illuminated his life.

Ting!

A message came in. Devita took her phone. His forehead creased as he read the message.

"Who is this?" inner Devita. He chose to read the message and did not reply. He put his phone back on the nightstand, trying to close his eyes.

The ring! The ring!

Now the incoming call is heard, and from the same phone number. Initially Devita tries to ignore him, but the longer he feels disturbed too. He also raised the incoming call.

"Hallo, this is Devian."

The voice immediately greeted him as he raised the call.

"Oh, can you stop calling. You're bothering me" said Devita.

"I'm sorry if I interrupt, I just want to say good night. Have a beautiful dream."

Tut!

Direct call is turned off unilaterally.

"Basic freak!" muttered Devita.

He turned off his phone and decided to go to sleep.

On the other hand, Devandi smiled. I don't know what he's thinking right now. The day he met Devita, he felt he had to approach her. He saw so many wounds from the girl's eyes.

"Devita, we're the same.. I promise I'll make you happy."

Devandi smiled remembering how he tried hard to find information about the girl. He finally got the girl's phone number.

Devandi stared out the window, looking at the dark night sky. The feeling of longing for the figure of the mother came back to her.

"Ma, happy there huh.. Devandi dear Mama,"

"Fina, be nice with Mama over there on deck, sister's fine here."

Devandi smiled bitterly. If only he had died that day. Maybe he doesn't have to feel this much.

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The morning sun welcomes every soul who has just woken up from a long rest. Warming every tired soul. But not with Devita, in the morning he was pensive. He looked out the window. His parents seem to be fighting.

"Dad, Mother.." - Devita.

He hates his life, hates everything. It should be on Sundays like this that he spends a whole day with his family. But what greeted him was only the dispute between his parents.

PRANGS!

PRANGS!

The sound of broken glass was clearly heard in his auditory senses. Devita cried as she pleased, closing both her ears.

"Lord, just kill me! I'm tired of God!"

Devita was crying bitterly, feeling an increasingly agonizing tightness. He was so tired, he kept crying until drowsiness overpowered him. Darkness also brought him to sleep peacefully into the dream world.

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Devandi walked down the streets looking empty. He decided to go out, just breathe fresh air. He loved this small town. No pollution hurts the lungs.

The wind blew against that perfectly sculpted handsome face. Seemed around people looking at her in awe. He smiled trying to be friendly.

"Borneo is not as bad as people say," Devandi murmured.

He feels so comfortable here, friendly people. Comfortable fresh air, no congestion, quiet streets with trees on the side of the road.

Devano continued walking, until his blue net caught a figure he recognized. A smile rises on his face. He hastened his steps.

"Senja, the most beautiful gift of God."

I felt the girl look to the side. Instantly his eyes were wide.

"Hey, I'm a human not a demon!"

"You again."

"Only Vit?"

"Hm."

Devandi sat down next to the girl. At his sight the girl was back to daydreaming.

"If you have a story problem, Vit."

Devita said, "Who are you, don't get close to me!"

The girl was about to leave, but Devandi first pulled her.

Devandi hugged the girl tightly.

"Let go!"

"Tell stories or I'll kiss you right now!"

"You're crazy!"

"Alright if you want me to kiss you," Devandi smiled ignorantly.

"Let go! I'll tell you a story!"

Devandi released her embrace, looking at Devita's face flushed red. Devandi looked around, and chuckled softly. They both became the center of attention.

Devandi pulls Devita's hand, takes the girl away to her bike. They went from there, not knowing where Devandi would take Devita away. For sure he will make the girl smile today.

Devandi drove his motorbike down a deserted highway. He took the girl to a quiet place on the river bank.

"Don't worry I don't have any evil intentions."

Devandi takes Devita to a bridge that looks lonely. Beautiful view over there. A wide river, trees on the right and left. The bridge in yellow looks so beautiful. Plus the breeze that makes anyone who visits is made comfortable.

"Take it all off here, yell as loud as you want to clear up all the distracting claustrophobic feelings."

Devita looked at the man beside her. The man stared straight ahead, drawing the wind that hit his face.

"I HATE MY DESTINY! I HATE MY LIFE!" shout Devian. Makes Devita gasp.

"LORD! WHY DID YOU TAKE EVERYTHING!"

Devandi shouted back, looking like the man was crying. Wait, crying?

Devita looked at the other side of the man, the man looked so fragile. That guy is just like him.

"DADDY ! MOTHER WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH! WHY ARE YOU BAD!" Shouted Devita, he also wanted to vent all his wheezing.

Devandi smiled, the girl finally collapsed as well.

Devita kept screaming and yelling at everything she had been craving all this time. He cried awkwardly, but his sense of tightness was reduced.

Devandi hugs the poor girl, giving Devita warmth. There was no rejection from the girl. He cried in Devian's arms, venting the pain, and the disappointment he felt.

