
The harsh reality should not make us weak from the passing of it. And when we are able to survive, then we should be much stronger and stronger again.
Regardless of what it is ... Everything will come back and repeat itself as destiny, unless we change ourselves.
***
14.22 WIB today.
When one message came back to the WA cave that afternoon.
[Long time disappeared no news, no change you, Cal. I guess a little bit why, anyway?]
[Must be, huh? You also know how the cave is. You remember, right? when did you ask for the cave WA number first in FB? Where's the cave talking?] Ask cave.
[Yes, you can't protest. Can't suggest that it's you. What's so good, right? I remember everything, Cal. Your jokes, your silly, I remember everything.]
[Hm, well that's you still remember. Don't need two or three re-caves?]
[Yes, Cal. But you did, is! It was nothing to wear, I swear!] He replied to the cave message in an annoyed tone.
[Yes this is the cave. Caves like freedom.if you are comfortable with a cave like this already, cave stay. But if you are not comfortable even ilfil, yes the cave also never maksa anyone to be a cave temen. Only, the cave is welcome to everyone who wants to make friends, until here understand?]
[YES, UNDERSTAND! But don't you know what I mean, Cal? Are you pretending not to understand? Because I'm not beautiful, right?]
[Wei! Whatan, anyway? It's not clear your time, mah. Don't digress, what? No, no, there can be no taste. Udah, uah. Just enough friends, the cave does not want to hurt you. No burden, wei!]
[Yes, that's. The cave still works nih ntar again, yak! See u next time, Bawel!] So the cave breaks the chat, because of the working time and the cave also does not want to discuss the cake thing now.
*
Hm, hm,
What kind of girl is always complicated?
Why can everything be a problem?
Huh!
No, no, no ... Not everything is a problem, but all problems are what girls call things, no girl has nothing.
Yep!!!
The source of the problem, girl! Fix, that's the conclusion.
***
17.12 WIB. It's time for the cave to get home from work.
The Work Shop is empty.
Hengki hastened to go home first, because he wants to pick up the girl, leave Pian and the cave which again finishes the work tool without caring about him.
"Cok, cave first, yeah. Want to pick up the candidate for the problem."
"Yes! Careful lu! Don't speed, bring someone's child about you!" Order Pian while collecting tools.
"Yes, you're the ultimate racer! Take that relaxing bike!"
"Well, the cave doesn't like speeding, Cal!"
"Yes, anyway. You're just a big hobby, Anjir!" The cave's answer is still expressionless.
"B4ngs4d, ow!" Chirps Hengki.
"Well, right? Just told you to make it hard, you" Saut Pian without pause.
"Udah, ah! Cave revoke!" Hengki rush to turn on his motorbike and the road.
"Sick! Standard, weiii!!!" Shouting cave.
Hengki then stopped the speed of the motor to make sure.
"Where is it, Cal? it's the cave of ascending, a5uK!" Hengki replied indignantly, because the cave prevented him from leaving.
"YOU'RE WEi, standard!" Shouts of the cave without sin. The cave and Pian were suddenly blown away at Hengki's tangled expression. He passed with an annoyed face.
Shortly after, we went home. Because the cave motorbike was again in the workshop, we also went home to ride the angkot.
Hmm, take the angkot .. must be long, where the path of the muter again, can not be broken through.
*
I was on a boring trip home.
But unfortunately, the story is not as beautiful as the story of the novel that mostly ends with 'happy ending'. At the end of the same cave story, the cave must swallow disappointment that always makes the cave afraid to undergo a relationship with the heart.
Wounded in a bond, hurt in memory, burdensome in life.
I want it to feel like the cave forgot, to really forget that the cave knew him and was with him.
But this life has made her a memory. Inevitably, accept that the cave already has that memory and has killed the same cave trust as the girl-name.
Eating, the cave does not want to know love anymore, because the cave does not want to nitipin happiness heart cave to a girl for the second time.
*
The cave daydreams are crumbling, when the sound of a faint Pian is heard, because in the transport we sit a bit far away.
"Cal, you keep going first, huh? The cave wants to stop by the supermarket, someone wants the cave to buy first the problem."
"Ok, ready! Can be nitip cigarettes as snack what cake, make it a cup of coffee ntar at the kost."
"Okay, here in your money!"
"Ready! Thanks a lot, Bro."
After a few alleys, the cave finally arrived at the Kosambi Gang, a narrow path that was squeezed into the long factory wall to the cave boarding house.
***
Huh!
Tired this time body,
Hm, hm,
Maybe it's time for the cave to take a holiday, so that it can go home to lie down at home all day.
But, uh,
How's mom, yak?
Long time no call mom, miss it.
Yes, although the mother of a woman who is angry if the same cave, but still would not be complete cave life if there is no mother, right?
The cave really likes it when mom gets angry again. He likes to talk about the future of the cave that will be beautiful later, although the reality that the cave faces is now three hundred and sixty degrees different. But, the cave is still trying to be sure of his words ...
What else the spirit he brings in the cave life, will never be second to none.
Early marriage cave build, ended with the cave betrayed until the cave slumped at that time.
Mother made the cave realize how she really defended the cave. Not because of the position of the cave that is indeed innocent, not ...
But the defense of a mother who ... Covering the disgrace of the small family that the cave built, with the greatness of his heart.
Although the mother was angry and expelled his son-in-law, in the end the talak cave said ended all his anger.
Gua saw how hurt he was when a child he raised, who used to cry, hid behind his back when fighting with his peers, educated him, and kept him down, Until her son grows up and is able to fight sincerely for a woman who has nowhere to come from. Which made his son's attention less to him. Then, easily the woman broke her child's heart.
But mother, she still embraces, hugs, encourages and protects the cave.
Honest in the current age of the cave, in the small heart of the cave felt very stupid and stupid, because the cave was still just a nobody and nothing.
"Mother ... Sorry ..."
Spoken in the heart of the cave, while the cave cancels the call that the cave addressed to him.
*
For a moment the cave stopped moving.
The sky this afternoon is dark.
The cave rests its back on the wall of the factory squeezing the narrow alley, pondering what happened.
Cave daydreams are slowing down with every poignant memory and bitter life the cave lives.
Honestly, the tears did not feel began to flow unstoppably again accompanying the afternoon that was increasingly moving.
Even the twilight sky at that time also lowered the speck of rain that began to flutter the body that was getting drowned in solitude.
...