
Where did you come from, son, last night did not come home.” asked Mr. Abi who saw his daughter coming home in the morning. Inara leaves Sean's apartment while the man is still asleep. Inara was unable to close her eyes after cleaning up earlier because she thought of Sean. While the man fell asleep without saying a word until the sun began to rise from the contest.
“Do not know the rules.” half-mom Inara's pouty pouting bread with strawberry jam.
Inara broke guard over her stepmother's mouth as sharp as a sword. He did not answer and just went to the room to prepare for campus.
Inara throws her bag on the bed and lays her body on the bed with both legs dangling down. His eyes looked at the ceiling of the room he had occupied for a year. A clear thread finally flowed from both corners of his eyes as he closed his eyes.
“Akhhhh.” cried Inara as Sean's face again flashed in his mind.
“Aware Inara is aware she is not your lover you guys have nothing to do except a mutually beneficial relationship.” Inara tried to advise herself not to expect more.
While in the room of an apartment Sean had just opened his eyes. His gaze circulated to every corner looking for the figure he was looking for. But the side of the bed feels cold, which means Inara left a long time ago. When he went downstairs to get some drinking water he found a note stuck to the refrigerator door.
“Sorry I went home without saying goodbye, Inara.” that's how it was written from a piece of paper written by Inara. Sean squeezed the paper and threw it in the trash.
Thirty minutes passed and Inara was ready to go to college. Suddenly a notification from the bank account tells a number of transfers into Inara's account. It was money sent by Sean.
“Belanjalah.” one word that Sean sent to Inara.
The girl sat herself on the edge of the bed as she finished reading the message Sean sent. His hand squeezed the phone that was still in his grasp. Somehow his chest throbbed in pain as Sean rewarded himself with a nominal amount. Isn't it true that she was a baby sugar who sold her body to a daddy sugar to get it then why did she have to be this sick.
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A week later
Inara tried not to think about Sean by busying herself. It was late in the afternoon but Inara was still in the library. Favorite place to complete the tasks of the lecturer. Lying if he does not miss his sugar daddy but he tries to fortify himself not to fall too deep with his feelings.
“Woy.” Mila patted both of Inara's shoulders from behind. It made the girl surprised.
“Aish you this.” Inara pinched her lips because of Mila's nosy behavior.
“Perpus mulu perpus mulu ngapa ngapa.” Inara doesn't care about Mila's babbling. The girl continued to read and write in her notebook.
“Ayolah.” all books that are on the table are cleared by Mila without Inara's consent.
“Good.” Inara was only able to resign and obey Mila's invitation because she needed to refresh herself.
Finally they went to a cafe they used to go to. They also ordered their favorite coffee. If Inara likes caffe latex with less sugar then Mila prefers Moccacino brown sugar.
“Inara.” call Mila.
“Why?” inara looked at Mila.
“Ke Club yuk.” invite Mila.
“There must be another problem so go to the club nih kabak.” Inara murmured in the heart.
“Why else?” ask Inara.
“Custom. Want to go to the club tonight?” ask back Mila.
“Ehm.” Inara seemed to think there was no harm in her going there. At least he could take a moment not to think about Sean.
“Good. You pick me up or I take the car?”
“Yess, I picked you up. Okay.” Mila gave two thumbs up with an excited smile. Inara nodded in agreement to Mila's words.
Dragonfly discos one of the nightclubs located in Gatot Subroto area, South Jakarta. Always crowded and never once deserted. The club is open from 21:00 to 04:00 in the morning.
When opening the door the music DJ echoed in every corner of the room. Mila felt hypnotized her body began to sway following the music. Inara shook her head at the manner of her best friend.
“Come down to the dance floor.” Inara pulls Mila's hand and invites the girl to sit down first.
“Now stories have problems what?” ask Inara to the point.
“You are indeed the best friend.” Mila pinched Inara's cheek and wiggled it making the girl complain of pain as the pinch came off.
“I will be the best listener, quickly tell.” said Inara then ordered a drink on the bartender.
Mila exhaled violently her mind started to reopen the memory pieces a few days ago. Where her sugar daddy wants to end their relationship. Mila and Inara alike, both fall in love with their sugar daddy.
“Kok can?” Don't his wife know about your forbidden relationship? Continue like in the drama - drama you must be grabbed by his wife, right?” Inara is quite surprised by the breakdown of Mila's relationship but one that is sure this kind of relationship sooner or later will definitely be discovered too.
“Traditional. She single tau.”
“Serious you. She's old virgin dong.” guess Inara while laughing.
“Hush you this he is mature not old.The age is still 30s.” refute Mila who does not accept daddy sugar is said to be old by her best friend.
“Samely oneng.” Mila was silent for a moment her gaze began to blankly look straight ahead.
Inara saw there was sadness implied on the face that is usually always cheerful. A face that could always hide her sadness behind the smile she always showed.
“Drink, maybe this can reduce a little bit of your heart's sadness.” Inara gives a glass of alcoholic drink to Mila. The girl hugged Inara after finishing the drink to the toilet.
“Thank you.” the clear bulir that Mila was holding finally came out from both corners of her eyes. And Inara saw that.
“Let’s dance baby.” invite Mila after removing the tears that had wet her cheeks.
“You first.” said Inara refused Mila's invitation.
He didn't want to dance for some reason in his mind there were only Sean,Sean and Sean. Inara drowned her face in her folded hands on the bar table.
“Inara.” call someone he is Nail.
“Nail.” Inara said as she raised her head to look at the figure who had mentioned her name.
“Self?” ask Nail. Inara shook her head she pointed to a girl dancing on the dance floor.
“You didn't dance?” nail asked, Inara shook her head in response.
“Can sit?” nail Permission on Inara.
Inara invited Nail to sit next to her. They chatted so familiarly. Sometimes they laugh in the conversation. Nail also stroked Inara's cheeks that looked there was a stain. Inara stared silently at Nail with the man.
“Cantik.” one word out of Nail's mouth.
“Still.” reply Inara who felt blushed.
Sean felt hot as both of his eyes caught a familiar figure. A girl who can make him a perfect man. Because he and only he were able to awaken hers. This week Sean is preoccupied with Devan who is always drunk almost every day. Makes his job a mess.
How not the secretary he used to rely on to be like the one who lost his sanity during a breakup. If still love why break up and why break up if still in love. Confusing is not love.
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