"We are both from broken families" Devandi murmured.

"But you can't be weak, from now on you have me. Don't hold everything yourself...

...the day we met, I knew if our fates were the same. Cry, get it all out."

Dusk be a silent witness to his story of the two of them.

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Since that day they were getting closer, Devita was made comfortable with Devandi's warm attitude. He felt there was a glimmer of hope at this moment. There was a speck of light that illuminated the darkness of his life. Devandi is like the morning sun that warms his soul.

I don't know when his feelings changed. Devita felt that she fell in love with Devian. He loved that man.

However, their story was not as smooth as expected. It turns out that Devita's love is just clapping one hand. Devandi considers her nothing more than a sister.

"Vita, thank you for being with Gina" said Devandi with a happy face.

Devita smiled bitterly.

"Silver heal my wounds, but big brother gives me bigger wounds" inner Devita.

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"Vita!"

Feeling her name on the call, the girl turned to the source of the voice. Seen from a distance a handsome man with white skin that contrasts with the black shirt he is wearing.

Good looking...

Anyone who saw him could not resist if the man was very handsome. His tall body, pure white skin, thick brown hair, pliable eyelashes and thick eyebrows framed the beautiful blue net of the sea he had. It was perfect, but his heart had to feel pain when he saw a beautiful woman beside the man.

"Hi Dev," Devita smiled sweetly. Covering the true wound in his poor heart.

"Only Vit?" The man walked over to Devita.

"Yes, as you can see Dev."

Devita laughed crisply, actually more to laugh at him.

"It's a long time to be single." Devandi laughed crisply. I don't know it makes Devita's heart feel more pain.

"Oh yes, Vita, this is Nadine."

"Hi Nadine, Devita."

"Nadine, Devandi's fiancee" said a woman named Nadine.

Devita smiled wryly, what is this news? He doesn't even know if Devandi is engaged. Devita wants to cry right now.

"Ah yes, Dev I am first. I forgot I had a promise with Tyaras."

"Yes, I want to go again, too. Oh, and Vita." Devandi smiled sweetly.

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Devita cried as much as she could, unable to endure the pain that continued to torment her. Slowly his life returned to what it used to be. It was dark, and it fell back into the abyss of depression.

Devita is really living her own life like she used to. There is no more Devandi in his life. The man went somewhere. Even that man no longer contacted her.

Devita pensively stared at the computer screen in front of her with a blank look. He lives alone now, from the day he meets Devandi for the last time, he decides to get out of the house.

"Vit, eat yuk!"

"Ty first, you want to finish the script first," Shouted Devita.

Tyaras shook his head, knowing that his best friend was not okay. For a few days the girl had eaten nothing. Tyaras was worried about his friend's condition. Moreover, Devita's body weight is increasingly declining.

"Vit, I don't know how to touch your soul," inner Tyaras.

Devita now lives with half her lost soul. That girl is getting sadder every day.

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Tyaras looked so panicked, he was confused as to how this time was. How not, when he came home he found Devita lying weak with a deathly pale face. Blood came out of the girl's nose.

Tyaras frantically shouted for help, sending people into a frenzy.

"Please save my best friend!" shouted Tyaras, the girl was crying as she pleased.

People also carry Devita's weak body, immediately bring the poor girl to the hospital. Meanwhile Tyaras tries to contact Devita's parents, but the reaction he gets really makes him surprised.

"Let it be, he is often like that. Call me if you need money for the child's medical expenses."

Tyaras' heart felt so painful hearing the words of the Devita people. It's not as important as Devita's to her parents. Tyaras' crying broke, he did not expect if his best friend was really poor.

"Hallo, Dev's brother Tyaras.. Devita's now in the hospital.."

It didn't take long thirty minutes then Devian came in a hurry. Tyaras slightly gasped at Devian's messy-looking appearance.

"Why does Vita get sick like this?"

Tyaras told me everything, there seemed to be regret on Devandi's face. I don't know what's going on, but Tyaras is confused by these two guys, Devita... And Devandi...

As long as Devita is in the care Devandi is always on Devita's side. Tyaras smiled looking at the two people from outside.

"Love each other, but have no intention of being together."

Tyaras looked back. He looks like a man he doesn't know.

"You're Devita's best friend, right? I'm Daniel, Devandi's best friend."

"Yes I'm Devita's best friend, Tyaras."

Daniel told me everything.

"The two love each other but have no intention of being together..."

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A year passed after the various dramas that happened Devita and Devandi finally united. Now they are lovers. However, distance should be their barrier this time around.

"Sister, miss."

Devita thaws, staring at the handsome face of the man on her phone screen.

"Sister also misses dear," said Devandi. He looked very nervous with Devita's face. This lover is so adorable.

"Later if you have finished work here brother there yes, bring papa to propose to you. Wait for my sister, baby."

