
Sometimes apologizing is necessary. But when the word sorry is too often to say, then apologizing becomes mediocre. Nothing changes, then it all repeats itself another day.
***
That girl, huh? Anything in a baper. Cave smiles himself read the chat from Leani.
Lah, the cave is ordinary!
Want you to have a guy or have a husband once, if you don't talk about which cave will know. Besides, the cave also has no desire. Gua likes, you like to go.
There is-there is this world.
Grumbling yourself cave, no longer want to laugh or cry.
But yeah never mind, Leani's joke ends here. And everything will be okay again.
***
The day changed.
Morning after noon, the day began to shift and the cave afternoon break went through with a bang Emil who chatted the cave with new things but the old concept.
But more recently, because it is updated with a bigger adsense because.
The ringing of the increasingly deafening mobile phone immediately the cave replied. There's a call at the end there.
"Woy, long time lift!" Bang Emil hates without assalamu'alaikum.
"There!!! Patience, cave again eat. What the hell, anyway? Tumben called, not usually."
"Hmm, again need some cave money, Cal? How's lu?"
"Just be it, Bambang! Is there anything to share the money? Here's buru!" The cave slightly tightened the sound.
"There!!! Hence the hakubutin lu cave."
" There is a job editan, already deal for the same event cave. Gua sendin moke-up event not so yesterday, they want to use it. How's it? Not busy, are you, Cal?"
"The ant!! Don't tell me to play gas, sue lu bang."
"But nothing, can not refuse the windfall, what else needs a cake gini, haha!!"
"It can be set, Bang! How many days to H-day?"
"Three weeks from now. If you okay cave japri they make kumpulin material. Ntar cave japri to you, Cal."
"Okay, Ken's gas!"
***
Time passes quickly.
Now working in real life and working on edits in SM the results are not much different, because maybe again the fortune there. But the cave must be aware, the cave should not be lulled too far.
Because, yes, however, the work of the real life cave is what has been living the cave long before the cave knew BC, can not be separated from the handle that is the support of cave life.
The days of the cave passed with gadgets and work, so it continued until Pian and Hengki had started to get used to cave life. Hanging out has also started to live cave, children may also have considered the cave is not here anymore.
Hm, it has begun to disappear from civilization, caves.
But, stupid!!!
This is dululah, gua jalanin. For others to follow.
The cave laughs on the face of the cave, but not for the heart that still screams.
Bangs4! Why should the cave remember again at a time like this?
The cave hates those memories!
The cave hates knowing you!
The cave hates everything about you!
RISTY!
The cave will make your life always haunted with regret. Feel the pain without the wound, like you made it to the cave.
It hurts a lot more!
The name that the cave never called it all those years.
Iyah-he is a wife who has been divorced. The cave used to love and fight for it as much as the cave could, without thinking about how the cave survived for its life.
Eight years of wasted marriage cave sense. Whatever the cave has given, but also the betrayal that the cave found.
betrayal is still betrayal.
Cave will never forgive even if he gives his life as an apology, nor will he treat the pain that is scratched without this wound.
Never will be!
Bangs4!
The cave is too emotional to remember that. Every time he comes up with an apology, the cave just remembers hate, hate and hate.
Can no longer be treated, and can no longer be denied the cave has really considered him dead. Even the memories of good times were like burning paper and blowing in the wind lost somewhere.
There is no more feeling than hate even when the cave remembers the first letter of its name only.
It was time for the cave to wake up from this nightmare, for years the cave was tired like this!!!
***
As a person who gives good things in playing the application. Bang Emil also often shared many motivations where the experience he told, making the cave began to rise from the slump.
Recognizing women is more than what is present in the cave life experience that has passed and should be a lesson, not all things, traits and attitudes are the same.
The longer this chat goes, the more familiar we are in most aspects of each personality.
Until the end ... An event made the three hundred and sixty drajat cave's life change.
***
Huh! three weeks went by quickly.
"KPM bucin, uh!" Password event Family KPM (Music Lovers Community).
The banner that the cave made passed without much consideration, through the Emil bang.
A little touch for the three cover seasons are fully bucin with black pink color as a symbol of purity or kasmaran.
At first, everything was ordinary. Days to accompany KPM in its events. New people who are welcome to the cave, friendly and full of familiarity.
