My Beloved's Choice Woman

Cake, Lilie Pamit

Tears were unceasingly flowing, not even rarely did Veron cry hysterically in front of the door of Hanif's room.

Veron's eyes never separated from Hanif who was already in the incentive room. He looked at the small glass on the door, looking at Hanif who was lying weakly on the hospital bed.

"Miss, Great Lord will be fine." Entertain Zico who saw Veron's crying reaction.

"okay? Didn't you see grandpa holding his chest? Tell Zico, does Grandpa have a heart attack?!"

"Excuse me," the white-clothed man hurriedly entered Hanif's room.

"Yes" said Zico slowly.

Veron's tears again flowed profusely after hearing Zico's words. He saw again Hanif who is now in the heart pump. Veron couldn't see any more. His body slumped, rumbling, crammed down at the door.

"Miss," said Zico's panic. Slowly Zico asked Veron to sit on the chair.

"Mr Hanif will be fine. Miss has to be sure."

Veron sobbed in his place, his heart ached, fragile with chaotic thoughts. Veron closed his mouth, so that his cries did not get broken.

"Ziko."

"Boss."

"What's going on?"

"So....Mr. Hanif is sick after opening the map."

"Map what?"

"I was panicking too much. I haven't checked it."

Zello snorted in annoyance, himself heading towards Hanif's room, looking at his state from the outside.

Almost ten minutes Hanif was already in the doctor's care. It is seen from the outside that the doctor ended his first aid. Then the nurse gave him an injection and put an oxygen hose out of his nose.

Zello let out a sigh of relief, Hanif is fine.

Not long after that the middle aged male doctor came out of Hanif's room. "Dok, my grandpa's fine, right?"

"The heart disease was never read, but once a relapse can be fatal as a result. I hope that his family will be able to see things next time and take care of him, so that Mr. Hanif doesn't come back."

"Now how's it going, Doc?"

"He had just passed through a critical period. Let him rest here for a few days. In this condition of recovery will actually be very sensitive and dangerous. Please be guarded very tightly!!"

"Alright, Doc. Thank you." Thank you."

After the exit of the doctor followed by the nurse, "please if you want to see his condition. But just one person. "

"All right, Sus."

Zello quickly saw Hanif inside. A weak face lay on the bed. But Zello is very grateful that his grandfather has passed through a critical period. Now it's just waiting for his grandfather to be human.

Satisfied to see Hanif, Zello exited the room.

"Zico-" Zello hangs up. Being too anxious with Hanif himself to not notice Veron who was sitting sobbing in the long chair.

"Ready, Boss."

"Go back to the office! I'll be here a minute."

"Good."

Zico passed by from there, obeying his boss's words.

Zello's gaze was directed again to Veron. His wife's messy face looked appalling.

With small steps Zello towards Veron sat down. Veron looked up, revealing a messy face with his puffy face.

"Grandfather is fine."

Veron nodded with a faint smile, wiping away his remaining tears. Veron's sitting distance with the door of Hanif's room close makes Veron know the state of Hanif because he can clearly hear the doctor's speech.

"You don't want to see grandpa?"

"could that? I made Grandpa sick."

"meaning?"

"Grandfather knows my mass."

"What?" Zello. For a moment he rubbed his face rough.

"Because I'm grandfather in the hospital.,"

"How can you?" say annoyed Zello.

"So someone sent me an indecent photo. And there's a story about my job first."

Zello breathed in frustration, not knowing what he would say to Hanif when he opened his eyes later.

Zello stared at Veron for a moment, Veron's messy face making himself a little slurred.

"I guess as long as Grandpa doesn't realize you can see it."

"really?" ask Veron. He was happy, but felt inappropriate. He was still sitting with a confused face.

After a few minutes Veron dared to stand up from his seat. Stepping slowly into the Hanif room.

Veron stood beside Hanif's bed, staring at the beloved man who was his role model. His weakly lying body did not reduce his aura of compassion.

"Grandfather me" Wanted to say sorry and explain everything. But the doctor's words made him disengage.

Recovery is more sensitive than others. If he is wrong, I don't know what will happen.

Although Hanif is unconscious, Veron is afraid that his subconscious can respond and even endanger Hanif's health again.

'Besides, what am I going to explain. Do I have to say my mass is a woman of the night?'

'This is not what I want, Cake. I seemed to just enter into a relationship, which unfortunately I entered by bringing great disgrace to Grandpa's family. I wish I could refuse that relationship any further. Maybe this will never happen. But it wasn't my fault either, was it, Cake? Only a fool would refuse a tempting offer. How could I not be tempted to enjoy all the affection, family warmth, and also a relationship.'

'I'm shameless indeed, Cake. With such a great disgrace I could still stand here.'

Veron sighed, not making that sound much nicer. Because not necessarily Grandpa wants to hear his voice.

Veron stared intensely at his old man, who then stepped small to get out.

Outside Hanif's room, Veron immediately finds Zello who is still in the same place.

"Would you like to go home?" ask Zello.

Veron. Mind fucked. His heart is broken. Maybe it was like the broken heart of the old man who was now lying weakly there. Veron was sure that he had made Hanif very disappointed and also felt very sick. Like to Zello a while ago. If with Zello he is still able to meet. But he is still able to meet with people he already considers his own parents. While he had accidentally put wounds and dirt on him.

"Why?" tanya Zello saw Veron's worried face.

"It's okay. I'm just still in shock."

"I've called Dahlia here to accompany you."

After Dahlia, Zello returns home. Investigating and wanting to throw away the rest of the photo. After Zello's house finds a photo in the garbage can. Soon Zello burned it. Zello doesn't want Hanif to still think about Veron's past.

