My Beloved's Choice Woman

Lara's Grief

Luckily, Dahlia came home after dropping off Veron. If not, I don't know what Dahlia's thinking.

No friends, no shoulders to lean on. Veron was worried about where he was going. Not only the head, the body feels very tired.

Veron, who had been walking unconsciously, was already on the side of the road. And lucky to have an empty taxi passing by.

With a small wave of taxi immediately stop giving place to Veron.

"Where are you going, Non?"

"Just walk first, sir."

I don't know how long Veron's been in a taxi. The driver did not ask for his purpose anymore. Veron looked at the left side of the right that he did not know where.

"Where is this, sir?"

"Still in town, Miss. Because Miss didn't specify my destination just revolving around the capital."

Veron fell silent, thinking.

"Sir, is there a place for yourself. It means a quiet place.... "

"The lonely? It's in Miss' grave."

Veron was stunned in disbelief. Didn't the driver know he was frustrated to the point of throwing a joke like that.

"Sorry, Miss. Don't be mad!"

Veron refused to answer. He cannot joke himself. In his mind there was only sadness.

Veron leaned his body fully back. It's like it doesn't matter where the taxi goes. Empty look. Veron occasionally wiped away tears with the back of his hand.

Almost half an hour passed, the taxi stopped at a lake. Veron, who was aware of the taxi stop, looked outside with a bland look.

The taxi door. Beautiful panorama even at noon. Maybe because of the cloud. A slight breeze comforted his heart that was in the midst of chaos.

"Miss, do you want to wait or stay?"

"Mm, wait a minute, sir. Will come home later or not I will still pay you more."

"Ready, Non."

Veron gave a small nod and passed away from the taxi. The road is closer to the artificial lake. Not a lonely place, because it turns out many people visit that place. Even so the lush trees on the left right side and the existence of an artificial lake make this place suitable to reduce fatigue.

Veron sat down hugging his knees. The shameless and self-conscious shadow of his identity continued to shadow him, pleading, explaining to Zello to understand him.

Veron laughed a little. Laughing at himself was not only cheap but also shameless. How can a woman like herself still have the face to ask to stay in that big house, to be part of the family that she has lied to.

Veron held his chest tight. The shadow of her who would live alone frightened her. As a child, he was alone. Without knowing whose family, where. He must now live alone again.

If Zello had not offered love, it might not have been this painful.

If Zello had not offered love, there would have been no such destruction. His self-destruction with the Hanif family, including with Zello, would never feel lied to due to his status that was only an outsider. That way they stay close even if there is no family connection.

"You're wrong, Zello, open me!!! You are a sly. You are evil. You begged to get your love back, but you easily told me to go."

"ABRUE ...." Veron's empty hand greedily picked up the many pebbles in his grasp. Throw it deep into the lake. Take another throw again take another throw again until he is tired.

***

After she starts to improve, Veron heads to Anita's boutique. At least he'll be much better later from there. It was impossible for him to come home in such a state of chaos. What reason would he give to Hanif. To avoid it Veron wants to unwind and miss by visiting Anita. He was the only friend there was. Anita also does not know her true self. If Anita had known, she would probably be the same as Zello who yelled at her as a liar.

"Gosh, Lilie. Where have you been?" anita Cecar. Ignoring Anita's question, she immediately sat down next to Anita.

Anita puts pressure on Veron's shoulder until they face each other.

"Is there a problem?"

Veron nodded. A look at the woman before him.

"Tell me, what's wrong? Who knows it could reduce your burden."

Veron's little slingshot made Anita sigh. "Yes, there's no need to talk now. You're gonna need some time."

Anita stared intensely at Veron's look. The woman who always smiled sweetly for the first time saw the sad face of her best friend.

"Eat ya?!"

"Yes" said Veron.

Anita was a little confused to see such Veron. Is it so complicated the problem. Terka Anita's.

Veron looks like a concerned person. There is no long answer for every time he asks a question. The food that was in front of his eyes was just stirred up without a spoon entering his mouth.

Veron who was in Anita's room was still in her blank stare. Flashback together with Zello and his family always passing makes Veron increasingly drifting in his grief now.