"Cal, you will share the WA number yes, so that you can enter the event group as a Crew. Gua mau, you play directly in the cave event as Assistant Cover and all banners are also posters in it so your responsibility." Obviously the KPM captain who turned out to have an account name, Prince.
This is beyond the expectations of the cave, which is usually the cave to Bang Emil, now the cave must contribute directly to the event, where the cave does not know what to say, anjir!
"okay, shit! Eight six, captain!" Answer the short cave without much cloves.
"OK! Japri cave, huh, Cal?"
we also passed from the KPM Room, to continue their respective tasks according to the stopover.
Banner is shared. In a few days the participants who signed up turned out to be more than the existing quota. Through on-demand consideration, we finally agreed to add a participant slot and just short the empty slot that we added was also filled with new participants.
What an enthusiasm. Yes, not only a decent reward, but also doorprize and quiz held.
Also about an event.
***
The stage starts with closing the registration of the event. Selecting participants to be screened for fear of someone cheating.
Things that are commonly done and have not become public secrets, participate with a double account, ask people to sing with her account (jockey), and, and another kind of cheating that we must investigate first.
I think everything is ready.
We begin the explanation of the season event, which we divide into 3 stages, the first preliminary, to two semi-finals and the Final. Also about the rules of the event and also the songs they have to perform during the competition.
While for the first stage or preliminaries, only the genre of the song we specify, for the title of the song they can be random. As for the final later, some songs will be determined by the event organizer and participants will choose one of them.
After all, the cave begins the task of the cave in the group with the share cover that has been made in the group event and reminds to use the cover in the SM Display Picture account during this time period.
KPM Captain: [Please adhere to the specified Rule. Entry into this group means you agree to all relevant Rules without exception. What if there is a form of violation, then the admin has the right to perform disqualification acts against participants. Thanks.]
Crew editing custom: [Cover allowance done! Save and use for DP account at least two days before day H, so that the picture reads the system when entering Room Event. When the competition starts, not wearing a cover picture is considered non-participating and automatically disqualified. Thanks.]
Crew 01: [If you have any questions or things about our KPM event, just go to admin in the admin number that is already listed in the group yes, thank you.]
KPM Captain: [Okay, for everyone thank you for participating. Happy enjoy with my event, have fun and ... THE SPIRIT!]
***
Hm, tomorrow is the day the event starts.
All admins are required to stay an account for the event in the room that they already have. But the cave is not.
With reason, as a crew edit who only received reports for the cover picture and do not understand about singing, the cave permits stay behind the scenes.
After all, the cave still has edits that the cave has to work on, and the money is requested quickly to be completed. Understanding of the Captain and Crew making cave finally never stay account in Room event.
*
In between the busyness of the cave in some events that the cave worked, with the help of Bang Emil also the cave can finally relax for a moment to dampen the cave brain that seemed to want to break.
Dividing the focus between real work and online work is quite draining energy and mind too, anjir!
But yes it is, which the cave is currently living. What the cave has taken, yes for the cave to live.
The cave must be ready with all the risks, including rarely being able to be active SM as before.
The time that continues to run to end the season of the KPM event, this selection eliminates almost half of the participants who enter the next season.
In this season again cave cover semi-finals with a slightly modified rule, participants are divided into two groups and still with a random song. It's just that they have to cross genres.
Comments started to get crowded in the group after the determination. With many reasons for each participant, they begin to express difficulties and even complaints.
From the talk in the group this time, the cave also raised its voice only to slightly melt the atmosphere when there was a little spark of debate.
[The name of the singing event, we need champions and everything will not be made easy.]
[Depending on how you go through stages, not how you comment on the stages we specify.] Said Captain KPM.
[Your performance determines. We are looking for the best of you who have been selected. Of course it is not mediocre, which will appear as number one?]
***
Break these two days after determining the cover for them, resting participants while giving time to sort songs from the genre they get from the jury's provisions.
So even the cave that prepares the cover of the grand final session, because the design that KPM wants it final, there must be a photo of the participant and the account name.
And here, the thing that no cave ever thought, pictured and cave lived in cave life, to this day!
*
God decides the path and the journey.
Our task is simply to strive in the process, enjoying every minute and second with effort and do'a.
The least expected thing is when the old adage speaks ...
"The result will never betray the effort," and in fact ...
What you will get, will be more than you hope, when you know how to be grateful.