Who sent it? Rossa's?

'And Grandpa?Can grandfather accept Lilie?'

Just as Zello is devastated to receive Lilie, confirming Veron's remark that Zein's death was only from the side of Dave-side.

But now? Will his marriage run aground because Hanif is unwilling to accept his wife's past?

***

Until nightfall, Hanif's situation was still the same. Unconscious. Makes Veron nervous.

"Zello, how's Grandpa?" said impatient Veron.

It's been ten minutes since the doctor checked on Hanif. But it's not finished yet.

"Look down, the doctor checked it out."

The opening of the door to Hanif's room makes Veron and Zello go straight to the doctor at the door.

"Let's get my room!"

With anxiety Veron and Zello come to the room dr. Copyrighted.

"Come sit down!"

"Why, Doc?" ask Zello directly.

"Nothing serious. From psychology I got a little. It is natural, under his consciousness, Mr. Hanif chose to dampen his emotions rather than open his eyes. Because maybe he realized, it was the closest person who made himself hurt or shocked. When he's ready, he'll be sure. We will wait for its development until two days later. Just gonna be given a further check."

"Alright, Doc. I say thank you. At least I'm calm now."

"Thank God. Don't make him shocked again!"

"All right, Doc."

Unlike Zello who was starting to calm down, Veron looked gloomy. 'Grandfather is reluctant to open his eyes because of me'

***

'Grandpa, now I still dare to stand here because Grandpa is still closed. Say, Cake? Do I have to be happy to see that grandpa, because if you open your eyes, Lilie is not ready to sit down with you. After all, Lilie was afraid of not being accepted by Grandpa anymore. Say, Cake! Lilie should stay or how, Lilie .. will grant Grandpa.' Veron swallowed his saliva.

'Open your eyes, Cake. Say!' Veron squeezes his own fingers.

Sad, anxious and afraid. Veron's helpless tears, Hanif's angry shadow will make him restless and afraid. But Veron couldn't see Hanif lying in a hospital bed.

Even to hold Hanif alone Veron now needs permission first. He was dirty, always that was what Veron had in mind. Every visit to Hanif's room, Veron simply stared without daring to do anything to Hanif.

If Veron had that bravery, Veron would have wanted to touch Hanif's hand, grasping it gently.

Veron's eyes were round, seeing a slight movement of Hanif's hands. Veron gave thanks. Hanif's eyelids twitched, as if they were ready to open their eyes.

Veron's chest is pounding, the pleasure is mixed. Veron's gaze was also fixed on Zello who was outside the room.

Veron quickly walked out of the room. "Zello, Grandpa.... "

"Why?"

"It's a fucking kiss."

Zello was thrilled, immediately entering to see Hanif, soon followed by a doctor who came and examined Hanif.

Veron was agitated, himself walking back and forth in front of the door. Opening the door, the doctor came out and then Zello.

Zello looked at her with a gaze that Veron could not understand. Veron could only return the same gaze. Veron was worried, wanting to see Hanif, but he was too scared. After a long time Zello looked at Veron, nothing came out of Zello's lips.

'What, grandfather didn't ask me?' I think Veron wants to say that word. Although Zello's silence has represented all.

"Grandfather should rest first" Zello finally said. Veron nodded again. Just to see Hanif from the glass alone Veron did not dare.

With heavy steps Veron sat in the waiting room. Which was then followed by Zello who sat there. Surprisingly, Zello fell silent. Makes Veron continue to be prejudiced.

*****

Two days Hanif made his recovery in the hospital, he healed Hanif making Veron not dare to come to him again. No one asked where Hanif should be Veron was aware of and knew what to conclude. But his selfishness denied all that.

The recovery of Hanif made Hanif brought home. And went straight into his room. Without a care there were many servants who already wanted to greet him. While Veron chose to lock himself in the room.

Until the third day Veron continued to be in his room, Veron did not want him who was in the scope of the house to make Hanif uncomfortable.

But Veron couldn't go on like that either. Towards dinner, after gathering much of her courage and ego, Veron was already sitting at the dinner table. Veron missed eating with them.

Veron's heart hurt, his presence at the dinner table as if not accepted at all. Zello was silent. Hanif will not join.

Early, the housekeeper deftly picked up an empty plate and put some side dishes on it. Put it on a tray and don't forget the water and take the tray away.

"Don't think! Let's eat!" zello.

Veron's tears didn't feel like they were seeping, flowing fast on his thin cheeks.

****

After the incident, Veron chose to continue in the room, from morning to night and turned back to morning.

There was nothing Veron could do, except just keep quiet in the room with his mind raging.

A few incoming messages blew his daydream. He hadn't played that flat object in a long time. Lazily retrieved the phone lying on the nightstand.

***

"Lilie, what are you doing?"

The movement of Veron's hand that was putting clothes into the suitcase stopped. She looked up, looking at her husband who felt these few days began to warm up. To just melt the atmosphere or just entertain him. I don't know,

"Grandfather doesn't expect me here anymore" Lilie said.

"Grandpa just needs time" said Zello.

"I don't want to impose my own will, Zello."

"Hold on!"

"Already, Zello. I'mtired. Please, don't stop me!"

Veron quickly closed the suitcase.

"Lie."

'Selfish and shameless. A woman with a background like me I think that's enough to move on with life. Keep trying to be selfish, even if ignored. Not knowing the shame continues to survive without reflecting who this self is. Hope all will be destroyed and back I have.'

'But like punishment to me, my mass will continue to cling, not willing me to get my wish, my happiness. Or maybe, will never allow me to get happiness.'

'Grandfather, Lilie Pamit.'