My Autism Brother's
Chapter 41 - His Ego Hendra
Agil who wanted to shake hands with Fahmi, but Fahmi just left everything.
"Hate is that you are the same as me" murmured Agil inwardly.
Hendra who saw the behavior of Fahmi Hendra immediately scolded Fahmi.
"You're not polite, you just want a shaman. And you just ignore it" said Hendra.
Plaques
Hendra slapped Fahmi on the cheek by reflex, mamah Nina and eyed who saw that could only fall silent.
Fahmi, shocked, runs to the kitchen to pick up a knife.
"Thank you if it's just a slap of Fahmi, all of you kill Fahmi" said Fahmi.
Hendra, who had unconsciously slapped Fahmi, finally realized that he had slapped his son's cheek.
"Save the knife, you don't want to see Fahmi holding it" said Mamah Nina in tears.
"Let me, let me know! you should know why Fahmi doesn't want to shake hands with Kaka. Is Fahmi wrong if Fahmi does not want to shake hands with kaka?" ask Fahmi.
"Allah, O Allah, forgive me. Khilaf father son," said the father while taking a knife from Fahmi's hand.
Fahmi poked his hand at the wall many times and shouted. Agil wants to hug Fahmi, but Agil is afraid Fahmi is running amok again.
"Fahmi's handsome granddaughter, yes. Eyang do not want if Fahmi rich gini, not angry if Fahmi does not want to salaman kaka," said eyang.
Fahmi stopped hitting the wall, Fahmi immediately hugged his eyes.
"Thank you, just eyang who can understand Fahmi," said Fahmi.
Eyang brought Fahmi to his room, to calm his heart.
"The father never taught you to slap a child, but you slapped him! what's wrong if Fahmi doesn't want to shake hands with Agil? or did you forget what happened to Fahmi?" ask papah.
"Sorry pah, Hendra khilaf. Hendra reflexes!" said Hendra.
"Have not come here for a few days, until Fahmi's emotions subside. Papah does not want to happen something the same Fahmi," said papah.
Finally Hendra say goodbye home, his papa Hendra became dizzy thinking about how to cure Fahmi.
🥰🥰🥰
All the way home, Hendra did not talk much. Because Hendra felt guilty for slapping his favorite son, who never hurt his heart. But this time Hendra hurt Fahmi with his hand.
Finally everyone arrived home, Agil who had wanted to ask.
"Well...Fahmi's sick what? why didn't you ever tell Agil? mamah never told Agil the same thing!" agil.
"Son, then yes in the language," said mamah.
"Why should I later? why not now?" ask Agil in a high tone.
Hendra is dizzy with Fahmi's problem, now Agil can not be told.
"Why wait for tomorrow? Agil wants to know now," said Agil by forcing.
"Dad said tomorrow, why are you fighting like this?" ask dad in a high tone.
Agil who was shocked to hear the father was angry, immediately bowed and cried.
"Kan mamah has said, tomorrow we will discuss. Kaka is still forcing me to know now, now I'm angry. Please understand, tomorrow we will discuss yes," said mama.
Agil nodded his head, then walked up the stairs to his room. Agil feels guilty for forcing his father to tell him a story tonight.
"Yes Allah.actually what happened the same Fahmi? why didn't Fahmi want to be touched by me, why did Fahmi become different" Agil murmured in his heart.
The day is getting night, Agil is still thinking about what happened to Fahmi. Gradually the eyes of Agil getting heavier to open wide, finally Agil sleep on his favorite bed.
🥰🥰🥰
"Eyang...why don't you understand what Fahmi is doing? why do you think only of Agil, not of Fahmi struggling to heal?" ask Fahmi.
"Dad just wants you to make up with Agil! eyang knows, if you are not ready to make up with Agil, because you are afraid that Agil asks for it again" said eyang.
"Fahmi understands, Fahmi also wants to be able to make up again with kaka. But Fahmi is afraid and hesitant to get close again to kaka, Fahmi can actually hold but Fahmi is not sure if he can bear it all," said Fahmi.
Hendra called Hendra, unbeknownst to Fahmi. Let Hendra also know what happened to Fahmi, and let Hendra not force them to make up.
Hendra who heard it can only be silent while sighing, and sad because Hendra follows his ego instead of following the situation Fahmi.
🥰🥰🥰
Nina who as a wife and mama for Agil and Fahmi, Nina is confused about what to do. Nina can only follow the circumstances, not follow the ego.
"Well, yeah, don't force Fahmi to make up with Agil. Let time answer everything, mamah fear something happens to Fahmi. Because Fahmi is hard to guess with his attitude. Imagine if the knife was not taken, Fahmi could hurt him, or Fahmi hurt others" said Nina.
"I just want them to make up again, I don't want them to be this hostile" said Hendra, who still remains with his ego.
"Are you ready, if Fahmi makes up with Agil. Then Fahmi does something to Agil, and Fahmi impregnates Agil. What did you think of that?" asked Nina in a high tone.
Hendra did not think that far, but his wife realized with a speech that made Hendra aware.
"Astagfirullah, I didn't think that far. Forgive me mah," said Hendra.
"Dad knows Fahmi's disease, but I don't think about if they make up. And at this time Agil was puberty, mamah sure Agil will be addicted to what Fahmi had done," said Nina.
"What should father do?" ask Hendra.
"Take Agil to boarding school or there is a dormitory, let him study religion again more deeply. Let Agil learn from his mistakes as well, try if he refuses what Fahmi will do. It's not going to be like this" Nina said.
"All right, tomorrow I'll take care of everything" said Hendra.
"Fahmi already knows his mistake, Fahmi has admitted his mistake. Even he went to the doctor himself, so he asked to move house and change schools. Because he wants to be away from Agil, but the father has an ego to unite them, just because they are younger brothers. Did you think about the bad effects?" ask Nina.
Hendra was confused what else to say, because all the words spoken by his wife were true all, Hendra only forced an ego.