Devita blushed, she was very happy to hear the words of her lover. He feels his life is beautiful, he feels so lucky to have Devandi who accepts all his flaws.

"I love you" said Devita.

"I love you more."

Devita continues to wait for Devandi who is working on the opposite island. He spent his days at home. Waiting for the news that is sometimes very difficult for him to get. But he was sure if Devandi would come to edit him soon.

Given that her heart warmed up again, a happy hue adorned her beautiful face. Devita imagines a day where she will be Leonardo's mistress.

There is no suspicion of the heart. Devita is sure Devian will be loyal to her there. He had his day full of spirit. He works hard to earn money, so that he and Devian can get married soon.

Devita typed a message for her heart.

"Sir miss, brother where?"

But the reply from the message really made him shocked.

"Sorry who?"

There was pain in Devita's heart when she read the message.

"Sister, this is Devita."

"Devita who? This is Devian's future wife's daughter."

Devita's tears fell as soon as she read the message. Her heart broke, it hurt so much.

"No, don't joke!"

Seen several photos sent, Devita's heart was broken right then and there. Devian hugged a girl.

"Please don't bother my future husband anymore!"

"Hey! Don't confess! The one who's his future wife is me!" Devita typed with tears that were rushing.he did not accept.

"really? You know me and the man you said the future husband was already in a husband-and-wife relationship."

Again, the pain came. But this time it hurt a lot more than before. Devita could no longer read the next message. His world was crumbling, his heart was destroyed.

Devita is no longer strong to live her life, she used up the pill in a small tube that she used to consume. He cried until the darkness hit him.

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A week passed, a week Devita was unconscious. Tyaras cried to see the condition of his friend.

"Vita, wake up," said Tyaras Pilu.

Only Tyaras Vita has, Devita's parents do not even care a little about the condition of the child.

Slowly Devita's eyes began to blink, the girl began to wake up from her long sleep. Tyaras who realized immediately crying haru. He hugged his friend tightly.

"God thank you."

Tyaras immediately called the doctor. He wants his best friend to be healed soon.not only his physical pain, his mental friend is also sick.

Slowly Devita's state improved, but there was no more twinkle in the girl's eyes. His look was empty. Even Devita was reluctant to talk.

"Ty, can you leave me alone?" for the first time Devita wants to talk.

Tyaras looked reluctant, but Devita stared at him as if talking if he would be fine.

Devita picks up the cell phone typing the description of the word she wants to convey to someone. Write every word he wants to say. Long enough, until finally he sent his writing it was someone's pepper.

Devita walked, entering a room with little light.

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"DAVITA!!"

"DEVITA BAGUN NAK!!"

"VITA!!"

A woman crying bitterly saw the deathly pale face of a girl lying limp.

"VITA FORGIVE MOM SON!"

The cry of regret sounded so heartbreaking, beside the woman appeared a man who also cried to see their now lifeless son.

People were crying in the funeral home, not least the man who had just arrived. Even if he cried blind, he could not bring the girl back to life.

"Devita!"

Her heart ached as she read back the message that the girl sent some time ago.

"Sister, I miss brother..

I miss the time when we were living the story together. Living happily with infinite compassion. Remember our dream, our dream to get married this year?

Sis, I look forward to your coming here, bringing your parents. And said, if you're going to question me.

Just imagine that I am so happy. A smile never fades when you remember what you say. Sis, my love is sincere to you, my love is pure because it wants to be with you. I want to be your companion, serve you.

Sis, I want to be the first person you see when you wake up from your sleep. I want to be the only one to accompany you until dusk. I want to be your only love, grow old with you and continue to accompany you to our final resting place.

Sis, I don't know how to describe my feelings anymore. You're the only one who understands me. Know all my shortcomings, accept all my bad. You complement my life, my sunshine. You're the light that comes when a long darkness hits me.

Sis, may I hate God, may I hate my life! I hate my fate!..

Sis I love you sincerely, but why am I in staying sis? Why did I betray you, brother?

I'm waiting for you here.. I'm loyal, I don't even go anywhere for your sake, brother, to keep your feelings.

Why am I hurt, why do people I love so much hurt me. It's easy for you to tell me I don't deserve to be with you. Brother, is my fault, brother? What am I lacking, brother?

Is my love not enough to have you? I realize this distance is boring you. I'm sorry to be away from you, brother..

Forgive me for never being able to accompany you, but I always try to give my whole life for you.

Sis, I always look up at the sky when I miss you, I always look at the twilight that bears witness to our beautiful story. If this pain does not end.. Now is the time to end it all..

I'm going to go brother,

I'm sorry I was too hopeful to have you..

My love is only for you, though,..

I love you my sunshine

I love you so much

By: Yours

Now that it's all over, regret comes one package with loss.

Devita, that poor girl no longer feels the pain of life..

***What do you think of this story?

Is it good to continue or not?

better to make sad Ending or Happy Ending?

please have your opinion yes 🙏***