The dried up eyes began to wet again. Veron bit his lips, tried to hold his sob, trying not to shed any more tears.

Veron's daydreams are up when Anita's door opens. With Anita's head and slowly followed by her body.

"It looks like I've been here too long" Veron said. Veron stared at the food in front of him. He sighed, his appetite gone. Even though he was hungry.

"I'd like to eat at home, Nit" Veron said.

"Yes, no problem. That's even good," said Anita softly. "Later if you'd better talk to me! Don't hold it yourself! Ok!"

Veron nodded, which was followed by a small, thin smile on his lips.

"I'm home." Veron stood up and immediately received a warm hug from Anita.

"Good on the way."

***

At three o'clock, Veron arrived at Hanif's residence. Coincidentally Hanif who seems to have been routine with so many hours has been sitting in the family room.

"Grandfather" said Veron as he reached the living room.

"Honey," said Hanif with his trademark smile. "Where, Zello?"

"It just so happens that Lilie was out of the office already earlier, Kek. Because Lilie had been to the boutique, she had not visited my friend there for a long time. Mm, maybe Zello will be home soon" Veron said after seeing the watch in his hand.

"Oh, okay."

"Sir, Lilie's hungry. It doesn't matter if Lilie eats first."

"Hahaha tumben once."

"Yes, Cake. Lilie's appetite is good. Lilie to the kitchen first huh, Cake. Oya does Grandpa want to eat too?"

"No. Grandpa is still full. Eat up!"

"Good, Cake." Veron headed for the kitchen. Take the rice side dish and bring it to the dining table. 'I'll miss the chef's cooking here later'

Veron stuffed the rice into his mouth with a bitter feeling. Everyone in Hanif's house will be a memory later.

After the meal, Veron washes his dishes and then switches to preparing the fruit for Hanif. Cut the apples into pieces. Ahhhhh. Not careful Veron made his finger wound scratched the knife. Fresh blood came out of his finger. He quickly cleaned and gave the wound plaster.

***

The piece of fruit that Veron was ready to put on the family room table. Hanif happily ate the fruit provided by Veron. Although Hanif actually did not want to eat fruit. But Veron's caring form and warm attitude made Hanif give a warm welcome as well.

"Lilie, before you worked at the boutique. Where do you work?"

"Mm, I work... "

"Working in a club, Cake." Cut Zello. He who is strong looks not far from them. Stepping wide with a flat face.

Veron was surprised by what Zello said. Veron turned to look at Hanif who put on a face that Veron could not understand.

"As.. waittres." Connect Zello.

For a moment Veron was fixated on what he heard and saw. Veron no longer knew her husband. And what does Zello mean? Do you want to say her true self slowly to grandfather?! Terka Veron's.

"Grandfather, sorry Lilie didn't tell you about the job. That's a bad job. Lilie was afraid that grandfather's health would be compromised."

Seen as Hanif's breath. Smile very warmly. "That's the past. What matters now is that you are part of the Hanif family. You don't lack the money to have to work anymore, especially working in a place like that."

"Thank you, Cake."

"Zello to the room first, Cake." Sela Zello's. Stepping past Veron nonchalantly.

"Company Zello to his room, son."

"Yes, Cake." Veron quickly caught up with her husband who had been rung the stairs. Sprinting Zello's steps, observing his cold-turned face.

Veron who was already in the room immediately sat on the bed. Watching the Zello movement. They are really sad about their relationship right now. Yesterday was not only their love blossomed and not long ago expressed. But quickly everything changed.

Zello himself though consciously continued to be observed his wife chose indifferently. His disappointed heart incised a gaping wound.

Brakkk's. Rough closing of the bathroom door. She's fed up. Veron's constantly visible face reminded him of his cunning. Of love? His love was covered in disappointment and anger. Zello turns on the shower, without setting it to a warm temperature. Bathed in cold water, hoping to relieve his emotions. Do not let his emotions overflow when he is at home. It's not going to be good for Grandpa.

Under the water, Zello thought of the right sentence for Hanif to agree that he would release Veron.